Justin

"Goodnight Sydney! I love you!" I scream into the microphone, a wide smile plastered on my face.

As soon as the platform went down, any signs of happiness washed away.

Scooter came and greeted me. "JB, good show tonight," He congratulated, patting my back. "Yeah thanks," I said, giving him a barely there smile.

I mean how can I smile when my husband and son are missing. It's been 4 months.

"Justin, we have some news about them," Scooter said. I froze as I wiped the sweat of my face and neck.

"W-what do you mean? W-what is it?" I asked. My heart beating even faster. He motioned for me to follow and I did. He led me to where Jason's gang member, Riley was sitting, his laptop in front.

"R-Riley," I said getting his attention. He looked up at me with sad eyes. "Hey, uh we got a video sent to us. Uh did you want to watch it yourself first then we'll scan it or together?" He asked, showing me the silver disk. I stared at the disc, hoping they would just pop out.

"Justin," Riley said. I nodded. "Uh, we can watch it together," I said, after noticing the wet feeling on my cheeks. I don't know if I could watch it by myself. He patted the seat next to him.

He pushed the disk in and it started loading. I don't know what I'm thinking right. My heart is beating a million times per minute. I tapped my leg up and down, my patience already worn.

"Ah, Justin Bieber, what a shame you aren't here," The rough voice of a man said.

The camera was showing my lover looking unconscious and beaten and my baby boy crying for his father to wake up and save them. "Could have the whole family together,"

"Papa, please wake up! I scared," My baby boy cried.

They were chained and tied up against a dirty wall.

"Now Justin, I'm feeling generous, so I'm going to let you choose who you want to live," He said.

My eyes widen and big fat tears spilled out of my eyes. No, no! I want both of them to live.

The sound of my baby boy sobbing harder breaking my heart into a million pieces.

"Papa! I scared!" He balled, his body racking, trying to reach Jason.

"Shut up kid!" The man shouted from behind the camera. He flinched at his harshness and whimpered.

Jason looked like he gained consciousness.

He looked around until his eyes locked on Julian.

"Baby, are you okay?" He asked, his voice hoarse. He tried reaching over to the crying boy but was restricted by the chains. "Let him go!" He yelled angrily.

"Baby, look, papa's here," Jason whispered to him. Julian trying to crawl to him.

"Aww, that's so sickening," The man said. This man has no heart.

"Anyways now make your choice," He said. "Him," He said, zooming in Jason.

Jason's eyes widened. Tears pouring out of his eyes.

"Justin, baby! Choose Julian! Please! Just save him!" He cried. I was breaking down.

"Please baby, save him, I'll be fine, find someone else, someone better than me, find someone who will love you and our baby boy more than I do," He whispered. The hope fading in his blue eyes. He's giving up.

"Please, someone who will take care you and Julian," He whispered. He's never looked so vulnerable and broken.

"Please, I love you so much, I'll love you forever," He said.

"Who will it be?" It last said.

I fell to my knees balling. I couldn't do anything to help them right now. I felt so helpless.

"Justin," Someone said. I looked up and saw Alex. "Alex, please bring them back to me," I cried into his chest. "Please," I whispered.

Alex

I frowned as Justin cried himself to sleep. I got up with him in my arms and walked over to the bodyguards as they waited for Justin. I gave Scooter a single nod, getting one in return.

"Where to sir?" He asked as I seated myself on the cushion seat with Justin on my lap. "Home," I said. He nodded as the black glass went up.

I sighed. I looked down at Justin. He's become pale and unhealthy. Hardly eating or drinking unless I force him. The moment he's off stage, he's full of sadness not adrenaline anymore.

I moved a strand of hair away from his sweaty forehead. His face filled with exhaustion.

"I'll find them," I whispered.

Justin

I inwardly groaned as I couldn't sleep anymore. Every little sleep I get are nightmares after nightmares. I can't stand it. I toss and turn all night trying to even get a wink of sleep. I finally settled laying on my back as I looked up towards the ceiling.

Please God, save my boys. They don't deserved this. It's been 6 months already.

A tear ran down my cheek as I thought of them. Of the video. My baby boy scared out of his mind. Jason looking like he's good as dead. My heart strains, feeling hurt.

"Justin," I heard pulling me out of my thoughts. I turned my head to the door and saw Alex. "Yeah?" I asked croaky from all the crying.

"It's time to get ready for the show," He said. His eyes a dull blue and bags under them.

"Okay," I nodded. I heard him sigh and leave the room. I know he wants me to say more than just one or two words in a conversation but I just can't. Even when performing, I'm speaking less. I feel sorry for my beliebers who paid money to get a full experience but like I said, I just can't.

How can I?

I got up and slipped on some basketball shorts and long shirt. I walked downstairs and put on my yeezys.

I walked outside to see Alex already waiting at the car. I hopped in and popped my earphones in. I really don't want converse with anyone.

The car came to a stop and I jumped out. Letting my bodyguards guide me into the arena. I hope I can do this tonight. I'm so close to just cancelling every show until I find them but Alex won't let me.

He's like my dad on tour.

"Alright, Justin we have an hour til showtime. You can chill for while," Alex said. I nodded and walked to my dressing room.

I laid across the lounge and sighed.

When am I gonna get my boys back?

I think I fell asleep because when I woke up Alex was trying to wake me up.

"Justin? You right?" He asked.

I sat up and looked around. I turned back to him and nodded. "Yeah, just fell asleep, s'all," I answered. He nodded with a small smile. Probably because I got some sleep.

"Alright, it's Showtime in 5, so let's go," He said, looking at his watch.

As I walked closer to the stage I could hear my fans chanting my name.

It started faint but became louder.

Justin! Justin! Justin!

I stepped onto the toaster and got ready.

"Good times, Justin," Alex said before I was zoomed up on stage.

Knowing the lights will turn on I replaced my frown with a smile.

Suddenly the lights came on, blinding me.

"Sydney! Who ready to have a good time?!" I shouted into the mic. Looking around, I saw fans jumping up and down and crying.

I paused just observing the arena full of fans.

"Alright, let's go!"

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I jumped out bed tiredly as I made my downstairs to the door. A constant knocking on the other side.

I yawned as I opened the door but stopped halfway in shock. Everything seemed to stop.

"J-Jason," I stuttered.

He looked up. I gasped as his face was broken and bruised. His bloody arms wrapped around a cover Julian. His shirtless figure making my her shatter even more.

"I'm sorry," He whispered before giving my baby boy and collapsing.

"Jason!" I screamed. Tears pouring out of my eyes. My vision going blurry.

Julian was cradled into my arms sleeping. I unwrapped him revealing his clothes cut up and bloody. One thing I noticed was his shoulder, wrapped in what looked like Jason's shirt. Blood staining the dirty white shirt. My baby's got injured.

I could hear commotion around me as I cried. Everyone in the house now around us.

"Alex! What's wrong with him?!" I cried as Alex looked at Jason laying on the ground before me.

"Someone call 000!" He screamed at anyone. "Quick he's losing too much blood!"

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"McCann?" The doctor said walking out of the surgery unit.

I stood up walking towards him.

"Alright, Julian got a bullet shot through his shoulder. We got it out and bandaged his shoulder and put his arm through a sling to hold it up. Now we did find bruising on his wrists from being restrained and a cigarette burn to his back. He's very malnourished and weak due to the lack of food and water. But as for that he's good. He's under medication for the pain. He's awake and is in the children's ward. Room 207," He explained looking up from his clipboard.

"He's a lucky kid," He said. My poor sweet baby boy.

"A-and Jason?" I asked scared to find out.

"Now Jason is a slightly different story. He's not very lucky. Jason got shot in the chest with a bullet. We did manage to remove it. It did just missed his heart but punctured his lung. Now Jason was tortured and abused,"

I fell to the ground crying. How could anyone?

"Whip scarring now up and down his back, cigarette burns along his torso. He's been kicked and slammed against a wall. Resulting in 5 broken ribs, a broken arm and fractured ankle also a crack skull. He's lucky he's survived for so long. These injuries has been there for a while. But saying that, he was put into an induced coma and on life support,"

"No! No! Please! He can't be dead!" I sobbed on the ground.

"Mr Bieber, I'm sorry, we'll give it 3 weeks tops," He said sadly.

"Doc, which room is he in?" Alex asked beside me rubbing my back.

"ICU Room 27," He answered.

"Justin, c'mon let's go see them," Alex said. I nodded and stood up weakly, stumbling.

"Woah, you right?" He asked. I nodded. "Yeah lost my balance," I said.

"Alright, how about you see Julian first since he's awake? Yeah?" He suggested.

"Yeah, um do you mind if I go in by myself?" I asked timidly. "Oh, of course, I'll go see Jason's condition," He said.

He patted my shoulder and we went separate ways.

I walked towards the double door that said CHILDREN'S WARD in colour letters.

Alright. 207, 207, 207, 207, yes, 207!

I took in a deep breathe before opening the door.

I almost cried as the sight of my baby boy, looking ever so tiny on the big bed. His arm in a sling like the doctor said. He was looking down playing with a toy in his other hand.

"Baby," I whispered. His head snapped up and began to smile.

"Daddy! You're here!" He grinned. "Yeah baby, always," I said walking beside his bed.

"I missed you Daddy," He said looking up with his blue eyes.

"Daddy missed you more, more than you'll ever know," I whispered, bringing my hand up to move a strand of hair off his face.

"It was really scary, Daddy. The mean man hit papa so many times!" He exclaimed. My eyes widen. He let him watch?!

"Baby, did you watch papa get hit?" I asked. He hummed agreeing. How could someone watch a son watch his father get beat to death. Or anyone watch their father get beat.

"Did the man hit you baby?" I asked looking at him. "No, but he put the smokey stick on my back, it burned!" He pouted.

"Baby can you show me?" I asked even if I was scared to look.

He nodded and pointed to his back. I helped him forward and moved the gown. I gasped as the cigarette burn, scarred on his back.

"Is that all?" "Yeah daddy,"

"You're safe now baby," I said hugging him gently and kissed his forehead. "Daddy? Where's papa? Is he okay? He couldn't breathe before," He said frowning making me frown.

"What do you mean Bub?"

"Well when papa was thrown against the wall, he was on the ground gasping, I think trying to get air,"

"Daddy, it was really scary," He whimpered.

I pulled to my chest and sighed. "I'm here now baby," I whispered.

"Daddy?" "Yeah?" "My shoulder hurts," I leaned back and let go of him. "I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry you had to go through all of that, you were a brave boy," I said.

"I'll go get the doctor for some more medication," I said shutting the door quietly.

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Alex

"Jason, I'm so glad you're here but please just wake up for me," I said sitting beside my little brother.

"Justin misses you so much, he's so weak, I have to force him to eat and drink nowadays. Please wake up," I whispered.

"I can't lose you," I said looking down. "Justin can't, Julian can't, your family needs you," I said.

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Justin

"Alright baby, get some rest," I whispered, rubbing his back as he was laid down and yawning.

"Goodnight daddy," He yawned.

"Goodnight sweetheart," I said leaning down and kissing his head. I pulled the blanket up and tucked him in.

I walked out and shut the door quickly. I'll come back after I see Jason.

I made my way to Jason's room and prepared myself for the worst. I opened the door and gasped at his condition.

"My baby," I said, a tear running down my cheek.

"Justin, how's Julian?" Alex asked sitting beside Jason's bed.

"He's okay now, he's sleeping," I whispered.

"That's good," He said standing up.

"I'm gonna give you some alone time before we have to go, it's way past visiting hours, I'll outside," He said walking past me.

I slowly walked towards the sleeping Jason. "Jason, baby what did they do you?" I cried grabbing his free hand.

"I missed you so much! I couldn't sleep knowing you and Julian were out there getting hurt. Julian told me, they made him watch you get beat up, how could they?

Jason please wake up, please," I whispered. "For me," I said, gripping his loose hand.

All of a sudden there was a knock on the door. The doctor poked his head in. "Justin, sorry but you have to leave for the night," He said. I nodded and stood up understanding. "Alright, make sure he's okay, all night, even if I have to pay you," I said to him.

"No need to worry, son. I am his doctor after all. He's in good hands. Same as Julian," He said patting my shoulder.

I made my way downstairs to the carpark. I noticed there were little to no cars. I spotted Alex smoking and blowing the smoke out.

"You ready?" "Yeah,"

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"Jason, Jase, please wake up baby, today's the day they're going to turn off the machine," I cried. Blubbering into the cotton blanket laid across him.

"Please, I love you so much! I can't lose you!" I said sobbing.

All of a sudden, his heart monitor started beeping crazily and I was pushed out of the room.

"Please! Please save him!" I cried.

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2k+ words! -not edited-

First one shot ever!

But I hoped you liked it.

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