Brae let out a sigh as she sat outside, holding her phone. She was in her momma, Bria's, au, sat on cliff that would definitely lead straight to her death if she as much as slipped.

"Is.. this thing working?... I hope it is... even if it isn't... well... it doesn't matter... you probably won't watch this, Demo.."

The girl let out a sigh, gazing off into distance.

"Its been.. what, a few days... I doubt I'll find you... I doubt you WANT me to find you... even if I find you, I'm... scared you'll hate me even more...

I fucked up, haven't I..? I shouldn't have spoken... should've stayed quiet... like usual.."

Brae sighed, tears rolling down her face.

"We went through so... so much together... you saw me grow up... helped me... helped me when no one would... and that fateful minute it took me to say those words... I didn't think that would be our last together...

You probably hate me... and I don't blame you for that.. I should've just stayed quiet and not got involved... should've just stayed in hell... and now.. it's too late...

...

I had something planned when I got out, you know... planned to... to..."

She smiled slightly to herself, pulling a box from her pocket and opening it. A ring was inside, quite a small diamond on it, but still a ring.

"I've worked hard for.. a while... not been around whilst in hell... getting money.. I weren't in hell all that time... I was working my ass off... to get you this... to... ask you to be mine forever..."

Her bottom lip quivered, a shaky grin on her lips.

"But... I fucked up before I had the chance... to ask you... so... I guess that's that... you don't wanna be found... I can respect that... I wouldn't want me either... but... I wanna show how much you mean to me..."

Brae propped her phone up, pulling a knife from her pocket before slicing down her wrist. The blood was thick black, unlike her usual red.

"...the blood I spill... I use it as an offering to this world... tho keep you safe... help you find love... to be happy... if that is with or without me, I do not know..."

she sighed quietly grinning as she watches the blood spill before gazing to the ring.

"I'll leave this here... where I spilled the blood... so you can retrieve it if you wish..."

The blood slightly spilled on the ring as she placed it down, chuckling faintly as it glowed as soft red.

"...I bless this... in hopes to give you good luck and love for the rest of your life... forever..." she gazed to her phone, smiling slightly. "..I love you... even if you hate me... don't worry about me... I'll be dead soon from blood loss...

I love you, my dear.."

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