"Oh my god!" The wide shoulder guy shouted shockedly as he immediately plops his widened eyes down.

When the lead rapper heard a familiar honey-like voice he hears every morning and before bed, instinctively the first thing that came up to his mind was to pull down Jimin's sweater to cover up the younger's inner thighs in a protective manner.

"I'm so sorry! I'm just gonna go now, bye!" Jin awkwardly announced before slamming the door shut and left the two male blushing away into the thick air.

Jimin bit on his bottom lips nervously as his pulse increases, he cannot believe what was about to happen a minute ago. He certainly did not expect Yoongi to even kiss him back but what he did not imagine is for the elder to lost control and was literally so close to eating his ass up right there.

"Shit..." Yoongi whispered underneath his breath once he finally realised what situation he was in. He is a cheater...he ditched his own first date just to make out with Jimin on his own bed that his boyfriend hasn't even touched yet.

Yoongi was feeling so guilty for his boyfriend, Hoseok is still probably waiting for him at an empty reserved table in a fancy booked restaurant and he's here half-undressed with a cute male that is covered with many hickeys and love bites made by him, the latter's hair was messy and lips were all swollen and abused.

"It was a mistake." Yoongi broke the silence without thinking of his own feelings and how he actually loved what he and Jimin were getting it on a second ago.

Hearing his hyung's short and simple words, Jimin bolted his head up to confusedly look at the male who had already climbed off him just to sit on the edge of the bed and start buttoning up his shirt up.

"What mistake?" Jimin asked slowly, feeling his throat getting drier. Why did the elder even kiss him back if it was a mistake? He was sure that Yoongi liked what they were doing.

"Everything." Yoongi regretfully sighed, debating about how he was being such a bad boyfriend for the ginger head dancer.

The black-haired male was taught to be a loyal man who keeps his words but most importantly, control himself but with what he committed just then? It was the complete opposite of his father's words.

"So he really does not love me." Jimin sullenly thought, feeling his eyes getting tearier by the second, maybe he shouldn't have done this, maybe he should just stop getting in between Yoongi's relationship with his dear roommate.

"Then why did you kiss me back? you could have pushed me away." Jimin says dryly, getting caught up in his throat but he needed to know why the elder made him feel wanted before throwing him away like pieces of useless lyrics notes by saying that it was simply only a silly mistake.

"I-I wasn't thinking straight okay?!" Yoongi panickedly answered.

It's not like he enjoyed what they did just then right? No, he fucking loved it and now guilt was swallowing him up for every single second of it.

Moreover, he hates how Jimin still has so much effect on him, he hates how the younger has managed to make him loses sanity, he hates himself for loving every touch, every kisses, every lustful eye contact and every, every, every! just everything! Jimin does to him.

"I'm sorry h-hyung...I shouldn't have kissed you first, I ruined your date with Hobi hyung just for something so meaningless to you." Jimin murmured defeatedly while wiping his tears away but it was now Yoongi's turn to frown at what the younger just said.

Soon, he came back to his own self and focuses only on his feelings that fought hard to make things right because after all, he realised that it wasn't meaningless nor another stupid mistake of his. But was it too late to make things right?

"No Jimin ah I don't mean it like that! And I don't regret what we did either." Yoongi quickly says, rushing to take back his spoken words as he watches the younger climbs off the bed in total disappointment.

"It's okay hyung, everybody makes mistake, it's my fault anyway." Jimin tries to utter a small smile as he walks towards the door with a crying heart that could fill up the whole Han River of Seoul.

"It was not your fault Jimin ah, and this wasn't a mistake, I take my words back! Please don't leave." The older male instantly stood up from his bed and hurriedly march over to grabs onto Jimin's forearms, not wanting the younger to leave with a misunderstanding.

"Yoongi hyung you are confusing me." Jimin shakily says as he gazed down and bite down onto his bottom lips because of how overwhelming it became.

It was too much to take in, one second the elder is saying that everything was a mistake and in another second, he did not regret a single bit of it. The black-haired male who is restricting him from walking out of that door was making him confused. "I'm sorry again and please fix what's down there before going to Hobi hyung."

With that, Jimin stubbornly got out of Yoongi's grip and left the room while the black-haired male glanced down at the problem Jimin was talking about. "Fuck what's wrong with me?"

The flustered rapper stares wide-eyed at the massive bulge that is visible to see through his smart fitted pants. Ears going crimson red and so is his cheeks. Why did he have to see that?

Groaning out of pure embarrassment, the black-haired male take himself to the bathroom and takes care of what Jimin had caused once again.

*Magical Unicorn Time Skip*

When Yoongi came out of the shower, he gets dressed up in his pyjamas before remembering to call his boyfriend just to say 'Sorry I'm not well' before slipping on some cosy black slippers and walked into his studio, hoping to get his head off Jimin for a second.

Yes, the younger is still stuck in his head and the producer was having a hard time trying not to overthink about how Jimin could be feeling right now, he was worried for the latter even though he tells himself not to be.

After all, it's not like he and Jimin got a chance anyway.

"Fuck you Park Jimin!" Yoongi groaned loudly as he slammed his head onto the glassy table.

Why is all he could think about now is the cute male that was once a hot mess on his bed? Why was the picture still vivid in his head?

Now Yoongi knew that he was in real trouble because every damn time he closes his eyes, what he imagines is an angel moaning his name full of lust and neediness.

*Knock Knock*

"Come in." The frustrated man yelled before lifting his head back up slowly from his working table.

"Yoongi what is happening?" The broad-shouldered male asked once he had entered the rapper's territory.

"What do you mean?" Yoongi boredly turned his chair around to face his hyung who is taking a seat on his couch with a confused expression.

"Why were you making out with Jimin?" Jin straightforwardly asked, wanting to know everything about what he witnessed earlier.

As expected, the black-haired male kept quiet, he did not have an honest answer to that question because all he knows is that Jimin kissed him first and he was the one who wanted more.

"I thought you were trying to move on from him, aren't you dating Hoseok?" Jin continued his suspicions while leaning forward his entire body.

"Yes I am, but hyung I really tried to forget Jiminie but it's harder than you think."

"Tell me exactly why." Jin hummed lowly.

"I don't know, T-there was just something that...that holds me back from letting him go, help me hyung I'm so confused, help me..." Yoongi ruffled his hair frustratedly, refusing to rest his tired eyes because of the consequences.

"Alright, I will but only if you answer with the truth." Jin suggested under a condition that Yoongi nodded slowly to his hyung's request. "Do you love Jimin?"

Eyes widening fast at the question he spotlessly knows an answer to, his heart worked harder to beat fast and loud. "I-I don't know!"

Disappointed but not surprised, Jin proceeds to ask the next question, hoping that his dongsaeng would answer with honesty unlike last time. "Does your heart beat faster for Jimin when you kiss him or does it beat for Hoseok too?

"I never kissed Hope." Yoongi intensely thought as his eyes widen in realisation.

The black-haired male never think of doing anything sexual with his current boyfriend, he never felt the urge or needed to kiss the orange-haired male, those things just never seem to come up to his mind when they spend time together.

"What if I never kissed hope?" Yoongi gently whispered and Jin wasn't even surprised by the confession, of course, he knows how gay Yoongi is for Jimin and that no one could replace him either. Park Jimin is irreplaceable.

"So you been doing all those things with Jimin but never actually kissed your own boyfriend?" Jin processed the information he has gathered, getting slowly pissed by Yoongi's action.

The younger male looked away and bit onto his bottom lips out of shame, he knew what he did with Jimin is wrong but he could not lie at how the feeling of regret never entered his system.

"What if Hoseok found out that you had cheated on him? What if he knows about the kiss?" The pink-haired male lifted an eyebrow up as he bombarded Yoongi will all sort of what-ifs.

"He will never find out." The rapper says in a stern yet chilling tone, there's no way the Hoseok would find out anyways unless someone told him and that someone is definitely not him.

*Ding!*

Both Yoongi and Jin got startled by a familiar high pitched sound that only lasted for 2 seconds.

The black-haired male's pulse increases as he curiously reached his long pale hands out to grab the Samsung electronic which was placed on the black glassed table.

"W-what is it?" Jin asked before getting up from the couch to walk towards his dongsaeng who froze like frosted ice at the picture that pops up on his screen.

Reading the headline out loud, the pink-haired male let out a loud surprised gasp whilst the rapper's phone slipped out of his shaky hold, making the rectangle-shaped electronic dropped to the ground as the screen displayed the picture of two male kissings with so much passion.

"Uh...Yoongi what are you gonna do now? Hoseok is gonna be ma-" Jin shakingly says as he looked at the male who did not move an inch or blinked an eye.

"Jimin." Yoongi muttered, cutting his roommate's words off as all he could think of was the latter's important feeling.

Wasting no more time, the darkly coloured black haired male scurried off from his working leather chair and take a long stride towards the exit door to his studio in a hurried manner whilst Jin only looked at him with widened pair of eyes.

"Yah! It's not the time to think about Jimin , What about Hoseok? your own boyfriend..." Jin warningly shouted but Yoongi was already nowhere to be seen.

Sprinting towards the silver head's room, The black-haired male barged in and as expected, his worried orbs fall down to the latter who was sitting on his bed, crying loudly against his knees in the corner of the room.

Shoulders slouching down, Yoongi walked closer to the crying male and carefully sat on the male's bed as he leaned down closer and speaks softly to Jimin who did not acknowledge his existence just yet.

"Jimin ah, have I told you that it's okay to cry as long as you don't cry alone?"

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You make me happy. Also, I'm updating on Valentine's day! ( 14/2/21) if u haven't already know ^^

Lastly,

" The dawn before the sun rises is darker than anything else and the stars you wish for are only in the dark. "

- 'Suga's Interlude' by BTS Min Yoongi, Suga