Ok so this chapter is based of how I've been feeling this past three years only difference is that no one noticed and tried to "save me" In a way

⚠Trigger warning this includes self harm suicidal thoughts and attempts please do not report me⚠

Deku pov

          I looked out the window of my class not paying any attention to Aiwaza sensei (please correct my spelling) waiting for the bell. Finally the bell rang signaling to us we can leave I immediately got up and ran out the class bumping into Kachan.

         "Watch where your going nerd" Kachan yelled I stood up and was about to run away when he pulled me back to the ground and started to kick me in the stomach and chest "why don't you just die already" He said

(Ten minutes later)

       Kachan finally stopped and walked away. I looked down and saw blood on my arms my eyes widened and i bolted home.

  (At dekus house)

           I walked into my empty apartment it's been empty ever since mom died and headed towards my room. The room that was once filled with All Might posters and items is now plain grey with a white window seal.

         I walked to my bed and got my razor from the secret compartment in my wall and walked to the bathroom. I rolled up my sleeves to reveal arms littered with scars and cuts. I took my razor and held it to my arm and cut.

Faggot

Worthless

Ugly

Useless

Die

          I heard my phone buzz so  i cleaned and bandaged my arms. I walked over to my phone and saw that Todoroki had texted me I blushed yes I Izuku Midoriya has a crush on Shoto Todoroki but he would never love a useless fag like me

Freezerburn: hey Midoriya
     
broccoliboi: hello Todoroki

Freezerburn: you ok I heard what happened earlier with bakahoe

Broccoliboi: yeah I'm fine

Freezerburn: ok hey is it ok if I come over

Broccoliboi: no im busy

Freezerburn: with?

Broccoliboi: nothing just bye shoto

Todoroki pov

         His last text worried me he normally sends some cute way of saying bye and he never calls me Shoto I decided to go to his house and check on him.

Deku pov

        I had everything I needed I decided to wear a tank top to show my arms for whoever found me dead. I had a note on the table saying why I did it. I tied the rope into a noose and put my head through it I heard a small knock at the door just as i kicked the chair away letting my body go limp.

          I felt the air leaving my body and i couldn't see then i heard someone yelling and taking the noose from around my neck. I started to cry.

"No please just let me die"
I said softly

"No" That voice sent me so many emotions i felt happy sad and most of all guilt.

"T-T-Todoroki" I cried into his chest as he hugged me.

"Midoriya never do that again i need you i love you" He said softly while sobbing

"I love you too" I said my crying softened to sobs

He picked me up and carried me to my bed and layed next to as we drifted to sleep

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Word count: 553

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Bai minna