"You're doing what??!!!!" Slamming your fists down on the table in front of you.
"Will you just shut your mouth" Hux exclaimed.
"Good god Hux I know the terrain of this area better than anyone and you don't want to enter it blindly!"
"Just get out we don't need your unsatisfactory input on every little job we do!" He yelled back throwing a chair at the door.
"You're joking," you replied sarcastically.
"No go now," he replied not even looking at you anymore.
"Fine," you turned to a few troopers,
"I'll sketch out a map of the hostile areas for your troopers and leave it with them."
"No we don't need your help!" (BANG)
The shot fired and knocked you to your knees he shot you in the stomach. And you knew you were in trouble, if you didn't get yourself out you'd bleed out in minutes and the worst part is it would have been in front of Hux.

You stood up still facing the wall and walked out gradually holding your stomach to keep the bleeding as low as possible. The room was silent and you could have heard a pen drop. Quite a few troopers came to aid you, but you waved them off fearful that Hux may act again. The whole point of your being in the first order was to minimize casualties and you stuck to that protocol at all times.

You walked down the hall towards the infirmary avoiding all officials because you didn't have time. Continuing down the hall turning left, going through a short cut and then turning the last corner. You heard heavy footsteps behind you. You slid over against the wall while 3 troopers walked past. Then you continued and felt a tap on your shoulder. Turning around you were standing in front of your boss.

"Supreme Leader," you said normally with your hand still keeping the bleeding to a minimum.
"Y/N would you draw up some plans for the next invasion, I saw that you've been to the planet before,"
"Sure, yes I can today,"
"Great, are you feeling alright you seem worn out," he questioned.
"I could just use some sleep," you said continuing towards the infirmary.
"Y/N, the battle room is this way," he said pointing down the hall.
He needs the plans now?!
"Can this wait till tonight,"
"Why do you have somewhere to be?"
"I" your vision was blurring and you stumbled over to the wall. Then he steadied you. He looked down at your hand pulling it from its place revealing the blood. He walked you over to a chair and sat you down confusingly.
"What happened"
"Incident in the control room," you said and he clenched his fists. You knew what he was thinking.
"Revenge is not the answer here, go to him."
"I'm not leaving you here, while you bleed out," he shouted at you.
You placed a hand on his harm to cool him down. Kylo knew he had mental problems but Hux was just beginning to learn he had them too.

"You don't need anymore injured people go to him and save your men from his wrath because today he's deadly," you said to him quietly.
His hand was on his saber now.
"No you won't be needing that," you reassured him. As he took his hand off of it.
"Stay here, wait for me," he said while walking backwards waiting for your response.

You waved your hand to stop him from worrying more about your condition and finally nodded. Which prompted him to turn towards his destination and run.

You sat back down with a hand on your stomach but you knew you would bleed out in minutes. However you stayed because you were loyal to your leader and best friend. You laid down on the table to wait for him.

3 minutes had passed and Kylo had made it to the control room. 3 troopers were shot execution style dead on the floor. He looked up to Hux who still had the gun in his hand. Kylo realized that he didn't have time to waste here arguing with Hux. There was no logic right now, if Hux felt in anyway the same as he did when he went on his tangents, there would be no agreements or even conversations until it passed. Kylo quickly knocked out Hux with the flick of his wrist to avoid more casualties. He turned to the other stormtroopers who were silently hiding under furniture
"Is anyone else hurt," he said eagerly practically half way out the door. They all shook there heads and with that Kylo was running again.
He was running towards where he left you and didn't see you in the chair. His eyes found you on the table. He stood over you but your eyes were closed and there was a pile of blood surrounding you. He sat in the chair with his forehead down on the table. He had won the battle against Hux but he lost the war that you were fighting internally. The next day a funeral was held for the 4 victims Hux had taken. Kylo placed a his helmet on your casket because you were the one who made him comfortable enough to not have to wear it.

He sat in front of your casket for 2 days, just talking to you, letting you know how grateful he was for you and how much hell he would put Hux through.

Authors Note*****
Updating for all of my rebels!
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