Reader x Becca (depressing, fluff)

Suicidal warning!

You and Becca had been friends for a long time, this being since you were young as you had always lived near next door to eachother. You'd been through it all together. Laughs, tears, anger. Everything! You had even helped Becca during her most suicidal moments together. The times when she wanted to give up, you helped her conquer them times together and you fell in love with her but recently she hasn't been around as much... always wearing hoodies... never showing her skin and you've been getting quite concerned about her well being. Today was the day you would talk to her but... you couldn't find her...

You walked though the school halls as quickly as you could, searching every room for any signs of the girl, for ANYONE that may have seen her but no-one had... you were getting really concerned and frightened. Where the fuck could she be!? You remember talking to the girl about your favourite places at school... That's where she would be! The rooftop!

You sprinted to the roof as quick as you could before freezing, staring in horror at the scene in front of you. Becca was in front of the railings that kept people from falling over into the streets below, clutching onto the railings behind her with her soft finger tips. Her hoodie wasn't on her body, arms covered with bloody scars and slices, many of them recent. Her  baggy black pants were rolled up to look like shorts, slices littering them harshly, more bleeding then her arms. She had her back towards you so you couldn't see her face.

Near the railings, most likely dropped when she couldn't hold it anymore, there appeared to be a blood stained knife. You knew Becca got into fights a lot, but she would NEVER hurt someone with a knife... she must've used that knife on herself. Next to the knife, her black flats could be seen, a suicide note next to them but you had no time to read that. The only thing you could focus on.. was Rebecca...

You looked up at your childhood friend, only just noticing that she had let go of the railing, stepping forwards a few steps. Her toes could be seen hanging over the edge of the building, her figure slightly shaking from the bloodless. You start walking forwards silently, but stopped as you heard the girl speak. "I'm so sorry Y/N... I told you I wouldn't do this... I told you I wouldn't leave... but everything hurts... I can't do this anymore... I'm sorry but... now everyone can be happy... I... I love you..." she said aloud, her voice slightly cracking as she spoke.

Ending one - lost her forever

You blinked, heart fluttering as you heard her words. She loved you... she loved you as well... You looked outwards at the girl before running forwards going to save her... ... you were to late... she jumped as you put your hand out to grab her, the girl not even letting out a sound as you could only watch... watch the girl you loved so dearly fall down, her body hitting the floor with a heart breaking crack.

When you looked over the edge, her body was surrounded in her own blood, neck snapped on it's side in a painful position, one that would snap her spine, one that would kill her... you collapsed on your knees. How could you let this happen? How could you let her die...? You wouldn't move, mind filling of memories of that girl you loved... the one that's gone... "I... I love you too..." you managed to whisper before full out bursting into tears. You had made the wrong choice...

You looked to the side, your demon there, a reset button next to them, pushing it towards you. You nod, pressing the button. This time... this time you would save her...

Ending two -  saving her soul

You blinked, heart fluttering as you heard her words before pushing that aside and running forwards... ... you caught her before she fell... you grabbed her hand before she fell, pulling her over the railing and into your arms.

You fell on your back, Becca on your chest, clinging to you tightly. She looked up at you, tears pouring down her face before weeping heavily into your chest  her figure shaking harshly.
"Rebecca... I love you too..." you murmur. The girl looked up at you before crying harder, shaking in your grip.

"I-i never want to le-leave your si-side again.. i-i'm so so sorry!" She cried, clutching onto you tighter, shaking slightly but less now.

"Your not going to... your staying with me..." you say softly, running a hand softly on her cheek. "Can you walk?" The girl nods weakly as she stays in your grip. You smile, tears rolling down her face. "C'mon... let's go home..."

~820 words

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