Synopsis: You are Kylo's everything and are taken hostage by the resistance on a mission for the order. Kylo sets off on a rescue and ends up making a deal with his parents to have you at his side.

The resistance was growing everyday and the First Order was not prepared.

We were surrounded, only 8 stormtroopers were left standing, and you knew the fight was over but not for you. You wanted to bargain with the resistance and you were prepared to give up your life for these troopers so that they could send information back to Kylo. The resistance accepted your deal it went as follows, you would become their hostage, allowing these stormtroopers to return to the first order. General Organa had been waiting for the chance to see her son and this was that chance. The General came out personally to greet you she looked into your eyes and knew that you mean't something to Kylo.

"What is your name?"

"_____."

"I knew my son well and he would have liked you when he was.. with us, He will come for you he has to." The general said this with complete certainty.

You followed General Organa into the base, it was huge way larger in size than the Order had imagined. The entire warehouse was filled with a fleet, thousands of weapons, and not to mention an entire army.

The force was stronger here than in the order it manifested itself in every room of the base it was like a breath of fresh air. You forgot how things were before you joined the order how easy things were. You used to be the person who was the most trusted in your community. You were the resourceful person who was quick witted in any situation. All of that had been put on hold when the Supreme Leader wanted you to be trained by Kylo. You missed him he was your rock He knew more about you than you did. He comforted you in your darkest times and you trusted him with your life.

You were pulled back to reality when you were led into a control room. You and the general both took a seat facing each other as the others left the room.

You were speaking to her about her son and the relationship you have built with him and also the role you play in the order.

"He teaches me the way of the force, and he's strong willed just like his parents." you continued.

"There's still good in him I can sense it" the General whispered to you.

"I know" you replied

"You can help him, help me bring him home" she pleaded.

"he is my home" you quietly remarked.

"You can both be here, and fight here with us, against the order" she suggested.

"He may be like his parents but he also like his grandfather. He wants to portray himself as more than he is. It seems to run in the family. Anyways where is his father Han?"

"Thats a good question I've never been able to answer that myself." She said sarcastically.

"Actually," you focused for a second.

"He's here Han's here, he just landed and he needs to speak with you privately so if you don't mind I could use some fresh air." you said as you were standing up from the table.

But she stopped you grabbing your wrist.

"Y/N You have light in you too" she said staring you straight in the eyes.

"I always have" you whispered.

You turned around and a tear slid down your face knowing that you had only stayed with the Dark Side to be at kylo's side. You knew the light was where you belonged but after meeting him you couldn't leave him behind. He believed in you and he always expressed how you could trust him. He had faith in you he knew that when the time comes you would make the right decision on who you would fight for.

For a moment you thought that he might not come for you because he didn't want to face his past his parents but you needed to see him.

...

Kylo was waiting at the landing pad for your ship to return and he felt that something was wrong. The fighter landed as the troops came out he waited to see if you were behind them but you weren't their. He walked into the fighter to look for any sign of you but you were gone. He imagined the worst, he was hoping that you hadn't died. He pulled one of the returning stormtroopers to a secluded room and questioned him. The stormtrooper explained to Kylo how you had sacrificed your life to save these troopers. He sent the trooper to the infirmary and made his way to a fighter grabbing a pilot and left to his rescue mission for you, not to mention he didn't even tell Snoke.

Y/N I'm coming for you

The fighter landed at the resistance base he felt so many emotions. The pull was strong here the light surrounded him. All he could focus on was finding you, stepping out of the fighter and walking towards the front doors he blocked every blaster shot with his saber, effortlessly. He walked through the doors putting his saber in its holster. You were standing behind General Organa and Han Solo as Kylo rose his hands in surrender not wanting you to get hurt by any reflecting shots.

It was a reunion of sorts you felt chills on your spine when he entered the room. You knew from that moment that you were falling for him. The life was being drained out of you from all of the thoughts running through your head and you fell to the ground on your knees You looked up taking a breath as Kylo took a step towards all of you, his eyes were fixed on you as he bit the inside of his cheek. Leia and Han stepped forward and Kylo came forward to meet them keeping his eyes only on you.

"Ben" Han yelled.

"Ben is gone," Kylo said carefully.

"You are our son, can't we all just sit down and talk," Leia said.

"I'm here for my...apprentice I'm here for my ____." Kylo replied.

"Ben," Kylo looked at Leia with disgust in his facial expression.

"Kylo" you squeaked.

He looked back to you with a gloomy look in his eyes stepping forward more wanting to reach out for you. To pull you into his side and cover you with his cape.

"Just hear them out... for me." You pleaded.

Kylo stood silently for a minute.

"What is it you want to talk about." Kylo spat out staring at your frail figure.

"If you will tell us about how you've been and what happened, you can take ____ back with you." Leia said.

Kylo contemplated it and after watching you shiver he finally nodded.

"Only if she can be with me now." Kylo demanded.

"The more the merrier." Han replied giving you a little smile.

Kylo walked swiftly over to you helping you up, you were leaning on him while walking to a private room to speak with his parents. He looked down at you and thought...

What I wouldn't do for this girl.