Jealous

It was just one of the normal days that you spent at the boy's dorm.
At least that's what you thought.

Jeongin had asked you to hang out with him as always and since you had time you agreed.

Even if you were busy, you'd make time for him.

Jeongin was your best friend since you can imagien and you have always supported him no matter what.

You never let him down, you helped him to get through hard times and never left his side.

You were there when he needed you the most and he'd always be there for you too.

Jeongin and you spent most of the time together, you two were inseparable. You trusted each other so much and told the other everything, yet however there was one thing he didn't know about you.

All these years of spending time together, made you focus on every little detail of him.

The way he texts hello two times when he's in a good mood, how the stars in his eyes light up at the sight of something he loves, how he smiles all the time to cheer people up or how he chews on his nails whenever he's reallt nervous.

You noticed it all and each time he smiled at you, hugged you or cuddled with you, it felt like home.

He was your comfort zone.

And you didn't know when you fell for Jeongin, but you knew you fell hard.
You've always been amazed by his cute smile, his angel like voice, his talent, his face, his personality, everything.

You obviously loved this man, but you were never sure if he returned these feelings.
He never changed the way he treated you, besides becoming more like a gentleman the older he got, which was rather normal.

So you were scared to confess to him and possibly ruin your friends.
Yet all you wanted to do was to tell Jeongin how you truly felt.

You didn't want to stare at his lips all day, knowing you'd never be able to touch them with yours. You wanted him to hold you close, call you all the cheesy names couples do, you wanted to be his.

At times when you felt devastated, you went to Chan, who gave you very good advice. But no matter what he said it never worked.

So you came onto the not very clever idea to ask Lee Minho.

"Easy, I'll just flirt with you the whole day and make him jealous. At one point he'll lose it. He hates it if anyone spends more time with you than him", Minho explained with an evil smirk.

You knew this was one of the worst ideas, yet you'd were so desperate to try it out.

"But-"

"Y/n! I want to play piano with you!", Jeongin walked into your room, with a dazzling smile.

As much as you wanted to spend time with him, you needed to talk to Minho about the plan.

"I-"

"But I wanted to cuddle with her", Minho cut you off, catching you off guard.
Your cheeks became a light shade of pink, causing Jeongin to ball his fists.

He didn't like that at all.

He looked at Minho then back at you, knowing something was off.

"You-"

"Ah hey guys! Do you want to watch a movie with us?", Jisung asked as he walked into the living room with Seungmin.

"Why does everyone cut me off today?", you mumbled, but it was well audible now that no one was talking.

"Well if you want to say something, then decide what we all watch", Minho chuckled and lied down at the edge, patting the empty space besides him.

And then he winked.

"I swear to god Lee Minho", you thought. This was a horrible plan.

"Y/n?", Jeongin asked, with a rather weak voice. It was not as energetic and happy as usual, which didn't go unnoticed by Minho.

The older male kept the smirk on his face, knowing his plan was already working.
You snapped out of your thoughts, blinking a few times. This situation overwhelmed you.

"Um...how about a kdrama? Imitation with Ateez?", you recommended, remembering the trailer you had seen earlier that day.

Seungmin nodded and Jisung shrugged before he sat next to Minho and Seungmin sat on the other side of the couch.

Minho whispered something to Jisung, who's eyes widened before he sat away from the older boy.

"Come Y/n, let's cuddle", Minho winked in a calm way, making you scared.

"This man is really something...", you mumbled, sighed and sat next to him.
You knew this was a stupid idea,

Minho immediately pulled you closer to his warm body, his strong arms wrapping around your waist, sending shivers down your spine.

You blushed at the sudden action, making it seem like you had some sort of feelings for the older one, but in reality you were embarrassed and a little uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry", Minho whispered into your ear, only audible to you, "I really don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, just act a little and laugh."

You frowned for the blink of an eye, before doing what he said. You giggled, causing all of them to shortly turn their attention ok you.

"Sorry." You felt so embarrassed at that point, not thinking this would work in any way.

But as you looked at Jeongin you notoced his hands that were balled into fists and his cold gaze, which was on Minho's hands.

He looked so angry, as if he would lash out any second.

But as he looked at you he suddenly saddened and his eyes started to reflect the tiny bit of light coming from the TV.

Jeongin was tearing up.

Before you could say something he snuggled up to Seungmin, his arms crossed while looking at the screen.

And so you watched the first episode of Imitation in these positions.
You didn't dare to look at Jeongin.

You hated this.
Jeongin should be the one holding you close.

Throughout the entire episode you felt Jeongin's gaze on you, Minho felt it too.

That's why he started to play with your hair and mumbled sweet compliments to you, just loud enough for Jeongin to hear.

"You know Y/n, I think I might fall for you if you ever dance in front of me like that", Minho chuckled and that's when Jeongin lost it.

"That's it. I wanted to hang out with Y/n, Minho-hyung."
A shiver went down your spine.
You never saw him so angry.

"What's your problem with that? I like her and she's not your girlfriend", Minho shot back, knowing exactly what effect these words had on the younger one.

"You know that I love her and it's absolutely not okay to play with my feelings like that! If you love her then just tell her!", Jeongin shouted angrily, tears streaming down his beautiful face.

"Jeongin-", before you were able to say anything he stormed to his room, slamming the door behind him.
The loud sound of the door made you realize that you went way too far with all of this.

You freed yourself out of Minho's "hug" and ran after him, not even knocking before going in.

"Y/n go away", your best friend sobbed, sitting on his bed while rocking back and forth with his head on his knees.

This scene in front of you caused you to stop breathing due to the pain you felt in your chest.

Regret was all you felt at that moment.

Your vision blurried: "Jeongin, this whole thing was planned. Nothing of what Minho did or said was real. I wanted to confess to you, b-but I didn't know if you felt the same, so I.....I asked Minho for advice. I know it was stupid and I feel so bad, this was a terrible idea. It was selfish and I didn't think this through"

Jeongin looked up to you with with frown.

"What?", he asked but it was barely more than a whisper.

"I love you, Yang Jeongin. I always did, ever since you kissed me in kindergarten. But I was scared to ruin our friendship, so I didn't tell you", you confessed, looking at the ground ashamed.

You were scared that after he knew about the situation he'd never forgive you.

"You love me?", he asked, as if he thought he was dreaming.
As you nodded he stood up and hugged you tightly, almost making you lose your balance.

"I thought I would ruin our friendship if you don't feel the same way", Jeongin whispered with his head on your shoulder.

You let out a relieved sigh, as your body relaxed. He understood.

You wrapped your arms around him: "I thought that too."

"So um, do.....do you want to be my girlfriend? Can we be a couple?", your best friend asked, looking into your eyes, his cheeks in a dark shade of pink.

This was the moment you dreamed of your whole life long. The one you saw when making up fake scenarios in your head, just that this here was real.

You nodded excitedly, tears of joy threatened to fall out of your eyes.

Jeongin's smile was brighter than anything you've ever seen and you loved it.
You loved seeing him so happy and knowing that you're the cause of it made it 3000 times better.

"Can we cuddle now?", his smile turned into a pout and you knew he was still jealous.

You didn't say anything, you just lied down onto his bed with him, letting him wrap his strong, muscular arms around you, while you layed your head on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat.

This whole time the warm feeling in your stomach didn't leave your side just once.

And now you were happy to have asked Minho for advice, even tho his idea wasn't the nicest, it worked.

"I expect you to buy me a meal, for my advice!", you heard Minho yell from wherever he was, causing you two to burst out in laughter....

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