"Stop," you whispered in his grimacing presence. His grip terrifying you as you lowered your eyes to ground, "please," you cried. He dropped you to the ground turning from your shaking body.
You ran out of the room afraid that Kylo might start up again.
You made it out into the hallway running towards the left. You just needed to find a bathroom to compose yourself. You looked behind you hearing footsteps following hoping that you could out run them. You were so worried that you weren't looking in front of you as you bumped into someone. You kept your eyes towards the ground apologizing quietly, "you're in a hurry," you looked up to meet worried eyes looking down at you. The tears were still flowing down your cheeks. The man took you by the shoulder gently walking you down the rest of the hall into an empty meeting room. "Y/N what happened to you," you kept your eyes down as he engulfed you with a hug.
"What did he do to you," he mumbled into your hair as he rubbed your back. You took a step back, "Hux he was mad," you whispered sadly.
As the doors flew open behind you and Kylo Ren charged in with his mask fuming. You jumped as Hux placed himself in front of you blocking Kylo's contact to you.
"Leave us Hux," Kylo said in that robotic voice that you hated.
"By the looks of her you've done enough damage for the night," Hux challenged not losing eye contact with Kylo. You shivered behind Hux placing your forehead on his back. Hux turned to you placing an arm around your shoulders and pulling you close to him walking the two of you out of the room. Kylo reached out to your hand but Hux intervened
"Don't touch her," he retorted slyly as he continued walking you out of the room. Kylo slammed his fist down on the table next to him so loudly it made you jump as you glanced up at his mask. In that moment he finally felt what it was like to have someone one fear him completely, it was a terrible feeling called regret he watched as you left the room with Hux. You were the love of his life and you were afraid of him. Pulling out his Sabre he destroyed the room.

Hux guided you to his chambers where he led you in through the door. He told you he still had jobs to do but that you can shower and sleep on his bed and that he would take the couch. You nodded to him as he left the room.

***
Kylo had been looking for you for 2 days you hadn't showed up on the bridge or in your office or anywhere at that. The second day Kylo spent going through every room taken or not on board except for the ones in his hall. He knew he would sense your presence if you were close to him but he still came up empty handed. He was frustrated and he destroyed a few panels because of it so he decided to confront Hux about you.

He found his way to Hux's chambers.
"Commander Ren," he scoffed.
"Where is she," he said terrifyingly through his helmet.
"She's a very warm person inside and out," he smirked knowing he'd strike a nerve.
Kylo cringed at that, exactly what Hux wanted but Kylo composed himself .
"I know," Kylo said through a clenched jaw it was so clenched it looked as though he would brake a tooth.
"I'll keep her safe," Hux smiled sarcastically. But Kylo could sense her presence he narrowed his eyes through the mask.
"Keep your distance general,"
"That a little tricky when she's sleeping in my bed," he laughed.
Kylo grabbed his shoulder walking into his chambers looking for any sign of you when his eyes glanced upon a necklace you always wore. It was siting on the kitchen counter, he looked at it closely grazing a hand over the chain then turning back to Hux.
"You're treading in very dangerous waters General,"
With that Kylo turned around, and dropped Hux to his knees with a headache leaving the room.

**Next Day

The Annual First Order Dinner

All of the highest ranking officials would be there, Hux, Kylo and anyone and everyone who had an important position in the fleet including yourself as Hux's assistant. You told Hux multiple times that you didn't want to attend. But he declined your proposal every time.
***
"I will not be attending the dinner," Kylo said to a chief administrator loud enough for Hux to hear.
"Your mission can be moved if you wish Sir," the guy said.
"No the mission is vital."
Hux smirked taking Kylo's bait as he nodded his head and found his way to both of your quarters for the time being.

You hadn't seen Kylo since your fight. He had grabbed you and thrown you against a wall and that was enough to keep you away from him. You had some bruises on your back and shoulders but were alright just sore.
Hux came back to his room quickly to tell you the news.
You walked next to Hux towards the main hall. You were both greeted by troopers and made your way toward the long black table you all would be eating at.

After a few minutes of mingling you all began taking your seats. Hux sat at the head of the table and you sat 3 seats to the right of him. You were amongst some of the best pilots the order has ever seen as they told their heroic stories.

The official directly across from you said he would be back shortly as he excused himself and you nodded to him. As the seat in front of you was once again filled your eyes were looking at your lap messing with the napkin that was placed there. Then he cleared his throat prompting you to look up as your breath hitched in your throat.
Kylo sat there watching you without his mask on revealing his scar and his perfectly placed hair. Looking down at your plate you glanced at Hux who was glaring at Kylo.
Hux started to stand up "Ms. Y/LN I would like to have a word," you began to rise up from your seat placing the napkin on the table nodding to him.
"Sit down" Kylo retorted rising out of his chair glaring at Hux. As you sat back into your chair quickly afraid of what happened last time while keeping your eyes down. Kylo pushed in his chair and began walking around the table behind all of the guests, "So tell me general how have negotiations been going," Kylo began.
"Well quite successful lately we have full control of most borders," Hux states as the officials began to nod in agreement.
Kylo kept walking as he passed the head of the table coming around towards where you were sitting.
"Thats distasteful we should have control of ALL borders by now do they not realize who they are negotiating with?"
Kylo explained angrily as he finally reached the person next to you hesitating for a moment and then stepping again slower than before. Hux was watching intently, at the scene that was unfolding no doubt calling Kylo all sorts of names in his mind. Kylo's hand grazed the back of your chair and shoulders as you shuttered at the sensation. But were brought back from the feeling as Hux broke his glass on the table. You jumped a little gasping and Kylo squeezed your shoulder a little to calm your anxiousness. He remembered that you didn't like loud noises they scared you.

But he released you as Hux was now stammering over to the two of you.
"Touch her again and you'll wish you hadn't," Hux shouted extremely irritated as he had grown feelings for you since you'd been with him very closely for the past few days.
"Are you threating me," Kylo looked directly into his eyes not faltering.
They were both staring at each other and you were growing very tired of this and nervous that they might hurt each other.
"Excuse me," you said quietly and politely to the rest of the table as you got out of your chair placing your napkin on the table. You walked out silently closing the door behind you. You were walking down the hallways trying not to cry too much because you needed to actually see where you were going. You decided to actually take a free room, where guests who visited the order would stay. It wasn't as large of a room as Hux's or Kylo's but it was home for tonight. You unlocked it with your palm and walked in looking over to the window and heading over towards the bed. You threw off your shoes and buried yourself in the soft blankets which were very comforting.
Kylo followed you after you left, at a distance of course but needed to know that you were alright. He stood outside of the door you had just went through. Once he determined that your were asleep he unlocked the door and walked in cautiously. He came into the bedroom and stood at the foot of your bed looking over at you wanting so badly to lie on the other side and pull you into him so that he could feel that warmth that flowed from within you to everyone you met. He was so lonely without you and he missed you more than he'd ever missed anything. When he slept in his bed he missed how he could hold onto you at night, and how you would rest your head right onto his chest.

He placed a hand on your back. Revealing the bruises that he had left. He got onto his knees looking you in the eyes
"Please forgive me," he whispered as you slowly opened your eyes...

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