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"Theo, please listen to me," Philp begged her, trying to get her to at least look at him. Theo believed nothing was here for her anymore, that she was just a burden to everyone around her. She believed that Philip loving her was just a lie, it wasn't true, he was just trying to be nice to her because that's how stupid and worthless she was. She just wanted all of this to end and she knew how she could to it. It was an easy solution, all she had to do was pull the trigger, it would take two seconds, and she would be gone, limp in the floor. Philp was terrified, he tried to not show that he was scared, he didn't want her to feel worse than she always did. He loved her with everything he could bare to lose her. He couldn't lose the best relationship he had ever been in, and he was going to stay in it, he was going to get her to put the gun down. He knew about her past, what she had gone though. Theo had lost her mom at a very young age, her dad was around but she still felt like she was unable to do anything correct. Theo's entire body shook as she held the gun to her head.

"Theo, please, give me the gun."

Her body shook as she handed him the gun and fell to the floor sobbing. Philp instantly pulled her into a hug.

"It's ok, I got you, you're ok your safe."

"Philp, I'm sorry," Theo sobbed into his arms. The air around them seemed to be colder than the rest of the room. There was only the two of them in the stairwell of the collage, everyone else was in class or asleep. Philp held her close, and whispered to her, telling her it was ok, that it would be ok. The stairwell was cold and Philip didn't have a jacket to give her, he wanted her to be warm, but he felt nothing would do that for her right know but he still trying, he couldn't think of much that would help. Nothing would fix what Theo had just tried to do, He knew he had to get her help, he had to find some way to help her, but he didn't want her to not trust her with this, with her problems. She has asked him to not tell anyone, but it had been years since that day and at the time Theo was doing better, he thought that promising her that would not have been a big deal. It was a big deal know, everything that he tried to do seemed to make it worse, it seemed to cause it to be more intense, she had started hiding thinks from him. Philp had found bloody knifes in the bathroom, hidden from sight, she had started wearing long sleeves. She always told Philp she hated long sleeves, that they made her too hot, and now it was the middle of the summer and she was wearing long fuzzy jackets and long sleeved shirts. Philp couldn't help but worry about what else she wasn't telling him, he was honestly very scared for her, he loved her and he didn't want to lose her, he didn't want her to be dead either. He didn't know what to do, what he could do to help. Theo got herself calm with Philp's help, and he looked to her and took her hands in his own. He gently made her look to him.

"Theo, I want to help, will you let me help?"

"I need the help, please help me Philip I'm scared," she spoke with tears in her eyes.

" I will help you will be ok, I swear it."