Inspiration: This just happened a few minutes ago.

Kategorie: Angst

Sprache: Englisch
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(I had a fucking shitty day. This boy was over at my house and suddenly we were hugging. Well he was hugging me, I just lay stiff. I didn't know how to react, I never have done that in my life. Also I feel like I'm not ready for that yet. I'm under fifteen and I just don't feel the need to be in a relationship right now. I think that's alright, isn't it? I was basically just fricking anxious and pissed for no reason after that.)

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My mom was cooking and she called me to do the dishes. (Just drying the things from the dishwasher)

My mother: You don't have to pick up every single item. Why are you so slow? I need to go there (to where I was standing) soon, to cook. Do it faster.

Me: Well, then you can just do it yourself, can you?

My father: *says my real name warningly*

My mother: Don't speak back at me like that! You don't have the right to do that. You are so difficult.

(My mind: Wow, thanks mom. Excactly what a kid needs to hear in any situation.)

*proceeds to bump me away to go where I'm standing*

*After I was finished; I was really pissed. I hung up the towel grabbed my phone and was about to head out of the kitchen*

My mother: You could also dry the things on the sink, you know. That would be very helpful.

*Me, proceeding to go out of the room and bring away the last glasses*

My mother: Of course you always do things so sluggishly just to be on that stupid phone.

Me: Yes mom, that's definitely it...

(Why is she like this? Why can't she just treat me right, goddammit. It makes no fucking sense to me. So now speaking up is speaking back? Jesus, I'm about to cry...)

Fuck you mom