This isn't Gerard and Mikey in a romantic relationship!!! This is just brotherly love!! Also I wanted to make myself cry for some reason soooo I made this angst!!!! YAY!!! Try not cry, I dare you
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Gerard's POV

  I couldn't accept it... I wouldn't accept it!! Why didn't I see the signs earlier!!!! If I had maybe all of us wouldn't be at his funeral right now!
  
  I heard my name called to give a small speech. I took a deep breath, trying to stop myself from breaking down completely.

  "First off, is like to thank all of you for coming, even if it was hard for you. I still haven't fully accepted the fact that my little brother is actually gone. If you don't know, Mikey had fallen into the same hole I did. Depression, turning to alcohol, turning to drugs. I should have seen the signs. I should have noticed he wasn't himself. But most importantly I should have gotten him help and I should have done everything in my power to get him better," I take a breath and glance down at the coffin sitting in front of me, "Mikey was an amazing person, friend, boyfriend, and brother. I think all of us take advantage of the people around us. Knowing that they're going to be here tomorrow, but once they're gone we realize there's so much more we had wanted to do. I wish I could have just told him how much he meant to me. How much he meant to so many people. It's always confusing when someone close to you kills themselves because you don't know what was running through their head when they thought it was the only way out. I wish I had come home maybe even 5 minutes earlier and maybe he'd still be here."

    I quickly walk down from the podium and as soon as I fall into the chair, I break down. He's gone, my little brother wasn't coming back, I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream, but I couldn't. The person who was giving their speech kept getting interrupted by people's choked sobs, but no one said anything.

     After everyone who was supposed to give a speech had finished, we were supposed to give any final words to Mikey.

     I walked up to his coffin and looked down. His usually semi wild hair was neatly groomed, it reminded me of the Ghost of You music video, except that was just a video, this was real life. "I'll see you in the Black Parade.... so long and goodnight baby brother," I quietly whisper.

Mikey's POV

    "So long and goodnight baby brother," Gerard whispered to my lifeless body.

   "So long and goodnight Gerard," I whisper and I saw a sad smile make it's way on to his facing signifying that he heard me. He walked back to everyone where he was pulled into a hug. I could here their sobs from my place next to my coffin. I look around at the cathedral. It was the same one from the Helena music video.

    After everyone gave their final words, Gerard, Ray, Frank, Pete, Patrick, Joe, and Andy lifted up my enclosed coffin and carried it down the steps with me walking right besides Gerard.

    They place it into the car and shut the door, Gerard giving the coffin one last look before it drove off. I looked down at my hands and saw that they were slowly disappearing. I look back up and locked eyes with Gerard, who looked shocked that he could see me. I slowly waved before I completely vanish, the last thing I could see was Gerard completely breaking down, falling to his knees, hitting the ground with his fists, and sobbing.

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How was that for my first angst on this book?? Hopefully good???? Maybe???????? Idk, but I hope you enjoyed it!! Oh! And don't forget to request stuff!! Also this chapter is exactly 666 words!! YAY SATAN!! Jk but bye!!! ~Alex❤️