5 years after shina birth she started  to run fevers that last for 3 weeks  to a whole month. I tried  many times to heal her but the fever comes back twice as high an hour later. I was sitting  on her bed next to her  while she sleep in pain. I changed  the wet towel on her forehead 'is this my fault?' Shina was born 7 months  early  because  of me being stressed  my whole pregnancy  and having  violent  panic attacks. I saw shina eyes slowly  open up " do you feel like eating  anything?" I ask her.

She shook her head and I looked at her more worried. " I just want to sleep.." shina said falling back to sleep. I took her temperature  it was 108. " any higher  then I have to take you to the hospital" I said softly.  I look out the bedroom  window to see that its still snowing  outside. I kiss shina on her cheek  before getting  up and leaving her room. I went into the living seeing angel sitting  on the lounge  chair. " is shina okay?" Angel said looking at me with her blue eyes. " she sleeping now dont worry" I said smiling  at her.  The last time shina was sick her fever was 130 and she had to be hospitalized  for  5 weeks. I sat next to angel who was  studying our healing justus.

" figure  it out yet?" I asked angel  seems to be having  trouble  with  posion.  " no.."  angel  said closing the book in frustration.  " your aunt might be at hospital  today she might can help you" I suggested.  " what about shina?" Angel ask she didn't  want  to leave. " her temperature  has not raised  or dropped" " she should be fine and im staying  at home today I have no missions" I said trying to reassure  her.

Angel  looked conflicted but nodded and  got up to walk to the front  door. " but.." angel said. " no buts Missy go train im here with her dont worry" I said huging  her then letting  go. I don't want angel to  take care of shina all the time. " okay.." angel said huging  me before  leaving.

I waved at her  till she closed the door. Angel as been training  with our clan and my father she barely  at home.

Its been an hour. I decided  to check on shina again. I walk to her room and open her door to see her sitting up on her bed.  " you should be sleeping" I said to her walking  to her bed sitting  down.  " I got thirsty" shins said putting the bottle of water back on the small table next to her bed. " let me check your temperature  again." I said.  I put the thermometer  in her mouth.  " 106... it drop a bit" I said a bit happy. " that  means I can play with konohamaru  tomorrow  right?" She asked . I shook my head " you still need to rest plus you still don't have an appetite." Shina looked disappointed  and sad. " im sorry" I looked away  from her I felt horrible  shina is almost  always  in the house. I saw shina laid back down going back to sleep. " I'll  check on you again in an hour "I said  leaving her room.