Pain is loving someone and knowing they don't love you; they'll drop you for a dime

        I loved you with all my heart, nothing less, and sometimes more. I wanted to spend my life with you and all you wanted was the late nights we'd get dirty. I let you take over my world, I let you corrupt my mind and heart but when we got caught you dropped me like a piece of trash for the garbage truck to pick up. I treated you like gold and you secretly treated me like dirt. I thought you were good for me but you were never there for me. I wish to know why and I wish to find answers but I know it won't do me good and it won't get better no matter how hard I try. So I'll get better and try to get over you though I know you'll never leave my head I know you've left my heart instead.