This is for cierra_elizabeth and her Contest so yay! Leo X Reader BTW it's a songfic the song I took from Steven Universe (I semi watch that with my little sister but I love this song.) Daughter of Ares
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Leo's POV
(Y/N), she was my closest friend ever since I came to the camp. After a few months I started to realize the feelings that had started blossoming anytime I was around her.
I was fine with the men
Who would come into her life now and again.
Eventually boys started swarming to her, but she always came back to me. I was fine, especially when she was by my side.
I was fine 'cause I knew
That they didn't really matter until you.
Then she met Sean (pronounced Seen), who was a son of Apollo. He was tall with a caramel blonde hair and ice blue etes.
I was fine when you came
And we fought like it was all some silly game
I was originally fine with him when he came to camp until (Y/N) started to be in that weird 'not really dating, but more than friends' stage. (Y/N) and I had also been in that stage before he came along. Often Sean and I would fight, almost as though it was a game and whoever won would get her.
Over her, who she'd choose.
After all those years, I never thought I'd lose.
"I never thought you would choose him." I mumbled as I looked down at her, tears rolling down my face. He had caused all of this, and he didn't even show up.
It's over, isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it over?
It's over, isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it over?
You won, and she chose you, and she loved you, and she's gone.
"I don't know why she loved you, you were nothing more than a rat. Now she's gone and It's all your fault." I spat angrily.
It's over, isn't it? Why can't I move on?
War and glory, reinvention
Fusion, freedom, her attention,
I thought back to when we were on the Argo II, She'd been there to help when my depression hit, She'd never been to terribly mad at me. But then the quest was over, And she chose Sean. So I tried dating just to get her attention, I acted upset when I found Calypso cheating on me, even though I knew all along she would.
Out in daylight, my potential,
Bold, precise, experimental,Who am I now in this world without her?
I tried many things to get (Y/N)'s attention, but then we fought.
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"I can't believe you do something so petty and childish!" She yelled. Her voice was still beautiful, even when she was mad. I opened my mouth to defend myself but nothing came out. "Actually I can. We're twenty-eight and you're still childish. I can't believe you. I just can't."
"I can't believe you chose Sean!" My voice rebelled against me. I had never before voiced complaint about who she chose, and that crossed the line.
"I chose Sean because he's mature! He knows when it's time to be serious and not joke around! I had hoped that you would have matured a little but you never did!" She yelled.
"I can be mature!" I yelled back trying to defend myself.
"No! You can't! You have never been mature! Gods, sometimes I can't stand you!"
"Yeah well sometimes I can't stand you!" I yelled before I covered up my mouth. What was I doing?
"Good! Then just stay away from me! Forever!" She yelled before she stormed out of the bunker.
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Shortly after that, when I went to apologize I found out that she was pregnant.
Petty and dull with the nerve to doubt her?
What does it matter, it's already done.
I doubted Sean's capability of being a father, and unfortunately I let her know. And we faught again, except she told me that she hated me and didn't want me around her child. That had broken me. But what's done is done.
Now I've got to be there for her son.
It's over, isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it over?
Then we were barely twenty nine, her baby barely off breastfeeding when it happened. She found Sean cheating on her with another, the same another that cheated on me. Her entire world had shattered when they fought, especially when he had told her he never really loved her. She had blamed herself and stopped caring, she had come to me with the baby and asked me to watch him. She told me it would be a while, who knew a while was forever.
It's over, isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it over?
You won, and she chose you, and she loved you, and she's gone.
It had happened barely a mile away from my house in New Rome. She had been murdered, they had come up behind her and stabbed her in the back and left her to die. Unfortunately (Y/N) had assumed something like this would happen and had already left her will, everything going to Me and her baby, Whose name was Jake. After their fight she had taken Sean out of her will and he was fine with that, he even agreed that I could have custody over Jake.
It's over, isn't it? Why can't I move on?
It's over, isn't it? Why can't I move on?
But as much as I've tried to deny it and move on, looking down at her beautiful, lifeless body, I can't help but to cry as I place a flower in her delicate hands, they were extremely soft despite being a child of Ares and dead. I held baby Jake in my hands and he was silent. As though he knew he would never see his mother again. Half of camp was here since we had brought her here, she had said that she had always wanted to be burned at camp whenever she left. I couldn't stand watching the rest so I left. I was hit the hardest and everyone knew.
"It's Over Isn't It (Y/N)?" I asked as I looked up at the stars. I knew she could never come back but I still hoped that one day we could be together, even if we were dead. But for now I have to take care of her son, tell him about his beautiful, smart, strong, funny mother. And how his father is a slimy good for nothing rat, or maybe just tell him that I'm his father. That seems like a better idea, after all he's already lost one parent why make him think he has none?