Published: 20190502
Synopsis: In which (Y/n) stops three guys from jumping and ending it all.
(please be aware that this contains suicide and if you're sensitive, I recommend not reading. I'll be keeping the song the same despite the different meaning and wrong pronouns. Inspired by the song, 'My R' covered by Rachie and Hikaru)

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Just as I was about to take my shoes off, on the rooftop there I see-

The wind flew through my braided hair as I breathed in a sigh. Today was the day that I would leave this world for good. To finally be free of those who have harmed me and to escape the pitiful life I've experienced. The sunset was lovely as it can be and clouds seemed to be floating peacefully above me. With a firm nod, I slipped my school shoes off and set them next to each other nicely. I was about to climb the fence until I heard a broken sob not too far from me. I turned to see-

A girl with braided hair here before me, despite myself, I go and scream-

A boy with luscious brown hair was releasing broken sobs about someone named, "Yoongi." He bit his plump lips before hoisting himself up on the ledge. My eyes widen and before I could stop myself, I go and scream-

"Hey! Don't do it, please!"

"Hey! Don't do it, please!" I immediately shut up as his head snapped towards me in shock. He was sitting on the ledge before I screamed. He scrambled off of the ledge and back onto the floor of the roof as I slapped my hand over my mouth in embarrassment-

Whoa, wait a minute. What did I just say? I couldn't care less either way-

Why did I stop him? What made me scream out for someone who clearly wanted to end it all? He was a mere stranger to me, there was no relation or significance that I had to him. I couldn't care less either way-

To be honest, I was somewhat p****d. This was an opportunity missed-

But to be honest, I was angry. How could I stop him and myself from escaping this s****y life? I knew for sure that I wouldn't want someone to stop me. The day I was about to end it all, he just had to be here at the same time. But then-

The girl with braided hair told me her woes-

The boy with luscious hair told me his woes-

"You've probably heard it all before. I really thought that he might be the one. But then he told me he was done."

"You've probably heard it all before. I really thought that he might be the one. But then he told me he was done." He cried out with a sad smile. He told me about this boy that he loved but he was shunned away from his peers and his crush himself. No one couldn't allow him to be happy and in love without discrimination about his sexuality.

"For god's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe that for some stupid reason you got here before me."

"For god's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe that for some stupid reason you got here before me," I fumed. "If you love him then go and tell him! Don't let him shun you away without letting you tell him your true feelings."

"Are you upset cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!"

"Are you upset cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!" I scolded. I held back the threatening tears that wanted to fall. I knew what he was feeling and it was absolute heartbreak. But he would get over this small heartbreak because he was strong. Even though it sometimes felt as if death felt better than the pain of being in a one-sided relationship, he was strong. "Tell him. It's way better than holding it all in and maybe - even if you can't be in a relationship with him - you could become good friends."

"I'm feeling better thank you for listening." The girl with braided hair then disappeared.

"I'm feeling better," He said with a grin that showed off a perfect smile. "Thank you for listening..." The boy with luscious hair then disappeared.

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'Alright, today's the day!' Or so I thought-

It was the next day and I appeared at the same spot on the rooftop. The sunset looked the same as yesterday, beautiful with shades of pink and purple. There were more clouds today but they looked just as soft. 'Alright, today's the day' Or so I thought-

Just as I took both of my shoes off. There was but a girl short as can be-

Just as I took both of my shoes off. There was another boy in the same spot as the other one from yesterday. He was a charming man, someone that could be ranked number one in the whole world of men's beauty. He was but a boy pretty as can be-

Despite myself, I go and scream.

But just like yesterday, my mouth spoke faster than my brain and just like yesterday, I go and scream.

The petite girl told me her woes-

The beautiful boy told me his woes-

"You've probably heard it all before. Everyone ignores me, everyone steals. I don't fit in with anyone here."

"You've probably heard it all before. Everyone ignores me, everyone steals. I don't fit in with anyone here." He looked back down over the ledge. He told me about how he was bullied for being so weird but in reality, he just had a higher level of intelligence and mindset. No one could let him be himself because of their jealousy of his beauty and way of thinking.

"For god's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe that for some stupid reason you got here before me."

"For god's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe that for some stupid reason you got here before me." I snapped. "Fight against them, you don't understand that there's only one of you in this world and that you're more than what you think."

"Cause, even so, you're still loved by everyone at home. There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know!"

"Cause, even so, you're still loved by everyone at home. There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know!" I scolded. I held back the threatening tears that wanted to fall. I knew what he was feeling and it was absolute despair. But he had people who loved him dearly at home and because I knew he forgot them, he just needed to remember his love for them. Even though it sometimes felt as if death was better than the oppression of peers, he was adored by others. "So what, you don't fit in? Boo hoo. They're just stupid, close-minded people that can't accept that you're out of this world."

"I'm hungry," Said the girl as she shed a tear. The girl short as can be then disappeared.

"I'm hungry," Said the boy as he shed a tear, remembering the family he loved to the moon and back. The boy pretty as can be then disappeared.

And like that, there was someone every day. I listened to their tale, I made them turn away-

And like that, there was someone every day. So many people wanted to end it all for such stupid reasons. I remember that there was one boy who broke everything he touched and he wanted to commit suicide just so he wouldn't break anything else. It was such an absurd reason but I made him turn away. I made them all turn away-

And yet there was no one who would do this for me, no way I could let out all this pain-

And yet there was no one who would do this for me. No one would listen to my woes or my melancholy. No one to prevent me from doing what I believed was my part in the world. There was no way I could let out all this pain-

For the very first time, there, I see someone with the same pains as me-

There was one day - for the very first time - someone who suffered from the same depression, oppression, and scars as me. It was the day I saw someone with the same pains as me-

Having done this time and time again. She wore a yellow cardigan-

Having done this time and time again. He was sitting on the railing and looking down the three-story building. He wore a dark jacket-

"I just wanna stop the scars that grow every time that I go home. That's why I came up here instead." That's what the girl in the cardigan said.

"I just wanna stop the scars that grow every time that I go home. That's why I came up here instead." That's what the boy in the jacket said.

Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way. But, in the moment, I just screamed something that I could not believe-

I bit my lips once again contemplating what to say. But I couldn't help myself as it had become a habit and I just screamed something that I could not believe-

"Hey, don't do it please!"

"Hey, don't do it please!" I stood behind the tall male sitting on the ledge and let the wind blow through my clothes and hair. It had been done. I stopped another person once again. He had midnight-black hair with piercings on each ear and beauty that no one could compare to.

Ah, what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new-

He gave me a sad smile but didn't budge from his spot. He stared down at the far ground once again. What to do? I can't stop this boy, oh s**t this is new-

For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew-

The tears that used to threaten me was now released. I shouldn't care. He was a mere stranger to me and yet, the moment I can't save someone, I break down in tears. Pain and despair filled me as I realized I may have bitten off more than I can chew-

But even so, please just go away so I can't see. Your pitiful expression is just too much for me-

I tried to swallow up my tears but they were never-ending. For once, I wanted him to look away from me and go away just so I can't see his face. His pitiful expression was just too much for me-

"I guess today is just not my day," She looked away from me and then she disappeared.

"I guess today is just not my day," He looked away from me and then he disappeared.

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There's no one here today, I guess it's time. It's just me, myself, and I-

There was no one the next day. I closed my eyes, feeling the breeze and quietness of mother nature. I guess it's time. For once, there was no one to halt my fate. It's just me, myself, and I-

There's no one who can interfere. No one to get in my way here-

There's no one who can interfere. No one to stop me from what I've been trying to do for the past week. No one to get in my way here-

Taking off my yellow cardigan.

I took off my dark jacket.

Watching my braids all come undone.

I watched as my luscious braid came undone.

This petite girl, short as can be is gonna jump now-

This beautiful girl, pretty as can be is gonna jump now-

and be free.

and be free.

"Hey...don't do it please." Three voices resonated from behind.

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