You and Reid have been together for a while but have not gone any farther than making out.

It was pretty late by the time you had all returned from the case you guys had been working on. You all separated to your own floors, everyone wanting to get some as much rest as possible for the flight home the next morning. You made your way to yours, locking the door behind you as you quickly changed into some comfortable clothes to sleep in. After brushing your teeth, taking off your makeup, taking off your contacts and all that, you finally made your way to bed. You laid down in bed and tried to let exhaustion bring you to sleep, but it never happened; instead, you were tossing and turning about, unable to keep your eyes closed. You weren't sure if it was because you actually couldn't sleep, or maybe the fact that every time you closed your eyes, you saw the dead face of the last victim that the team was unable to save before catching the unsub.

Suddenly, a knock came from the door and you raised an eyebrow. You got up and opened the door, blinking in surprise as your boyfriend, Spencer appeared outside. He looked dead tired, his eye bags clearly visible and his actually eyes blinking lazily.

"Hey." you smiled softly and he returned the gesture as you let him in. "Couldn't sleep either?"

"Not at all. Too much on my mind." He replied and you giggled, sitting on the bed.

"There's always too much on your mind, Spencer." He chuckled lowly and nodded, but he seemed pretty bothered. "What's on your mind, Spence? Is it the case?"

"Partially, yes. I know that, with this job, there won't always be happy endings but at the same time, I can't help but feel like if I did something more-"

"I know the feeling, but we both know that there was nothing more we could do with this unsub. Killing that last victim wasn't something we profiled."

"I know-"

"But I understand why you feel that way." He smiled and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close as you cuddled into his side. The two of you leaned against the headboard of the bed and just laid there, side-by-side.

"I love how well you understand me, Y/N."

"It's what girlfriends are for." you smiled, but that quickly faded as the look of worry appeared on his face again. "What else is bothering you?" you asked, but he remained silent for a bit.

"Y/N, how long have we been together?" he asked after a moment and you pursed my lips, thinking about it. You honestly wasn't too sure, due to the fact you two never really talked about being "official". The two of you went out on a couple of dates and before long, you were calling him your boyfriend.

"Two years?"

"Well, to be exact, two years, 2 month, 3 weeks, 16 hours and 45 minutes." He said and you giggled quietly and how precise he was.

"Wow, that's quite the amount of time."

"I agree." He coughed into his fist nervously. "Y/N, are you happy with me?"

"What kind of question is that?" you asked, sitting up to look at him but by the look of his face, he was dead serious. "Spencer, of course I am."

"Are you sure? Is there actually something appealing about me? Besides my brain—which isn't even that appealing—what's good about me? Am I attractive? Are you attracti-"

"Spencer!" You cut him off and he looked at you, quickly pressing his lips together. "Where is this all coming from?" you asked, very concerned about your boyfriend's sudden deplete in self-esteem. You knew that he wasn't the most confident, especially compared to Morgan, but you've never heard him question him so much.

"I...." Spencer started to say but then he looked as if he shut down, dropping his head into slightly, avoiding your eyes.

"Spencer...." You whispered and he sighed, taking a deep breath, before looking you dead in the eyes.

"Why haven't we tried to do anything more?"

"More...?"

"Physically!" he said, exaggerating his irritation with his hand movements as he talked. "I know that we're both not fond of public displays of affection but whenever we're alone, I feel as if we're no different! We kiss, sure! Make out, sometimes! But anything past that almost seems like it's never going to happen! I know about your exes Y/N and it seems to me that you're more physically attracted to them than me! You slept with the last one, why am I any different!"

"Spencer!" You tried to interject, surprised by his outburst but he cut me off.

"Is it because I'm a virgin?!"

"Spencer!" you tried again, more forcefully this time and he stopped, huffing slightly. "How long have you been thinking like this?"

"A while?" he whispered and you quickly pulled him into a hug, surprising him with how tightly you clung onto him.

"Oh, Spencer, why didn't you come to me about this sooner?"

"I-I don't know."

"Well," you pulled away from the hug but kept your hands on his shoulders. "First of all, your physical appearance and intelligence has nothing to do with how I feel about you. My feelings started with the amount of time we spent together and that great personality you slowly showed me the more we hung out; your hotness and smarts are just a plus. You're more than I could ever ask for, Spencer. And you're right, I did give my first time to my last boyfriend, but it's not because that he was more attractive than you that I haven't gone further with you. Honestly, Spencer, I've been holding back."

"Really?" he asked, looking at you with his big eyes.

"Yeah. To be honest, the fact that you're a virgin does sort of play a role in why. I just didn't want to push you or make you feel like you had to sleep with me to surpass any feelings I had for my ex. When I told you about him, I knew that something changed with you; I just didn't realize that you felt worse than you gave on. I'm so sorry."

"Don't be sorry...I should have come to you sooner." You gave him a reassuring smile and slowly leaned forward, pressing a kiss onto his lips.

"Spencer, I want you to know that any feelings I had for my ex are practically forgotten. Any feelings I have are all for you. You're the one I love." You blushed as you realized that last words you said but a sudden warmth spread through your chest as you saw the smile that spread onto his face. Pulling you closer, Spencer surprised you with a very passionate kiss, his hands grabbing your hips as he pulled you into his lap.

"Spencer..." you breathed, your hands wrapping around his neck and tangling into his amazing hair, but he only kissed you harder, his tongue not wasting any time to collide with yours. Blushing like crazy, you were basically surprised at his actions.

But that didn't mean you didn't enjoy every minute of it.

His hands slowly made their way up your shirt and you hummed happily against his lips, pulling away as he pulled your shirt off. Your fingers brushed against his cheeks, which were warm and red, before slowly moving them down his chest. You looked up at him for approval and after receiving a quick nod, pulled off his shirt, quickly kissing him again. This was a night you have waited for, for a long time. Although Spencer was a bit shaky and hesitant, he brought this feeling that you have never felt before. His touch made the room feel all the hotter and his kissed made you shiver.

"Spencer..." you breathed as he placed open-mouthed kisses down you neck, and you couldn't help the moan that came out as he brushed against your soft spot. You could feel the smirk on his lips as he unclipped your bra, leaning you back as he massaged one breast with his hand, making you moan more. Your hands explored his exposed chest, feeling every muscle, every bit of skin as he continued to kiss down your body. His hands brushed against the hem of your shorts and your hips bucked, getting a sense of him getting hard. A smirk appeared on your lips as you lightly palmed him, causing him to gasp and look down at you.

"Oh, you're going to pay for that one." And with no warning, he ripped your short and underwear off, quickly entering a finger into you. You gasped loudly at the sudden contact but immediately melted at his touch, needing more. You moaned his name as he inserted another finger, the feeling doing wonders to your body.

"Spencer, please." You pleaded as you felt a tightening in your stomach and he pulled his fingers out, causing you to whine. He fumbled with his pants, making you giggle and he suddenly had this very nervous expression on, making you smile. Helping him remove his pants, you sat up and pushed him back, slowly moving up so that your straddled his hips. He bit his lip, which alone, made you want to just jump him but you wanted to be careful; it was his first time.

"Y/N...?" he breathed and you pecked his lips, keeping your hands on his shoulders as you slowly lowered yourself onto him. He gasped, turning you on more as you just sat there for a moment, waiting for an okay from him.

"You okay?" you asked and he nodded, grabbing onto your hips.

"More than that. I'm perfect. Hell, more than that!" he said and you giggled, slowly rolling your hips. "Oh god, Y/N..." he moaned and you decided to test this, moving up and down. He hissed profanities, his hands squeezing tighter on your hips as you continued with your movements.

"Shit..." you breathed as you felt yourself coming closer and he quickly moved the two of you so that he was leaning over you again. He moved in and out of you slowly, making the feeling all the more pleasurable; the number of profanities quickly being uncountable.

"Y/N, I-I'm..."

"Me too..." You reached up, wrapping your arms around his neck and clinging onto him tightly as the two of you came together, the feeling so full that you two couldn't do anything but just lie there for a while. After a while, Spencer rolled off you and you two cuddled under the covers, the exhaustion kicking in.

"Y/N..?" Spencer whispered, his voice telling you that he was nearly asleep.

"Yeah, Spence?" You whispered back, your eyes fluttering closed.

"I love you too...so much.."