This isn't just some silly rebound crush,
this isn't some silly rebound,
and it's not a crush exactly either.

His voice is low and caring
and his big green eyes stare at me
often in awe of something

as he speaks he watches me
and adjusts the conversation,
growing somewhat frustrated when
he can't make me laugh.

he is the sweetest boy,
with maybe okay intentions.
but I don't know if he wants me
I definitely don't know if I want him.

what is this strange physical infatuation

and how does this happen so soon

and why do I still love the other more than myself