*2 Weeks Later*

It's been over two weeks now and Yoongi has been locking himself up inside the studio. There were dark circles under his eyes and his hair looked like it hasn't been washed for days.

The black-haired male look and sound like a dead zombie walking alive!

He even got skinnier and his body became bony to the point that Yoongi had to come up with a decision to only wear baggy clothes from now on so that he could hide his loss of weight from the members who he already knows would be worried sick if they ever find out.

Yoongi also hasn't eaten much since the last dinner he had with the younger because he just simply didn't felt like eating or being himself anymore.

There was no point, his angel is gone.

There will be no warm hugs, holding hands, happy smiles or the sweet exchange of compliments and comfort which make the frail rapper suffocates more as days passed as all he does is work and work, he would get to see the younger's face only if they have group activities.

But that wasn't all that happened in these past weeks, the fans have been noticing how Yoongi and Jimin became distant and awkward around each other.

There were no skinship or small talks between them and so this leads to their breakup rumour to erupt.

It's funny how the tables have turned, at first fans were dying for a confirmation about the popular rumoured ship but now they are demanding a Yoonmin breakup explanation.

Then finally, the day Yoongi wished would not arrive came faster than he thought, Bighit Entertainment has confirmed the latest rumour...

Yoonmin has officially broken up their short term relationship.

*Genius Lab*

"Yoongi come on! we need to practice." Jin chimed as he walked into the studio just to see his worn-out roommate crashed out on the working table like always. "Yoongi? Are you still alive?

Disturbing voices waking him up, the black-haired male slowly opens his tired eyes and without any energy left inside of his empty soul, he mumbled a breathless yes, answering his hyung's worried question.

"Oh god, you look worse every day!" Jin soon exclaimed as he observingly scans Yoongi's colourlessly pale face and his dirtied oversized black jumper.

"Thanks..." Yoongi quietly muttered as he ruffles his greasy black messy hair with all the energy he can manage to summon right now.

"That's not a compliment." The pink-haired elder shooked his head in disagreement "Get ready, we got practice in half an hour, I made you some ramen and this time please eat it."

Feeling drained for doing absolutely nothing, Yoongi nodded his head once as his eyes then travel on their own to the plain boring wall and blankly stares at it like that piece of cement got an answer to his misery, he looked lifeless and it was easy to tell.

In no time, the wide shoulder guy placed a plastic cup of ramen in front of his zombie looking roommate and exited the studio, hoping that his dongsaeng would at least eat half of it or even pick up the chopsticks if it wasn't too much for him.

The dark-haired male then stares soullessly at the food in front of him and with shaky hands, he manages to pick up the chopsticks before putting that yummy noodles inside his slow chewing mouth.

However, it was only the second bite and Yoongi felt the ridiculous act of his emptied stomach doing flips after flips.

And when he couldn't take it anymore, the frail man rushly stood up from his working leather chair and throw himself to the nearest bin just to start vomiting in it like every other day, it almost became a pathetic habit.

"Fuck..." Yoongi muttered as he glances down at his clothes to notice that some bit of orangy, sticky waste had managed to ruin his jumper even more than how it already was in the first place.

With no luck, he sighed and slumped over to the washroom and cleanse his smelled mouth before changing into a new pair of the black sweater.

*Skip To Practice*

The lifeless zombie walks into the practice room and immediately slouched down in the corner whilst the other members were all so hyped to start practising their latest choreo for a new song.

Suddenly, Yoongi hears a familiar cheerful voice which made him instantly looked away from the door as the owner of that beautiful sound enters the practice room while chatting with his slippers friend of course.

"Okay let's start!" Hoseok beamed as he started to stretch his entire body.

While they were practising, Yoongi was getting all the moves wrong as he had no energy left within his given up body to dance anymore. The rapper was more than tired and Jimin had begun to notice his hyung's changes.

"We will break here." Jimin called off the music which made the other members groaned in annoyance because of how they have been stopping for more than five times already but on the other hand, Yoongi was more than thankful.

Needing time to breathe in air, Yoongi panted heavily and went straight for his water bottle before gulping the clear liquid down his weak throat.

Meanwhile, the silver-haired male was more than worried because, unlike the others, he has noticed every little change that happens to his hyung and he cannot help but cares for the elder despite how awkward it became for both of them.

Jimin did not know why he misses spending time with his hyung, he barely sees or talks to the elder anymore but what triggers the younger to the core is when Yoongi would stop stealing glances at him or even acknowledged his existence.

Like when they have practices, Jimin would always catch a glimpse of Yoongi having his focused eyes on him but now even if Jimin speaks or do any funny yet cute moves, the black-haired male would only look at the uninteresting floor with the same 'out of it' expression.

"Yoongi hyung probably hates me now..." Jimin sullenly thought as he stares up at the plain ceiling while feeling sadder by the thought which never left his mind ever since their breakup.

"Hey Yoongi hyung, are you okay?" J-hope asks as he squatted down beside Yoongi, sweating only a little compare to the drenched rapper.

"I'm good Hope ah." Yoongi tiredly replied, adverting his bored eyes to the ginger.

"Hyung I was thinking if you could stay after a little, I got something to ask you privately." Hoseok then says while smiling shyly.

"Yeah sure." Yoongi slowly nodded, getting a little curious at what might his friend want from him.

Jimin's POV

*After Practice*

I walk out of Bighit's building, getting ready to go into my van but then a sudden quick realisation hit me, making a small gasp left my mouth.

"I forgot my bag." Jimin thought and immediately turns on his heels and went back upstairs to their practice room.

As Jimin was walking towards their practice room, he noticed that the door was slightly open which made him frowned a little but thought that it might be the cleaner but his predictions were wrong because as he was about to step in, he hears a familiar voice coming from the inside.

"Hobi hyung did not leave yet?" Jimin questioned himself and when he was about to move again, a deep yet strained voice made him completely froze on the spot. "Yoongi hyung?"

"So what did you want to talk about?" Yoongi straightforwardly asks as he looks into his friend's nervous eyes.

Out of curiosity, Jimin peaked through the door and sees the reflection of his two conversing hyungs from the large-sized mirror.

They were facing each other and the orange head seems restless and extra nervous for some unknown reasons.

"Why did Hobi hyung called Yoongi hyung?" Jimin slowly murmured, feeling his heart beating faster by the surprising tension that was radiating out from the practice room.

"I-I like you Yoongi hyung!" J-hope shouted loudly with tightly shut eyes before looking away as his cheeks started to turn tomato red.

"A c-confession?" Jimin whispered shockingly as he unknowingly observes Yoongi's reaction through the mirror but the elder only stood there, staring at Hoseok emotionlessly.

"I love you hyung for five years now..." J-hope added as he then nervously perk his head up to look at the exhausted rapper with teary eyes. "Will you be my b-boyfriend?"

That was it, that's when Jimin's breathing completely stopped and his heart feeling much heavier as his widened eyes started to sting a little.

One side of him was telling him to be happy for his roommate but the other was hoping that Yoongi would actually say no.

"No...please say no hyung." Jimin whispers with hope as he watches closely with tearing up eyes.

He did not know why it was affecting him. Why is he feeling a sudden possession over his hyung? Yoongi is not his but why does he felt like vanishing at this very moment?

"I'm sorry hyung, I-I shouldn't have asked you, I know you don't like me like how I like you." J-hope awkwardly scratched the back of his head because of how silent the male in front of him has been, there were no reaction or colour in his hyung's face.

"Sure." The black-haired male answered monotonously as his eyes then shift over to Hoseok's shocked face. "Let's date, I like you too."

Meanwhile, Jimin's pinkish lips tremblingly parted open as anxiety invades his chest while hot tears then started to form on his face, he couldn't believe the words that came out from the elder's mouth. Why did hyung agree? Did he really love Hobi hyung all this time?

Suddenly, the orange-haired male jumps onto the tired hyung with an overloading amount of happiness and Jimin's body automatically freezes at the scene that displayed perfectly on the clear glass mirror.

Tears stream like an endless waterfall down his unhappy face when he noticed how Yoongi soon placed his arms around J-hope's waist like how he usually does it with him when they would cuddle in fan meetings or while going to interviews, shows, in front of reporters and so much more...

Not believing what he just witness, Jimin shooked his head rapidly from side to side and with his now wobbly legs, he stood up tall and ran towards the exit door as his heart threatened to break apart.

Reminding him of that day, his hyung invited him for dinner...

*At BTS Dorm*

Jimin unlocked the door with his sweating hands and when he heard the click sound, the slim figure dashed towards his room and got inside the blanket that he knows will soon be soaked with unreasonable tears.

"Why did Yoongi hyung says yes?" Jimin thought, feeling his body's temperature arising. "Why aren't I feeling happy for Hobi hyung, he finally gets to date Yoongi for real."

"Should I feel happy or sad?"

End of Jimin's Pov

3rd Person's POV

Maybe this is really a way out for Yoongi, he needed to move on. If Jimin doesn't love him then fine! He got someone else who could love him too.

Yes, Yoongi only agreed to date his fellow bestie just because he felt bitter at the thought of Jimin not liking him, the black-haired male felt like he needed to be loved and he knows that his now-boyfriend could give him all those sickening kinds of stuff.

"Dating Hope ah won't be that bad if I don't have feelings for him right?" Yoongi tiredly mumbled as he unenergetically lays down on his bed. "I will move on from Jimin. How hard can it be anyway?"

"I will be the best boyfriend ever so Hope ah could love me more." Yoongi thought, feeling a little warmer inside his cold frozen heart.

*1 Week Later*

It's been a week now that Yoongi and J-hope started dating, only the members know about it and they were curious about what happened to Yoonmin but decided to keep their mouth shut. For Jin, he knew that this would happen one day.

And as for Jimin, he hadn't been doing well lately, the dancer just couldn't help but notice every little detail of everything Yoongi do with his beloved boyfriend.

It gives him diabetes because of how sweet they are and he wasn't enjoying a bit of it.

Worse is how Yoongi's eyes never seem to leave the orange head, it's like he was programmed to stares and only focused on Hoseok which Jimin has been lately feeling more than jealous because of it.

The elder would talks nicely to his boyfriend, buys him a lot of presents, pampered him with warm hugs that Jimin hated to know that it wasn't him who received those, only smiles at Jung Hoseok and holding hands became the couple's daily habit.

Every time Jimin steps out of his room, the first thing he sees is the couple being all lovely Dovey with each other on the couch and as much as Jimin tries to ignore it, he just couldn't and will never bare to see his roommate being all cute with Yoongi.

He can't lie that it reminds him of when they were still together, no...they were technically never once a couple but why does it felt so real?

How Yoongi stood up proud to protect him, the cute heartwarming little compliments and intense stares. Jimin misses the elder, he misses Yoongi's touch and affection. But the question is...

Did Park Jimin really miss Yoongi or just the elder's attention?

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Heads up! It's some depressing shit ino 💀
And I wanna thank everyone for the support ♡ it really motivates me to write just tysm 🥺

Lastly,

Stars don't die, they fade. 🌟