I cried for hours. How could they? The twins knew how important it was for me and they ruined it for me in the most dispectful and painful way. Not just physically but mostly mentally as well. I  sighed and sat up, holding my head for a moment. I am not getting anywhere with them. I tried. Slowly, I hoisted myself up. My lef felt warm and painful. I should've taken my pain medication. I never in my entire life felt so miserable as now. 

The next morning, I was staring blankly at my plate. With the fork, I kept poking in the scrambled eggs. I wasn't hungry and I wasn't motivated to do something today. 'Hey, you're okay?' I ignored Sideswipe. 'I know you're mad. You have all the reason to be mad,' he said and slowly sat down. I guess he's released from the medbay. 'I am really sorry,' he said. I snorted, 'yeah, you don't mean what you're saying and you will never be able to make this right,' I snapped. 'We are worried, Thyst. That's all,' he said. I shook my head again, 'no, Sideswipe. You are not worried, you are selfish,' I snapped and slammed my first on the table. 'I sorry, I really am, okay?' he asked. 

'You shot me,' I hissed. 'I didn't shot you,' he said. 'Oh come on... your brother did,' I snapped. He raised his hand in peace. 'You shot us too. Sunstreaker is still in the medbay,' he said. 'I don't give a shit about that... Benj is thinking about switching to another base. Part of N.E.S.T but in another state. I will be sending my application. If I can't get what I want here because of you, than I will be else where,' I snapped. Sideswipe snorted, 'you are unbelieveable,' he snapped. 'I can't hear your bullshit anymore. Worried about? Come on, Sideswipe! That's ridiclious,' I snapped. He looked away from me. I got up, 'Amethyst...' I raised my hand to silence him. 'I don't want to hear it anymore, Sideswipe. I am done with it...' 

I was slumping back down in the chair as he gestured to me to sit down. 'You are the biggest asshole ever,' I snapped. He shrugged. 'I wouldn't shot you over a stupid mission,' I scowled. 'Well, the fact is... you did shot me,' he sulked. 'Because I am pissed off,' I snapped. 'You still are? I thought your anger had faded at least a little bit,' he said. 'No, not even 1%, Sideswipe. I am so angry,' I snapped. 'Are you really planning on leaving?' he asked. 'Yeah, I only have one true friend...' I snapped. 'Benj?' he snorted. 'I can't really say you have been that suportive.' 

'Without me... you would have died, Amethyst. Do you even realize that?' he asked. I looked away from him. 'Without me, you would have starved to death and without me... you never would have gotten a second change,' he said. 'You did gave me a second change... but not anything more than that. You are just like everyone else. I am not weak... not anymore,' I scowled. 'You are not a soldier, Amethyst. You don't have to put your life in danger to save others. I want you to live, build up your own life outside this base,' he stated. 'It's not up to you to decide what I pick, Sideswipe. We are done talking,' I snapped and stormed off. I limped back to my room and slumped down on the armchair. I wish things were different. 

((Sideswipe's P.O.V))

'Hey, bro.' 

He looked up. His face showed pain. 'You're okay?' I asked. 'My leg hurts, but I am fine,' he said. I rolled my eyes. 'Sure you are. How bad is it?' I asked. 'It's nothing Ratchet can't fix but she hit me pretty good,' he said. I sat down on the edge. 'Have you talked to her?" he asked. 'She's going to leave the base with that human male. Apprently, there's another location of N.E.S.T in another state,' I said. 'Of course she had to do something like that,' he scowled. 'What do you think we should do?' I asked. 'What can we do?' he asked. I shrugged and shook my head. 'We have tried what we could,' he said. 'What if it was wrong?' I asked. 'I don't care if it's wrong or not,' he snorted. 'That's exactly the problem with you.' 

'Don't give me that, Sideswipe. You are in this with me,' he snapped. 'I told you shooting her was wrong. You did it regardless,' I snapped. 'Because I couldn't allow her to leave,' he snapped back.  I snorted and rolled my eyes. 'Than we need to deal with the consequences as well,' I said and got up. 'Can't you stay?' I turned around. 'I am really bored and I really want your company right now,' he said. Sunstreaker never asks for my company like this. 'What do you want from me?' I asked. 'Nothing, just want to hang out with my brother. I am stuck here for a couple of days,' he said. 'Oh please... you are bossing me around for the last 12 hours,' I scoffed. 

'Sideswipe,' he warned. 'No, Sunstreaker. I have better things to do right now,' I snapped and walked off. I am not in the mood for his demands right now. I bet he'll be just fine, even without me. On my way, I bumped into Sophie. 'Soph, I am not in the mood to talk right now,' I said as I tried to pass her. 'Sideswipe...' She placed her hand on my chest. 'Do you want to talk about it? I heard what Amethyst did,' she said. 'No, not really,' I said and removed her hand. 'It's just the way she is... you can't change her,' she said. 'I know,' I sulked. 'But...?' she asked. 'There is no but, Sophie. Just leave me alone, alright? There are plenty of things I need to do and I don't want to talk to anyone right now,' I sighed, waving her off. 'Leave that glitch, Sideswipe. She's not worth anything,' she said. I ignored her comment and walked off.