Jason

I smiled as Justin danced and sang his heart out on stage as thousands of girls and boys screamed happily.

He was currently finishing 'Hold Tight' and now the tune to 'No Pressure' came on.

I watched from the side of the stage as walked to the front with one of his backup dancers. Big Sean's verse started to play.

The crowd seemed to scream louder and Aubree bent down then Justin picked her up.

My heart hurt a bit. No lie. He is my boyfriend.

No the world doesn't know we're together. Heck they don't even know he's gay.

It get hard sometimes, resisting to kiss him or hold his hand.

Gets to the point where we have to go in separate cars in public.

Though I'm so glad Scooter is not making have a fake girlfriend/ beard.

I sighed. He's just not ready.

And I don't know if I can accept that any longer.

I turned around and went to sit on one of the backstage lounges.

I could hear Justin's voice sing 'As Long As You Love Me'.

"You alright man?" Once of the stage producers asked.

I looked up and nodded.

"Yeah, I'm fine thanks," I faked a smile. Really I'm depressingly sad right now.

Soon I found myself jumping up as Justin walked back stage, body sweaty.

"Babe!" He smiled.

I forced a smile, yes forced.

"Great show tonight," I congratulated him.

He grinned and hugged me.

"Did you like it, Jase?" He asked stilling smiling as he wiped his face with the towel I gave him.

"Of course, I liked it," I smiled.

"Thanks, these shows really mean alot to me and my beliebers," He said.

"Ready to go," His bodyguard asked.

Justin nodded. "Let's go, Jase," He smiled.

We walked side by side as his bodyguard led us out.We had planned to go have dinner at a restaurant close by. I just, to be honest, wanted to get on the bus and cuddle with him. Call me selfish, I don't care.

I been feeling down and I just need some loving snuggles from my boyfriend to cheer me up.

As we were about to walk out, Justin's crew and friends stopped us.

"Aye! Justin! Coming for drinks tonight?" One of them said.

"Aww sorry, guys, gonna go have dinner with Jase and then have an early night together," He apologised then looked at me.

"Man, c'mon, it will be a good night," They pushed.

I sighed quietly.

"Jay, just go, I'm kinda feeling sick tonight," I said. He frowned.

"Are you sure? What's wrong? If you're sick, I'll stay in with you," He said looking at me with worried eyes.

"I'm fine babe, you go have fun, it's the last night here," I said, even though I was secretly wishing he'd still wouldn't go.

I've been feeling like Justin is so close yet so far away.

His crew said something before Justin made up his mind.

"Okay, I'll be home early though," He said hugging me. I nodded and hugged him back while he kissed my cheek.

We went separate ways and I got the bus while Justin hopped into one of the cars.

I shut the door behind me and sighed.

Anxiety swirling in my stomach. A feeling like something's gonna happen.

I got in bed, putting my phone on charge and closed my eyes.

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I tossed and turned vivid images playing in my mind. Please don't let it happen.

Not being able to sleep anymore, I sat up and got on my phone.

Went onto snapchat seeing the crews' snap at the club.

I clicked on Hailey's name only to break out into a loud sob.

(NO HATE BRO!)

How could he do this?

I just knew something was gonna happen.

This was it.

I quickly got up and start packing my bags. Walking around collecting all of my belongs in the room.

After they were filled, I put on my shoes and I got a quick note.

'I'm happy for you and I hope you're happy with her. Please don't look for me, Just save me the heartbreak. - Jason' I write as a tear drop fell on the paper.

I placed it on the table and picked up my bags and walked out.

Tears freely running down my cheeks.

I called a taxi and hopped in.

With that, I didn't look back..

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700+ words! -not edited-

Should I make a part 2?

Hoped you liked it my loves💓

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