Star is finding and knowing that one day when all of the pain is gone you'll shine brighter and longer than any light around.

The day change arises itself, I'm known to run in fear, but the day you can to hurt me. The day you came to love me, use me, and run away, I found myself embracing the change and embracing the pain because I knew my pain was your pleasure. All because I knew that that was ONE way out of a hundred that I could make you feel better. I let myself baby you, I let myself lower to your "authority" I let myself get used by you because I thought it would make you happy. I was abusing myself for your happiness while you abused me like I thought everyone was going to. I let you ruin everyone else's chance of being in a healthy relationship with me because I felt as though that was my life's purpose. I'm moving on now. I'm leaving you behind. you are a part of my life that will be left to burn out and die. I am the star that will forever shine because this is not your life but mine.