This one's a bit long...
pretty much 3000 words... I wonder why

I feel like the only good one was the Mystic Messenger one.. so I was thinking about it and decided to do another one.  But I mean, there's only a few ships in MM...

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--ZEN joined the chatroom--

ZEN: Hello..? Anyone here?

--Yoosung joined the chatroom--

Yoosung: Oh hey Zen!

ZEN: Hey Yoosung!

ZEN: Did you know Jumin can't drive? lolololololololol

Yoosung: Makes sense cuz he's so rich lol

ZEN: He said he never learned how! That trust fund kid is weird

Yoosung: Well its just because he grew up in a different environment

ZEN: I can't believe it though...

ZEN: A 27 year old CEO of a huge business company...

ZEN: ...can't drive a car.

Yoosung: lolololololololol

--Jumin Han joined the chatroom--

Yoosung: ...

Jumin Han: Zen.

ZEN: ...

Jumin Han: Stop dissing me.

Jumin Han: I honestly don't see why you need to keep repeating that. I'm sure the entire RFA knows.

ZEN: God, why do you act like that?!?!

Jumin Han: Like what?

ZEN: ...whatever

ZEN: You never understand anything

ZEN: You think that money can solve everything like some little kid.

ZEN: Maybe Seven was right...

ZEN: Maybe you really are a robot... programmed to only love cats and nothing else

Yoosung: You two fight so much lol

Jumin Han: Yoosung, you do realize it's only Zen, right?

Yoosung: ?

Jumin Han: I didn't even say anything and Zen starts saying bad stuff about me.

Jumin Han: He was talking about me before I even joined the chatroom.

Yoosung: yaa

Yoosung: I'm playing LoLoL byeee

--Yoosung left the chatroom--

ZEN: ...

Jumin Han: Well, what is it?

ZEN: God...

ZEN: How can you not know how to drive?!

ZEN: It's a basic life skill!!

Jumin Han: You know, you're really getting annoying with this.

Jumin Han: I might as well just learn how to drive if you keep pestering everyone like this.

ZEN: Wait really?!

--Jumin Han has left the chatroom--

ZEN: Are you fucking kidding me...

ZEN: Why does that jerk always leave at the worst times?!

ZEN: Whatever. I'll go practice my lines. I have rehearsal soon as well.

--ZEN has left the chatroom--

After everyone went offline, Jumin called Jaehee. He would prefer to use the chatroom, but Jumin did not want Zen knowing about this, so he didn't. After a few minutes she picked up. "H-Hello, Mr. Han."

"Assistant Kang, does C&R have any cars that I could use?" Jumin asked quickly.

"Sir..." From the other side, Jaehee moved the phone away from her so she could stifle a laugh without Jumin hearing. What was Jumin even trying to do anyway? "Why are you going to drive a car? You're bound to get hurt."

"Just... listen to me and do it," Jumin said, trying to sound a bit more persuasive then he was before.

"Well, I guess I'll have to..." Jaehee trailed off, unsure of what else to say. "Um, it'll be ready by tomorrow, Mr. Han. If that's all you need, then please excuse me."

"Goodbye." Jumin hung up the phone and stared at the wall. Why did he do that? To prove to Zen he could drive? "God..." He walked into the kitchen as Jumin let out a long sigh. He considered having some wine to help him feel better. But he definitely didn't want to drink if he actually was going to drive tomorrow. Maybe just one glass.

After pouring a glass of wine for himself and drinking it, Jumin felt a bit better. He decided he should better get to bed.

But even as Jumin rested his head on his pillow, he couldn't stop thinking about Zen. What he had said. Why was Zen so against him? Jumin had tried to help the actor, offering to fund him so he would get attention. But Zen had refused any help from Jumin whatsoever, which he found odd. Zen had accepted Seven's help willfully, so what was wrong with Jumin's? Besides, Jumin considered himself a much more mature person then Seven, why did Zen dislike him?

"I shouldn't be thinking about these types of things..." Jumin muttered. His mind drifted to other subjects as he tried not to think of Zen. He eventually closed his eyes and soon fell asleep.

***

The next day, Jumin decided to take the day off from work. He felt a bit off, like he slept on the wrong side. Besides, he wanted to make this driving thing real.

First, he opened up a quick chatroom to tell everyone. He noticed Zen was already online. Good.

--Jumin Han joined the chatroom--
--ZEN joined the chatroom--

ZEN: Oh god! why is the trust fund kid always here when I arrive!?

Jumin Han: Well then, you can leave.

ZEN: ...

ZEN: God... I hate it when you say things like that!!

--707 joined the chatroom--

707: lololol it's you two

707: Oh wow I just read the other chat

707: Jumin are you actually gonna drive just to prove Zen right? lol

ZEN: Oh yeah! I was going to ask you that

Jumin Han: Well, I would like to practice my driving skills.

707: lol like you have any

Jumin Han: Being well-rounded is important to me.

ZEN: God... why do you want to be so perfect...!

ZEN: Where are you gonna get the car anyway?

Jumin Han: Assistant Kang is going to get it for me.

ZEN: You overwork her too much, Jumin... give her a day off.

Jumin Han: Quite ironically, I did give her the day off today as I'm not working either.

707: lol wow you took off the day for this??

ZEN: You must be really serious lol

Jumin Han: That's not why. I just felt like I needed to.

707: sure lol

ZEN: I still can't believe you're doing this just because I said you can't drive.

Jumin Han: ...

Jumin Han: If you would like to watch me, you can always meet up with me outside my penthouse.

707: Lol of course i'm gonna watch a CEO getting rekt by driving

ZEN: As long as that furball's not with you, maybe i'll go.

Jumin Han: Don't worry. I'm leaving Elizabeth with Assistant Kang.

707: Didn't you say Jaehee doesn't have work today?

Jumin Han: That isn't called work.

Jumin Han: It's called a privilege. As should be glad she's spending time wth Elizabeth the 3rd.

707: Aww, i wanna spend time with my Elly~

Jumin Han: No.

Jumin Han: Stop it.

707: Wow lol~~ so firm!

Jumin Han: I have to go now.

Jumin Han: I highly suggest you come watch me, Zen.

ZEN: I told you I might!

ZEN: Why do you even want me to go so badly lol

707: Jumin, you're acting kind of weird today

Jumin Han: I might let you ride with me if you'd like.

ZEN: Wait

ZEN: What?!?!

--Jumin Han left the chatroom--

ZEN: You're right... that jerk is acting so weird today... I wonder why.

707: lol idk

707: Maybe he wants you to watch really badly.

ZEN: But why?

ZEN: Hmm, maybe I'll drive to his penthouse.

707: Hey! I'll come too!

707: I'll meet you at your apartment!

ZEN: Oh.. okay

707: Laterz!

--707 left the chatroom--
--ZEN left the chatroom--

"God, that was way longer then I anticipated," Jumin said as he put his phone down. It all seemed kind of fake, but Jumin found the entire car thing quite funny to him.

As he peered out the window, he realized that there was a car pulling in the parking lot. "Yoosung...?" Jumin could barely make out the face of the blond-haired boy. He wondered why he was here- he had only told Seven and Zen to come, right?

After heading down the elevator to see him, Jumin realized it really was in fact Yoosung. "Hey Jumin!" Yoosung exclaimed. "Zen told me about what you said... haha, I can't believe you're doing this!"

Jumin looked at Yoosung but wasn't listening. The only thing that Jumin could think about was how huge their height differences were. Jumin was pretty much 6 ft tall, but Yoosung was only a little over 5 ft, so Yoosung's head only reached to Jumin's chest. "Huh? What did you say?" Jumin asked, noticing Yoosung was looking at him expectantly for an answer.

"I said-" Yoosung stopped speaking, turning to his left away from Jumin, as they saw another car pull up. Inside was Zen and Seven.

"Oh wow, they really came!" Yoosung laughed, seeing the other two. The two other guys got out of the car and grinned.

"I can't wait to see you fail at driving!" Zen said cheerfully.

"Thanks for the encouragement," Jumin said sarcastically as he got into his own car. He would usually call Driver Kim beforehand if this was a normal day, but now he was diving the car himself. For some reason, Jumin felt a bit of pride thinking that. Before he could turn on the car, he suddenly got a call from Jaehee.

"Hello?" His tone came out slightly bored. Jumin honestly didn't have the time to talk with Jaehee right now.

"Did you leave your cat with me to go drive a car?" Jaehee said furiously. She was obviously a bit on edge. Maybe because she wouldn't be able to watch?

"Yes, I did." Jumin tried not to give any thought into his words, only telling his assistant the bare minimum of what she asked for.

"Okay... I just wanted to know where you are. But when you're done, I'm not taking care of Elizabeth at all," Jaehee told him.

"That's fine. I need to go. Excuse me," Jumin politely hung up. When he turned back to the steering wheel, he realized Zen was sitting in the passenger seat. "When did I say you could sit here?"

"Well, I don't want you to kill yourself doing this..." Zen muttered, hiding his blush by averting his eyes to the window.

"I'm not that dumb. Stop acting as if I have no experience." Zen was surprised that Jumin didn't kick him out, but he was somehow glad? To be spending time with the trust fund kid? Zen doubted it, dismissing it as something else.

"So, the accelerator is on the right... brakes on the left," Jumin muttered to himself as the car powered on.

"Well, at least you know the basics." Zen laughed as he watched Jumin struggle to get the car out of parking mode. "I'm glad I get a perfect view of the CEO of C&R actually failing at something."

"..." Jumin didn't reply, too focused on driving. His hands were gripped tightly on the steering wheel and they were trembling slightly.

Haha, it's so silly seeing Jumin nervous like this. Wait, not Jumin...! I don't like him that way! Zen tried not to think and instead looked outside. He saw Yoosung and Seven watching the other two behind him. "..."

Eventually, Jumin got the hang of it and started to drive at a more reasonable speed. He pushed his foot down a bit further on the acceleration pedal. Wow, I'm actually doing this properly, Jumin thought, feeling a sense of pride rush into his chest.

Eventually, a red stoplight came, so Jumin pressed down on the pedal. "I'm supposed to stop here... so I would press..." The car suddenly shot faster than the two expected. Jumin had hit the wrong pedal.

Zen's eyes widened as the car started to speed up. "No, stop!" he exclaimed leaning over to Jumin's side of the car. "Hit the brakes! HIT THE DAMN BRAKES!" he yelled.

"Fuck..." Jumin muttered. He hit the brakes but by then it was too late. The car stopped abruptly and the back side rose up suddenly.

"AAAAAAAAHHHHH!" Zen and Jumin yelled out in unison. Jumin wasn't used to being this scared. He never showed his emotions, but now wasn't the time to think about that.

The car hit something, with a loud piercing sound that shook the entire car. "Oh god. Oh god." Jumin couldn't contain his fear anymore. He was afraid.

"God, why did I decide to go with you..." Zen muttered, trying to stay calm. "I'm dead. We're all dead."

Jumin glanced out the window, hoping Yoosung, Seven, someone... would save them. Zen was right... money can't save everything. As he looked outside, he noticed that even though he wasn't driving everything outside was turning sideways. "No..." The car was flipping. Flipping to the side.

Oh, shit.

Zen's head hit the glass on the window on his side. The car had flipped to the right, so Zen had hit the window and Jumin had hit Zen. His bright white hair started to turn red with blood. Everything was going too fast for Jumin to process. He tried to pull Zen off the window, but he ended up falling instead, the glass shattering under Jumin's dark hair as he started to become dizzy. His eyes darted towards Zen's when Jumin realised they were closed. "Zen... why did I let you in...?"

Everything went black.

***

When Jumin woke up again, there were white walls everywhere. His eyes widened. "Am I dead...?"

"Oh, Jumin, you're awake." As Jumin's head turned to the side, he saw V, wearing dark sunglasses.

"V... you're dead too...?" Jumin asked. "I knew you'd never make it."

"Jumin... are you really acting like this? You're in the hospital," V said as he stifled a laugh.

Jumin looked around and realized V was right. He was, indeed, in a hospital. "Wh-What happened?"

"I don't know myself. Seven just called me, saying you got into an accident," V explained.

"God... my head hurts..." Jumin muttered.

"The doctors did say you got a concussion. And you had a bad gash on your leg," V told him.

"An accident..." Jumin remembered now. Driving the car, hitting the wrong pedal, it all came back to him. He suddenly sat up. "Is Zen okay?"

"I'm not sure. The rest of the RFA members are checking up on him now. I just decided to stay here in case you woke up." V sighed and looked at the ground.

"Hey, V, since you're here right now, I want to ask," Jumin said.

"What is it?"

"Did you ever get treatment? For your eyes?" Jumin asked him.

"..." V didn't answer, easily implying a no.

"You didn't? Can you still s-" Jumin was cut off by the rest of the RFA members coming in. They all had the same shocked expression. Jaehee looked like she was on the verge of tears.

"Oh, is everyone here?" V asked in surprise. Jumin glanced at him in a second, surprised why he didn't ask anything about the questionable looks on their faces. Then he remembered- V's eyes. V must have not been able to see their faces.

"Why... Why do you guys looked so depressed?" Jumin eventually managed to say after a few seconds of silence. He looked at the other three members, but they didn't speak. Yoosung was already crying, trying to keep his sniffles quiet. Seven wasn't crying, but he was averting his eyes at the ground, and tears were quickly forming in Jaehee's eyes.

"Jumin..." Seven muttered. "Zen... Zen is..."

"God, you don't need to hesitate! Zen's dead!" Jaehee exclaimed. She seemed so frustrated but tears were falling from her eyes at the same time... "Well... isn't that good for you, Jumin? Your rival in the RFA is dead because of you?"

A pang hit Jumin's heart as he realized Jaehee wasn't even calling him "Mr. Han". And Zen...

"It was your fault! You're just like... You're just like V!" Yoosung exclaimed, his face wet from all the crying. He sniffed and continued. "No wonder you two are such good friends!"

Yoosung and Jaehee left the room. Seven stayed there, and looked at V back to Jumin. "Jumin... I'm not blaming you. But just... I don't want to see you for some time, okay?"

"..."

"Sorry, Jumin." Even though Seven was only a few feet away from the foot of the hospital bed, to Jumin it seemed like the redhead was 20 feet away. It all seemed so... so fake. He didn't even know who to blame by this point. Jumin almost forgot that V was still in the room and reminded himself to act how he always did. Don't show any emotion, it's a waste of energy. He repeated the words to himself. It was just in his head. That was how Jumin liked to put it.

"Jumin... if you ever need to talk to someone, just know that I'm always h-"

"No," Jumin cut in, interrupting V. "Could you go, actually? I'd like to spend some time alone."

"That's fine, Jumin. I u-"

"Just. Go." Jumin said the words so forcefully but his voice sounded shaky, like he was going to burst any minute.

V left without another word.

Now that Jumin was alone, he could sort out his thoughts. He felt like V more then he ever did. V had lost Rika, and Yoosung blamed him. Now Jumin had lost Zen. It was so quick. The way life could just suddenly turn upside down surprised Jumin. But what could he say? Jumin had always been living under a dome, unaware of everyone else's problems until now.

But... why did Jumin feel so empty inside? Is this how V felt? But Zen wasn't my fiancé...

Jumin had tore apart the RFA, he had killed Zen, what else was next? Would he become as inactive as V? Would he become blind too? Damn, I can't think such depressing thoughts...

But why did he care so much for the actor? There wasn't too much to like about Zen... except that he was kind, and caring, and willing to help... no... I don't love him that way!

Do I?

But it was already too late. Zen was gone. The RFA was gone. Jumin had pushed V away and he was gone. Even his cat...

Jumin was totally, utterly, alone.