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Jimin's POV

With an accelerating heart, Jimin took a run out of the dorm and head towards the Bighit building which was less than fifteen minutes away if you took a cab and as if the world blinked its eyes, he already found himself situated inside a lift that opened shortly.

Jimin steps into the second floor where Yoongi's studio was only a few steps away and with shaky footsteps along with his awfully loud heartbeats, the panting dancer marched forward while being accompanied by nothing else but the need to prove Bunny wrong.

"No, what am I doing?" Suddenly, Jimin stopped dead in his track once he realised how close he was to reach the rapper's working studio.

But what if Bunny is telling the truth all along? What if she's in there? Inside the studio, enjoying herself in Yoongi's presence.

But Jimin is already here, taking a glimpse of what his boyfriend does at night won't hurt so letting curiosity gets the best of him, the blonde walked forward again and the entrance was only a heartbeat away.

However, the studio's frosted glass door was slightly opened as if it was waiting for a clueless lamb to peak through and witness something it should not have. 1...2...3!

Those big brown innocent eyes peeking through the door and adjusting to how bright the inside was, Jimin quickly spotted two figures: a grown woman who was sitting on the black glass working table with her legs spread far apart for the man who was standing tall in between them.

Too easily for his liking, Jimin could already feel his eyes bubbling up with stinging tears at how the girl was dressed in such revealing clothes: short red dress which was off shoulders and some black pointy high-heels to match with her smokey make up that can draw anyone's attention.

As if the air was punched out of his lungs, Jimin's mind began to overthink and certainly allows his vision to be blinded by how Yoongi's unnaturally dark eyes were focused on the stripper's exposed skin which sends jealousy all over him.

"Oppa, leave him! I'm better than him anyway." Lips forming into a cute pout, Nayeon says in her high pitched voice while staring up at Yoongi with sparkly eyes. "He doesn't deserve you and you don't even love him in the first place."

"Say something." Jimin pleaded just below a whisper as he watches how Yoongi continues to stand there without a single sigh of moving back or proving the stripper wrong by a single 'I love Jimin, not you'.

His breathing becoming unstable by each silence seconds as the questions swarm all over his head and keep begging for the answers to only be false, Jimin's fearful eyes met Bunny's sharper ones for a split second which he didn't fail to notice the little tug of relief in the corner of her lips.

"I can please you more than him." Nayeon swiftly pulled Yoongi closer by the neck and lewdly murmured beside his ear while smirking shamelessly at the entrance of the studio where the dancer quivers for the worst to come.

"You can have more than just a lap dance."

At that moment where he unknowingly held his breath, Jimin's blood runs cold when he sees Yoongi's lips crashing with the stripper's red luscious ones and how Bunny was quick to wrap her naked legs around the elder's defined middle for support as she tilted her neck to side and kisses back with the same hunger.

The tensing air becomes much harder to breathe and his knees already felt like it would fall apart as the rush of anger and betrayal took its reign so without wasting any more seconds to stay and watch his cheating boyfriend, Jimin ran with all he could to just stay far away from the spot he wishes he never put himself in.

Hot tears of realisation streaming down his trembling face, Jimin finally exited the building and it was as if he was threatened on the far end of a cliff where his head tells him to jump but his body refused to no matter how painful it is to be repeatedly reminded of those vivid pair of lips that don't belong.

Stopping his legs from running straight into the empty road, the blonde tries to collect himself together by repeating nonstop that he can burst out in tears and scream as much as wants when he gets back to the dorm but before any of that could happen, Jimin desperately waves for a cab with bloodshot eyes.

*15 Minutes Later*

"I-I'm an idiot. H-how could I not know that h-he was having a-an affair this whole time?!" Slamming the door of Yoongi's bedroom that still has a lingering smell of both of them shut, Jimin completely broke down crying his heart out as curls himself up into a vulnerable ball on the once again empty bed.

"How much does he like her? Did he even love me? If so then did he loved me more than her?" Question after question, Jimin managed to weakly lift his trembling hands in an attempt of wiping away his river of endless tears as his body felt like collapsing after every reality.

But at least, now Jimin knows how...The truth really hurts more than text messages.

"Woah Jimin, I hear screamings. Are you okay?" A worried yet half asleep Taehyung bust into the room but almost instantly once his ears pick up his best friend's unsteady breathing and those broken sobs, his eyes were opened wide. "What's wrong Jimin?!"

"Y-yoongi h-hyung, he cheated! He c-cheated on me with Bunny, they kissed!" Being hurriedly wrapped around by his friend's arms, Jimin rests his head on Taehyung's chest and cried out from the overwhelming feelings inside while tears leaks from his eyes like open sewage.

"Where? Are you sure he really cheated?" Taehyung harshly frowned as he could not help questioning whether that was really Yoongi or not, considering how the elder has been whipped for Jimin since the beginning and there was not a doubt that hyung would do anything to keep his world happy but most importantly, swarmed by all the love and attention.

"Yes! I-I saw it with my own eyes. H-he was making out with her right in front of m-me." Jimin sobbed louder and he could feel every fibre of him igniting in unison as the sound of his rash heartbeat knocks violently inside his eardrums, the hollowness of his chest and his heart that felt it had been stabbed.

So right now, letting the pain flow out like blood could only be cured by the mess he made on the other vocalist soaked Gucci pyjamas.

"H-hey, calm down." Taehyung hushed in a gentle voice while patting the blonde's slender back in an attempt to soothe his best friend down although he was nonetheless confused and actually never considered the rapper to do something as unacceptable as that, especially to his soulmate.

"Taehyung ah, what should I do? H-he is a cheater and what am I? What am I even to h-him?" Jimin's voice badly cracked at each word he was trying to say.

"Jimin ah, how about I talk to hyung about it?" The air between the two members instantly became tense after Taehyung was determined to make things right which surprisingly made the shorter blonde shakes his head furiously

"No don't I-I..." Jimin trailed off quietly, unable to meet his friend's shining eyes since the intense beats of his heart had always stayed the same when it comes to his personal feelings towards the elder.

"You still love him." Taehyung muttered softly and carefully pulled Jimin out of the hug to only be met with his friend's stinging red eyes. "It's okay, I understand and I won't say a word but if things get tough, you know who to come to."

"Thanks Tae, I only wanted to know how long could he keep me." An excuse. Jimin forced a small smile on his face and truthfully, he just was too scared to confront his boyfriend who he still deeply loves with his whole heart because of the simple fear of hearing the word 'breakup'.

"Don't worry Chim." Taehyung thumbs over another drop of tear on Jimin's trembling face and proceeds to tug the elder inside the warm comforting duvet like a baby. "Sleep well my soulmate."

Jimin bitted his bottom lips and nodded once before watching Taehyung exiting the room but no matter how hard he tries not to let his mind get carried away by such hurtful flashbacks, the dancer clutched onto the yellow blanket that smelled of him and only him before attempting to keep the knife away from his heart.

Jimin simply cannot help but cries until he can't because even if he stays up for an hour or more, the rapper won't come back and be the seat next to his soul.

However despite knowing the obvious of other nights disappointing turn out which Jimin wishes won't be the same as tonight, he still forces his eyes awake with the hope that Yoongi would wrap his comforting arms around his cold waist but guess what? he never did nor did he would be so generous to leave a trace of even sleeping here.

*2 Days Later*

"Jiminie! My baby." The blue-haired male, who has disappeared for 5 days, burst into the room with a large gummy smile on his face, he was happy to finally be back. "I got a surprise for you!"

Without wasting any more time, Yoongi leaps inside the fluffy black duvet and lay down next to the younger who was staring straight at the ceiling like a lifeless body before rotating his entire body to then look at Jimin with sorry eyes to what he has thoroughly planned to say next.

"Hyung knows that hyung has not been coming back home often but it gave hyung time to finish all the work before the due date. Sorry baby and thank you for waiting."

Perceiving the dead silence afterwards and certainly, an unexpected reaction from the dancer who he thought would already be clinging onto him like a cute koala, Yoongi only shuffled closer until his arms barely brushed against Jimin before he began to question.

"Baby, are you mad? I'm sorry...I thought of what we should do together already okay?" Yoongi frowned slightly and leaned closer until he was able to kiss Jimin's soft cheek with gentleness. "I miss you Jiminie, don't you miss me too?"

"Cheater." Feeling disgusted by those lips he knew have been messing around with someone's else, Jimin mumbled quietly into the thin air that is suddenly becoming difficult to breathe in because of the unfaithful man laying beside him.

"Jimin ah, what's wrong? Talk to me." Instantly, Yoongi's thick bushy eyebrows were pulled harshly together like magnets when he sees the muted blonde gradually turning his slender back on him.

However as Jimin's lids were about to fall shut and get some rest after forcing his body to stay up for days, he could feel another round of shuffling and finally hot breath brushing lightly against his lips which made his eyes automatically snapped open in shock.

Too soon for his own liking, Jimin's dilated pupils stare up into Yoongi's darker ones for a split second before they were bribed by no one else but him to shamefully cast down to the rapper's thinner lips which he couldn't help but paint a picture of that pair kissing Bunny's red plush ones.

The next movement of his boyfriend was nonetheless predictable so once he sees the elder diving straightforwardly in with confidence like what he normally does, Jimin completely turned to his right and caused Yoongi to miss his target just to only be met with a soft cheek once again.

Leaning back to have a good look at how the younger keep looking straight into the plain boring wall that wasn't him, Yoongi hesitated at first as the question itself was sure hard to ask but he did anyways with a strained voice after getting cold-heartedly rejected. "A-are you ignoring me?"

However, what he did not know would hurt more was how Jimin completely ignored his question and perhaps, he refused to even talk to him or spare him a single glance that would be rewarding enough. "Fine...I'm f-fine, I will j-just sleep now okay?"

Waiting for a few seconds to see if his boyfriend has any objections and maybe...maybe he would asks him to stay, kiss him breathless, cuddles him, talk sweetly into his ears or anything at all! Yoongi waited but there were none of those so burying his disappointment behind a bitter smile, Yoongi stopped hovering above Jimin.

All of this was weird and unfamiliar to Yoongi since usually there would be endless laughter, smiles, loving eyes contact, conversations that would never end if sleep doesn't consume them and syncing heartbeats in this room but now...

Now the rapper is wordlessly laying on his back with streams of tears already rolling down his cheeks as he could sense Jimin's body shifting further away from time to time without ever knowing what he has done to deserve any of this silent treatment.

"I love you my Calico Cat." Yoongi whispered softly like how he always used to before allowing his tired eyes to close down and drift off to sleep while not realising how the blonde-haired male who was sleeping on the edge of the bed was wide awake like an owl and is crying silently to himself.

"I do love you ..but please don't hurt me." Eyes all swollen up in a shade of red and looked as if they were battered by his own tears, Jimin stares ahead at the full moon from the opened window and tries to fall asleep like every other lonely night.

*The Next Day*

"Hmm~" Jimin moaned softly as his lids fluttered open at the feeling of something warm snuggling around his middle like a koala so when he turned to the right, the air still managed to punch out of his lungs as he was met with a sight he missed so much.

Jimin felt his heart beat faster at the sudden relief of his boyfriend not being at the studio but it was not until he quickly came back to the realisation of last night and the complicated situation in general which immediately makes him scuttered out of Yoongi's hold before rushing towards the bathroom with an accelerating heart.

"Hyung really came back." Jimin breathed in sharply as he feels a little brighter at the news of Yoongi finally returning home but his bubbles of happiness soon burst shortly after. "But he is still a cheater."

*Cleaning organs time*

After Jimin has finished taking a fresh shower and throwing on a simple T-shirt with some comfortable pair of leggings which Yoongi would always compliment him because he apparently looks good in them, the blonde dancer unlocked the door and takes a step out just to be met with a smiling Yoongi who was sitting up on the bed.

"What is he smiling at? Bunny?" Jimin frowned at the overwhelming amount of questions but his train of thoughts soon stopped when the elder suddenly lifted his gaze and meet his eyes for a split second because of how Jimin instantly flinched and began walking out of the room with the continuation to ignore Yoongi once again.

"Is he still mad?" Yoongi sighed helplessly as his hope that today will all go back to normal vanished just like the texting between him and Hoseok about a surprise he has been restless about.

Meanwhile, Jimin tries not to remind himself of what he saw last night at the studio after seeing the elder's morning face and his messy bed hair while heading towards the living room where everyone else was munching away onto their breakfast which Jin has as usual prepared.

"Hi Jimin." Taehyung greeted with his mouth stuffed with bacon as he glanced sideways at his best friend who has taken the chair beside him.

"Yoongi hyung's back by the way." Hoseok says and Taehyung instantly choked on his food after remembering the clear picture of his friend's puffy red eyes.

"Oh, that's great. I thought he had two days left?" Namjoon asked before putting a spoon full of rice into his mouth.

"Yeah but it looks like he finished all those songs just to spend time with someone for the extra two days~." The orange-haired male teased while grinning happily at Jimin who was bothered for reasons Taehyung exactly knew why.

"Ahem! Attention please, me and Kookie are planning to go get smoothies today. Who wanna join?" Taehyung smoothly changed the topic after he has quickly noticed how his soulmate was beginning to fidget with his fingers again.

"Ooh! Let's all go!" Jin exclaimed in agreement while nodding his head at the thought of slurping some cold drinks.

"Yeah, we wer-" Jungkook opened his mouth to also say something but the words themselves was immediately shoved back into his mouth once he has noticed Yoongi silently seating himself down beside his boyfriend.

"Baby..." Yoongi whispered as quietly as he can while tapping lightly onto Jimin's thighs in hope of gaining some attention but the blonde's face was expressionless and it was obvious how he was bluntly ignoring him. "Jimin ah..."

"Suga hyung, your food is going to get cold." Namjoon caringly says after swallowing a spoon full of tomato stew.

"Uh yeah, I will eat it now." Yoongi replied quickly while not taking his eyes off the latter who was now chatting away to Taehyung with a bright smile on his face.

*Magical Unicorn Timeskips*

"Jk, why aren't they flirting?" J-hope asked with a frown, confused at how there were absolutely no interactions between the couple.

"I was wondering the same thing!" Jungkook stared at Yoongi and Jimin weirdly as he started gossiping with his dancing machine hyung.

"Where're the smooches? The giggles?! The sickening love eyes!" Hoseok questioned in a complaining tone as he could not ignore the weirdness of today's morning since Yoongi is back after all and he's here waiting for the couple to already be all over each other.

However, how loud he was should be mentioned because at this moment, all eyes were set on him and the bewilderment in them bubbles out an awkward laugh from his throat. "Oops...sorry."

"It's fine." Jin waves off before glancing at the couple his dongsaeng was freaking out about a second ago and just by one look, the eldest can tell that something must have happened. "Yoongi ah, we are going to get a smoothie. Are you coming?"

"Is Jiminie coming?" Yoongi turned to Jin as he agitatedly stirred the metal spoon around the red stew in some sort of way to distract himself from whatever trouble he must be in.

All in all, he hopes it was not big but judging by how dedicated the latter is to bluntly ignore him, Yoongi wishes he knows what he did wrong and how could he redeem himself.

"Yes." Jin answered shortly after noticing Taehyung and Jimin exchanging questionable looks before carrying on eating as if they understand right through each other like mirrors.

"Then I'm coming."

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Sorry for not updating last week, I wasn't in the best mood to edit 🥺

I really wanna know what being loved feels like right now. Not friendly love but you know :'( reminding me of this whenever I see Yoonmin - "I want what they have."

MY SCHOOL IS FINALLY OFF 💥🧨🎊🎉🎀🧨🎈🎊 a whole month to sleep TT

Lastly,

I'm lazy. It's early in the morning and there're no stars.

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