(Riri, you're making angst and are gonna kill Sans, I get to make angst- dryriahriah)

Chara let out a faint sigh as she walked through an au, an au she knew was dangerous territory for her. Killerfell. The Sans here hated her. She was a betrayer of Chara's because she was supposed to be evil and married a Sans. KF Sans wanted her dead for it. She would happily die at the moment. Sure, she now had Raven to live for, but Raven was risking her own life being with her. She was a goddess, after all, and wasn't allowed to be gay because of the stupid rainbow ass skeleton Ink. Besides, she was still in grief after divorcing Sci...

She sighed quietly, letting her hand stroke trees as she passed. She seemed... Like her younger self... Happy. Not a care in the world for the future. "Found you when your heart was broke..." She murmurs, biting her lip weakly. "I filled your cup until it overflowed... Took it so far to keep you so close..." She quietly sang, remember what lengths she went through so that she could be with Sci. Hurting herself to stop bloodlust. Making deals she could never fulfil as she refused to kill. Forcing herself through many situations she hated. She took all the hatred. A Chara can never be trusted, they just stab you in the back. The number of times she heard it... it HURT... Yet she suffered it. She changed herself and everything she knew. She went through hell and back to keep him alive and make him happy, even if it meant fucking with codes. She did ANYTHING she could. It still wasn't enough for him... But she did it all to keep him...

"I said I'd catch you if you fall... And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all." Chara murmurs, pulling a picture of herself and Sci from her pocket with narrowed eyes. "And then I got you off your knees, put you right back on your feet just so YOU could take advantage of me." She spat ripping the picture into as many pieces as she could before throwing it into the air with a growl.

She remembered the day, how couldn't she? The demon was returning home after spending a few days out with Insanity. They tended to do this at least every month, just like the older days when Empathy dated Underfell Frisk. When she was her demon for the first time. She was younger and so was he. Their friendship had drifted, but they were still sort of friends nowadays. They tended to spend a few nights away from the chaos of the house. Go to the surface. Drink. Chat. Help with each others problems. Sometimes getting slightly sexual, but never fucking. Just dirty talk or a quick orgasm for each of them...

 Anyway, the two returned had a quick hug and Chara ran off to Sci's room. She remembered freezing, Sci getting fucked by Becca. One of her best friends. She placed the ring down and went out of the room. She heard them start fucking again as soon as she got to her next destination. Insanity's room. She told him how she saw Sci getting fucked by Becca... He helped her with the heartbreak. Held her close. Let her sleep their in comfort for a few nights as she got back onto her feet before leaving and almost dying straight away... God... She could hardly look at Shara without crying since she reminded her so much of Sci... She had slightly gotten better, but she still couldn't face Sci. Shara is the closest she'll get to talking to Sci for a LONG time...

The demon stared at the sky, a broken smile on her face as she began to sing. She hardly ever sung, not in front of people anyway. Her voice was soft, like velvet or petals of a rose. Hearing her sing makes it difficult to believe she was such a broken individual. "Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there? Feeling so high but too far away to hold me... You know I'm the one who put your up there. Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely? Knowing you could live without me... Knowing you could live without me..." She took a second, letting out a breath before continuing. "Baby, I'm the one who put you up there. I don't know why... Knowing you could live without me. Live without me. Baby, I'M the one who put you up there... I don't know why..."

Chara sighed quietly, closing her eyes as she spun in the snow, giggling softly. She was... Happy... Despite the scars on her body, the bruises all over her from when Frisk let all the 'evil' Chara's, Frisk's, Sans', Insanity's and Mentality's attack her, as well as the constant pain she received from Frisk (And Edge on the rare occasion she stayed there to escape her abusive human), she was happy... 

The girl soon opened her eyes, face soon going into a cold expression as she walked towards Snowdin, gazing around. Dust... Dust everywhere... "Killerfell..? I know you're here... Frisk said so... I... need your help..." She murmurs softly. No reply... "I want you to help me get stronger... to become... Like my older self... living like my new happy go lucky self isn't working anymore... I was wrong to change. It all ends in pain... I want to... Be your demon... To help you kill aus... To be like I used to be with Frisk... I'll do anything to escape the life I'm living now... I have nothing to lose..."

She opened her eyes, only for skeleton ones to meet her own from in the trees, a smirk on the skeleton's face. She'll either die or be given the chance of having a  new life. She didn't care. Anything was better than the heartbreak she felt right now...

~990 words