HellllooooooooO! This gonna be Prussia and Canada because they are OTP~~~ Also highschool AU
I write depressing stuff. Ya?! Ya.
Contains
-Depressing themes
-suicidal actions/attempt
-bullying
-anorexic behavior
- Being forgotten/ unnoticed
-Bully X Bullied
Prussia X Genderbent! Canada Ya
((Gilbert and Madeline))
Pt. 1
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              Madeline's POV
     I walk to school, my head down as tears fall from my violet eyes.  My thoughts clustered in my brain. My large over sized sweater hanging off my small body in a odd position, but it's doing its purpose about covering my arms. I see the large building in front of me, it's called school. Oh how I hate school. It's hell and prisons child. Where you get judged for everything, and when you happen to be me... Everything is a mistake... Especially living.

Gilbert's POV and 15 minute skip

     I walk into home room 5 minutes late like always. "Sup hoes and bros, the awesome me has arrived." I state, the teacher only rolls his eyes. I love this school. You can do anything you want and not get in trouble! That's my kind of school! I sit down in my seat in between Francis and Antonio. "Hey Gil." They say almost in synch. "So who is our lovely victim today?" I ask them, Francis points out a girl with the name of Madeline. I'd feel bad, but I am way to awesome for petty feelings. I look at Madeline, her long golden-blonde tinted with red covering most of her face. No one has ever seen her eyes.. She must really dislike them. I love my eyes, they're so awesome. From her posture I can tell she's most likely feeling sad.. I wonder why. I can also tell that she's extremely skinny... Is she eating enough? Wait... Why is the awesome me worried about a no-body like her... I ignore the little voice telling me not to call her a no-body. I feel guilty for what I am going to do..

      Madeline's POV

I notice one of my many bullies staring, the one and only Gilbert. How wonderful... Today will be the end of all the pain... I will kill myself at school... I lay my head in my arms. The ruby red eyes of Gilbert staring at me, I feel them. I put my earbuds in to listen music. The class gets dismissed, I walk out of the room, the hallways filled with students laughing with their friends. While I walk to my locker thinking of the place of where my death will be. The roof. No one is allowed up there, but I find my ways. It was blocked off after many other girls had committed suicide up there. So it's perfect. I grab my backpack holding many things that will end my life. I feel tears rolling down my face. I'll finally end myself, no one would care anyways. I start the walk to the abandoned girls bathroom and push open the closet with the steps leading to the roof. I continue to walk reaching the top. I open the door leading out into the barren roof. I look around making sure no one is there. After seeing no one, I sit down, my feet dangling off the edge of the roof. I open my backpack, and pull out a small box, its contents shimmering evilly. 'Why...?' I open the box, tears still streaming down my face, yet I'm smiling. I pull out on of the many objects in it. Rolling up my sleeves I begin to make my art work of scars a little more colorful. My eyes start blackening, perfect time for the thing I'll ever eat. I pull out a small container. A container of pills. Ones that'll make me sleep for ever. I open the bottle and pour a few onto my palm. Closing my eyes as I push them into mouth, willingly eating them. I just sit there waiting for death to come. I'll bleed out on the rooftop, that's fine.. My vision becomes more and more blurry and I feel myself begin to fall, but not off the roof..

~Gilbert's POV~

I'm on a search for Madeline. She hasn't shown up in any other class except home room. I've checked almost everywhere. Still no sign of the girl, who my heart apparently loves, who am I kidding I've loved her for awhile... I haven't checked in one place. The one place I hope she isn't. The roof. I make way to the stair case leading to roof, the doors already open. This worries me, I see the sight I wished wouldn't have, my eyes widen in shock, I run over, checking her pulse, it's faintly there. I pull my phone out of my pocket, tears pricking my eyes. I call an ambulance, telling them what has happened and where it is. They get here a few minutes later, I'm crying over a girl a barely know. The paramedics reach the roof taking Madeline away, I walk after them quietly for the first time in my life.

                    Time skip + 1 hour

      I've been sitting here for an hour. It's very boring. But I'll wait, just to make sure she's okay; which of course is a lie. I here a door slam open, a loud voice screaming about something unintelligible. I sigh loudly, awaiting someone to tell me anything about the condition of Birdie... I've even came up with a nickname...