TRIGGER WARNING : sexual harassment and self hatred

GERARD'S POV:

Frank and I have been hanging out ever since Frank promised to make sure me and Mikey were safe in harms way. There were moments

that he would kiss me on the cheek and call me doll face, Gee,or G-bear. It makes me blush when he does that, I sometimes tease him by

kissing him on his nose and call him Frankie. Sometime I think I'm falling for him. I went to school and saw Frank on the way. "Hey

Frankie!" I said with a smile on my face. "Hey, doll face. How it going?" He said putting his arm around me. "I'm fine, how about you?" I said trying to hide myself from blushing. "I

great, when I'm with you." He said with a smirk on his face. "Oh, that reminds me, do you want to hang out after school to the park or something?" I nodded in agreement. Then we walked to class.

After school-
We walked to a small park that didn't have that much people. We sat in a bench, with silence but Frank spoke. " Gerard you know that I like you and I had a crush on you since

freshman year, I been meaning to ask you.." he grabbed both of my hand and saw the blush across his face. "If you would like to be my boyfriend and for me to call you mine." "No." I

saw his face in disappointment. "I would fucking love to!" I put my arms around his neck and pulled him into a deep kiss. "Geez, you made me want to go die in a hole for a

moment." I gave him a peck on the cheek. "Awww,sorry I just want to caught you off guard. Please don't be mad at me." I pouted

"Awww, I can never stay mad at you. Your mine and only mine and that all that matters." He said hugging me and gave me a peck on the

lips. Later we went back to my house holding hands. " *gasp* Are you guys dating ?!?" My mom Squeal. "Well, we haven't dated yet but we are now boyfriend and boyfriend." (A/N:

Yeah I said boyfriend and boyfriend because lovers is just sounds weird especially if it would be said to a family member. But I not going to lie that would be pretty fucking funny! XD) Mikey came in to the room. "For the love of

god please never make out in front of me! I just a teen with innocence?!?" Gerard stuck out his tongue. "oh, go hug your unicorn!" I shouted. "*gasp* I was 10 and I don't have unicorns

anymore!" Mikey remarks "Yes, you do! You have Mr.Sparkles under your bed and cuddle with it at night!" I stated. "Ugh! Just don't go all lovey covey in front of me!" I was going to give him sass but my mom gave me a glare. "*sigh* fine?!"
NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL-

FRANK'S POV:
We went to and I put my arm over Gerard's shoulder,I saw people with shocked looking

and whispering to each other. But I didn't give a shit about their fucking options because I with Gerard and that's all that fucking matters to me. But we had to leave each other

Eventually to go to other classes. I flat out kissed him. "I'll miss you G-bear." I whispered to him. "I-I'll miss you too." Gerard blushed. "Your so fucking adorable, you know that." The

warning bell ringed. I groaned in annoyed. "Stupid bell! *sigh* I guess we should get to our classes."

GERARD'S POV:

I went to class and focus on the lesson. When it ended I heard a group of teenagers whisper "I

can't believe that fag is dating a freak?!?"a person shrieked. "Maybe he thought he was in a twilight movie or something shit!" Another laughed. I bit my lower lip hard until I tasted

blood. I know that it not supposed to affect me, but it made me feel like shit. I wish Frankie was here so he comfort me. I went to the bathroom to go cry in the stalls and it was

empty. Or so I thought. "Well, look what we have here." I turned around and I was paralyzed with fear. "Hey, Gerard did you miss me?" It was Bert fucking McCracken. He was one of Dylan's friends. "Please!? Leave me

alone!" I yelled in fear. "But where's the fun in that?" I saw him lock the door. He walked closer to me and I back way from him. And not noticing the wall behind me. Then he grabbed my wrist against my head. I felt him bit my

neck. "N-No!! S-Stop, Please, S-Stop!!" But he didn't, he left hickeys all over my neck. I tried so hard to push him away but he was too strong. "There is no way, you are going to tell your boyfriend about this, he'll just think your just a f*cking sl*t!?! And break up with your pathetic *ss!" Then he slammed his fist up my

stomach and kicked me like raggedy doll. Then yanked my hair, eventually he got down on one knee and kissed me. "Goodbye, you piece of sh*t." He said then walked away. I sat there

sobbing, I didn't want to leave. I left early out of school, there was no way in hell that I would even focus in class. Eventually I got a text from Frank.Xx

Where are you at? Your not in class?!?

:(

I sighed. I didn't want to tell him what happened, what if Bert is right. What if thinks badly of me then breaks up with me. So I lied.
Xx

Where are you at? Your not in class?!?

:(

I had a headache and went
home.

I put my phone in my pocket and not even two minutes later I got a text from him.Xx

Okay, well I hope you feel better babe.
     :-*      

  I put my headphones on to do just not focus on reality. I went back home at 4:00 and when I saw my mom with an upset look. "Where were you?!? The school called and said that you weren't in class for 5,  6,  7  or 8th period. And

Frank came by with Advil, ginger tea and your favorite snacks and said that you got a headache?" I bit my lip, I couldn't tell her what

happened. What if she would be disgusted with me and think that I could have stopped it for happening. "I just, went for a walk in the park

to get fresh air. I did have a headache and thought that would help." "Next go to the office and wait to get picked up." I nodded in

response. I went to take a shower and saw the hickeys on my lower neck and collarbone. I disgusting , I could have stopped it if I tried

hard, I am cr*ppy boyfriend. I went in the shower and scrubbed so hard on my lower neck that I started getting scratches. When I got out,

I put on my black hoodie and ripped jeans. Some times when Frank and I kissed and I felt that he was about to go to my neck, I would put my hand on his chin and kissed him for a few

seconds and go down his neck. It happened and for three times Bert would pulled me to a room and do the same thing. He give me

hickeys and beat me up. The three times I ended up giving up no matter how hard I tried nothing would make a difference. Frank

started to get skeptical because I wasn't acting like my happy self, and looked gloomy. "Babe, What wrong?" He asked. I just looked at him. "What do you mean?" I muttered. "You look

gloomy and sad now, and not your happy, sassy self. Did something happened?" I couldn't take it anymore, I let the tears roll down my face. "If I tell you, you'll hate me, think I'm disgusting,

think that I'm a cr*ppy *ss boyfriend and break up with me!" I was now sobbing. I Frank hugged me and wiped the tears off my face. When I looked up, I saw him crying. "Don't

ever say that, There is nothing in this world that would make me hate you. Because I-I fucking love you!" I- this is the first time that he said he loved me. I took a sharp breath. "For the last couple of weeks, I-I would get beat up

by Bert. And I didn't tell you, i-is  
b-because h-he give me hickeys on my neck and said that if I ever tell you that you would think that I'm just a sl*t and break up with me." I pulled down my hoodie and showed him the marks.

FRANK'S POV:

I saw the hickeys that Bert left on Gerard. I clench my fist so tight that felt my nails digging through my palm, and clenched my teeth. I was

bound pissed but not at Gerard at Bert motherf*cking McCracken. I got up walked away. "F-Frank w-where are you going?"

Gerard said in a voice filled with fear. "To go murder Bert f*cking McCracken!?!" I went by and saw him smoking a cigarette at alley. I

grabbed his cigarette dropped it on the floor and stump on it. "Hey, what the fuck!?!" His eyes widened in fear when he saw me. I

punched in the stomach, kicked him at where the f*cking sun don't shine, and the hardest punch across his face. Then I dropped him. "Oh, and do that to him again and you'll get

f*cking worse." I said while spitting on his face. And walked away. I went to Gerard house to check on him. I saw curled up to a ball silently

cry in his room. "F-Frank?" He muttered in chocking cries. "I-I sorry, I so f*cking sorry if I tried harder I could have stopped it." I hugged

him and rubbed his back "Shush,shush it not your fault, I don't hate you and I'll not breaking up with you."I wiped his tears off his face. "I

love you. And if that ever happens again just know that I will never hate you. Just the fucker who done it." I heard him giggle. "Do you really

love me?" "Babe, I would die for you, I would walk to heaven and hell for you, hell I'd even commit murder for you!" I give him a peck on the lips. He giggled. "Let's hope that day never

comes that you would have to commit murder for me." "Oh, and Frank?" "Yeah?" "I love you too! You are honestly the best thing that ever happened to me." He smiled softly and we kissed innocently and cuddled in bed, eventually passing out.

THE END-

A/N: I don't know about you but the ending me feel wholesome. I hope you like it. :)