Synopsis: you are fighting with Kylo against resistance but days before you had a vision of young Vader. So in battle you take a blaster shot for Kylo and pass away as he cradled you in his lap.

The fighter landed it was time to fight. Mentally preparing yourself to face any Enemy in your path you stood to the right of your teacher. Looking up at him you took in his features knowing this will be the last time you would stand with him at his side as an equal. This was your last fight but you kept this information to yourself just as Anakin had told you days before.

... Days earlier

You were meditating, focusing all of your energy into your surroundings. The one thing you needed to master was concentration it would make you stronger and you knew it would. Although your eyes were closed fleeding images danced around your head.

You saw someone walking towards you not literally of course, but mentally. It was someone you had not met before you were good with faces but this one you hadn't seen, or so you thought. You knew him as Darth Vader the masked man, one who was to be feared due to the strength in his actions, he reminded you of your teacher. You looked into the man's eyes and saw something familiar, but it wasn't until he spoke that you recognized who he was. You had heard his voice before, but there was never a face matched to the words that echoed through your soul.

"Do not be afraid, but I must warn you. You will be faced with loss and death, soon...and Yes you can save him his fate is not yet sealed."

"But how could I, I'm I'm nothing compared to him."

"You have no idea how wrong you are."He chuckled

He was completely at ease and it brought a calmness to his aura that you couldn't find very often in the first order. He seemed so kind yet he was one of the most deadly who fought the resistance.

"You will know what to do when the time comes you've always been good with timing I've seen it and to answer your question I will be with you the whole time. Trust me but most of all trust yourself you're the only who can..."

He paused

"Can what!" you yelled he was so far away from you now.

He begun to fade away piece by piece first his legs then his torso.

"...Your Life.. Save him" was all you could make out.
He faded away completely and your trance was over. Leaving you with more questions than answers. Opening your eyes you knew he could only be talking about one person.

...

The resistance was firing shots without end at the door as it slid open a group of troopers went out first then you two followed. The troopers had cleared the area of resistance snipers and it was time to gain ground. You knew this could be the only chance you had to speak to your mentor one last time.

"I wanted to thank you" you started

Turning to block 3 shots from your left

"for everything you have taught me"

stepping right to block 2 more

"and I want you, no I need you to" You continued Sighing from annoyance of all these snipers.

You jumped on a rock and reflected to shots from where they came to knock out both shooters ahead.

"take care of yourself and make your own decisions"

you pointed a finger at him as if it would make your point more clear,

"and do not let other's control you."

turning your back to him to look for incoming shots.

"Got it?" you said in a preppy tone.

"If anything happened to you I wouldn't forgive myself" he said deeply focusing all of his attention on you.

"If anything happened to me I would be the only one to blaim" You reassured him as kindly as you could giving him a small smile knowing tears were threatening to fall. Blinking them back you remembered what Anakin had told you.

You saw an oncoming shooter and pushed him to the side taking the shot in your lower abdomen. You screeched in pain falling to the ground. He got up quickly and choked shooter to death then walked anxiously over to you. He gently picked up your head placing it on his lap and took off his helmet. Tossing his helmet on the ground he also took off his gloves. You felt something on your cheek it was water but it wasn't raining. You looked into his eyes and another tear had fallen he knew he would never forgive himself. You had given your life because he couldn't focus with you around him. He was always so worried about you getting injured that instead of him looking off to where the shooters were he was making sure no shots were going towards you. You smiled looking up at him. You raised your hand to his cheek to wipe away another stray tear and he closed his eyes not wanting you to see him like this. He was playing with a piece of your hair wanting to stay like this forever. He wanted tell you so many things but he knew your time was running out and it killed him knowing that you had granted him more time by giving up yours.

He stuttered a little looking into your eyes and back to your little smile.

"Don't leave me" he muttered

"I will be with you always" you were slowing you speech now

"my sweet Kylo Ren" you said with your final breaths.

Then it was silent and you had passed.

He felt the life leave your body as he watched your head fall back and your smile fade away.

"no, no" he was hysterical now tears flowing down his face.

"No no no Y/N, you were mine to-to keep safe and I- I failed you." He buried his face in your neck and stayed like this for a while.

He was thinking to himself now regretting bringing you with him, regretting not blocking the shot, regretting letting you die.

He vowed to himself to be the man you wanted him to be and if this meant defying all orders he was given he would do it, and he would do it for you.