Jimin can't take it anymore.  He demands to be heard by the pale boy from Daegu with the facade of a cold heart.  Jimin knows that it is just his love's way of protecting his heart. But, this has gone on for far too long now.  All the transparent gestures and tells, how can Yoongi not know how he feels.  Everybody else does. 

Jimin huffs in annoyance. How many times do I have to tell him I love him before he will be mine? He wonders. 

Jimin's features soften noticing how Yoongi squirms under his gaze, blinking and nervously playing with the hair behind his ears.  He knows Yoongi cares and it's kind of cute how he tries to hide it.  Jimin has seen his jealous pouty face whenever Jimin smiles or talks to another idol or friend.  Yoongi's sad little face squeezes his heart and he wants to just kiss that pout away, as cute as it is for Jimin to witness.  So what does Jimin do?  He tries to make Yoongi jealous again to see if it is not just his imagination.  Why? You might ask.  Because Yoongi never tells him how he feels.  Not directly.  What is he so afraid of?

Jimin is afraid also.  He is afraid of losing him.  Yoongi is the one thing in his life that he is sure of.  When Yoongi is present, Jimin's eyes sparkle like sunshine after a summer rain.  He is drawn to him like a butterfly is drawn to a flower.  Everything Yoongi does is equally cute and sexy to Jimin.  Yoongi makes him laugh as nobody else can.  Above all else, nothing makes him happier than when Yoongi is smiling at him.  Not the fake smiles for the camera but the genuine kind when his eyes crinkle and his gums show.  It is the cutest thing on earth for Jimin.  

But Jimin has a problem.  Yoongi is the shyest and most stubborn hyung, convinced that he does not want or need a relationship and that it would only distract him from his first love, music.

Jimin continues to stare at his love who seems to be engrossed with something on his phone, completely ignoring the younger's presence.  But Jimon knows Yoongi can feel his eyes on him and it was starting to make him angry.  

"Yoongi, look at me," he demanded.  "Why do you ignore me like I'm unimportant. Why do you push me away? Baby," Jimin said his desperation making him reckless.

"Sorry," Yoongi answered, his heart beating faster in his chest at the younger's accusation, finally looking at Jimin's flushed cheeks.  "Jiminiah, are you okay?"

"No! I told you publicly that I want you to want me more.  Yet you do nothing.  What more do you want?  I even confessed my love, but you act like I say that to everyone.  Do you want me to say that we are a couple?" Jimin asked.

"No, you know I don't.  Are we a couple?"

"Well, if you have to ask that then no, we are not," Jimin said sadly.

"It seems like there are so many things we need to overcome,"  Yoongi says his eyes unable to meet Jimin's.

"I know you're probably nervous about coming out.  But I believe things will be okay.  Times are different now, people are more accepting."

"I don't think so."

"It's strange, but when I'm with you I want to take that risk.  I love you."

"Really?"

"I feel that anything we do is going to work out. Our fans will still love us. Especially, if we are honest about our love."

"I think you are really innocent.  Some will support us naturally, but others will throw us under the bus and demand we leave Bangtan.  I can't.  I don't want you to hate me."

"You know I would never do something that would hurt you. So you have nothing to worry about.  As long as I know you are mine, I don't care if we have to hide it.  But please be more open with me.  The time for those doubts is done.  You know how I feel about you. As long as you are by my side I can take on the world."

"Jimini, isn't it enough that you know I love you," Yoongi says quietly.

Jimin smiles and sighs happily. "I know."

"You know."

"Yoongi, you will be the death of me. I can't keep taking cold showers because of you.  Love is more than words."

Yoongi walks closer biting his lip as he invades Jimin's personal space.  Jimin's heart races and he wonders if Yoongi is finally going to kiss him.  He has wanted this for so long.  All those times he complimented his hyung, all those times he has hung on his every word.  The soft hugs from behind showing him how much he cares and asking to be loved, no demanding to be loved.

Now that it was about to happen Jimin was scared to death.  The intensity in Yoongi's eyes making Jimin so weak for him.  Jimin wants Yoongi to push him against the wall and do dirty things to him.  He wants to feel his tormentor's hot breath on his skin.  He wants to see the lust in his eyes and know that he belongs to him.

Instead, Yoongi closes his eyes and gives him the sweetest, softest kiss from the cutest poutiest little doll lips he's ever seen and this is the best fucking kiss Jimin has ever had!  His heart flips, his stomach jumps and he has goosebumps to the tips of his hair.

Yoongi pulls away his mouth hanging open staring at Jimin's soft pouty lips.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Wanna believe, wanna believe

That you don't have a bad bone in your body

But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That even when you're stone-cold, you're sorry
Tell me why you gotta be so out of your mind, yeah 

I know you're chokin' on your fears
Already told you I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night

 I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah, I know you need, I know you need
The upper hand even when we aren't fighting
'Cause in the past, you had to prepare every time, yeah
Don't wanna leave, don't wanna leave
But if you're gonna fight then do it for me 

I know you're built to love, but broken now, so just try, yeah

I know you're chokin' on your fears
Already told you, I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night

I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
AhI know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
Going sick in the head tryna get you there
And I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
It's not fair

I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
Ah
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah

to be continued ...