John,
I know by the time you get this letter I will be dead. I know its difficult for you to accept my death. But I had no option. I couldn’t take it anymore. I am scared that after reading this you will never forgive me. I couldn’t face you. You remember our last wedding anniversary. On that day you left for Paris leaving me all alone. I was fedup of your workaholism.
     The next day in the NGO where I worked a new volunteer had joined. I was assigned to show him around. He was very charming and good . He would always find a chance to talk with me.
    As time passed we became close to each other. He would take me for dinners , coffee and parks. We started spending a lot of time with each other . He would always compliment me and make me smile.
     The void in my heart started filling slowly. I don’t know how or when I had fallen for him . I was deeply in love with him. I felt guilty for cheating on you but I was blinded by his charm. One day I finally confessed him my love for him. After that we got very close. I started sleeping over at his place whenever you left for work. Everything was going good.
      Then one day I asked him to marry me . I told him that its time I tell you everything and get divorced. He denied. I asked him why can’t he marry me. He started laughing. He said, “Baby I don’t love you. I can’t marry you. U weren’t happy with your husband so I just helped u and we both had fun. Nothing else. Let me tell u one thing you are really good at bed. We are nothing but friends with benefit have fun. By the way soon I will be leaving after I complete my work here. So stop dreaming.”
    I was dumbstruck by his words. It was as if someone had poured an ice cold water all over me. I slapped him and ran away from there. I came home and felt miserable for cheating on you. It was all my fault I should have not fallen for his charms. The next day he came to my cabin. I told him to leave. But he didn’t budge. He told me to be quite and showed me a video. It was a video in which we were making love with each other. I was speechless. I didn’t  know how to respond. He started blackmailing me. I didn’t Know where to go. I felt helpless . I couldn’t take it anymore. It was me who started this so I will only end it. I hope that one day you will forgive me and move on.
                                        Madison.

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