I guess I got what I deserve
because you don't care that
you've been acting like a jerk

and I don't think you care at all
but I swear I always will
and I miss being able to kiss your jaw

I still have your fucking letters
in that valentines envelope
that said 'we'll be together'

but here you are pretending
that you deserve any opinion
and I'll tell you how I feel it's just my messages aren't sending

and maybe I should be a cold bitch
and lie my way out of this situation
but God you've crept into my heart like an unreachable itch

I really fucking hate how you speak
but only to everyone else
because you had a special way with me

but your effort is all gone in the dust
and my heart is a damaged machine
sitting here. just accumulating rust.