Fem!Zayn😍

Zayn

I stood in the kitchen cutting up fresh fruit for my babies when they came home.

"Honey, we're home!" I heard as the front door opened.

"In the kitchen!" I answered.

Soon I heard footsteps walk into the kitchen.

"Hey mama!"

"Hi mummy!"

"Hey Ma!

"Hi Mama!"

My 4 children greeted me.

I smiled and placed the knife down.

"Babies! Hello!" I said hugging each one.

"Go sit down, I have fruit bowls for all of yous," I said.

They nodded and sat at the dining table.

"Alright, one for you," I said handing my youngest, Juilian, a bowl.

"One for you," Handing the bowl to my second youngest, Jaedon.

"One for you," I said to my middle child, Judah.

"And last one for you," I said handing the last bowl to my only daughter, Jayda.

"Do you have another one?" I heard a voice.

I snapped my head to the opening over the kitchen to smile.

"Jackson!" I smiled. My first and oldest child.

"Come give me a hug baby!" I said opening my arms.

He grinned and ran into my open embrace.

"Mama," He smiled, squeezing me tight.

"I miss you so much!" I whispered.

"Missed you too Mama," He said after pulling away.

I couldn't wipe the smile off my face even if I wanted to.

"Welcome home," I smiled.

"Glad to be back,"

"Mum! Dad keeps stealing my strawberries!" I heard Judah yell.

I looked up to see Justin smiling slowly chewing on the red strawberry.

"Justin,"

"No I wasn't," He said, innocently.

"Go get your own, my babies need their fruit, this is the only time they will," I said.

He chuckled and shook his head.

"You kids are lucky,"

"Jacky! I missed you," My youngest yelled.

Jackson walked over to the table and hugged his youngest brother.

"Bunny, I missed you more. I didn't have anyone to cuddle at night," Jackson pouted.

Julian's eyes widen. "I here now!"

We all 'aww'ed.

"Jackson here," Justin said handing him a bowl of fruit.

"Thanks dad," He said and sat down.

"So what are you doing here son?" Justin asked.

"You don't want me here?" Jackson asked.

"Of course we want you here!" I gasped.

I always want my babies home together.

"I was joking Ma, I know," He smiled.

"Anyways we got a one week break, so I decided since I haven't seen my family in months, why not visit them," He answered.

"Aww that's sweet of you," I smiled. I've really missed him. With him overseas I hardly see him.

"Well welcome home, son," Justin smiled still eating a strawberry.

"Thanks,"

"Why didn't you tell us you were coming? I could of picked you up. I could had time to clean the house," I ranted.

He just laughed. "Well it wouldn't be surprise,"

"Got you there babe," My husband chuckled.

"Shut up," I said sending him a glare.

"And I'm a big boy, I can find my way home and mum are you serious? The house is never messy," He answered my previous questions.

"That's true," Justin piped up.

"Thanks honey," I smile.

Jackson got up and placed his bowl in the sink washing it. I stared at him as he looked all grown up.

"Uh, is it alright if I have a rest? 16 hours on plane with this old man that kept snoring in my ear," He chuckled wiping his hands on the tea towel.

"Uh see, this why you should of told us. You could took your father's jet," I said smirking.

He looked up and smile.

"Mama knows best, Jackson," Justin commented walking around and kissing my cheek.

"I know,"

"So it's alright I can go to sleep for a bit?" He asked again.

I nodded my head. "Of course you can, don't have to ask. You know where your room is," I smiled gesturing him to go.

His eyes widened at my last sentence. "You didn't change my room?" He asked.

"Of course not! I knew you're always gonna come back," I winked. He smiled and kissed my cheek.

"He's turning into a fine young man," Justin said beside me.

I turned my head and smile. "He is,"

"How was the studio, Jaan?" I asked him.

"Good, I finished recording," He said grinning.

"That's so good, your songs are always beautiful," I complimented.

"Thanks darling," He smiled hugging me.

"Mama, can I play with Jacky now?" Julian asked.

"Sorry baby, Jackson went to go have a nap, do you have any homework?" I asked him.

"Aw okay, Mr. White said we get no homework because we have all been good," He said quickly cheering up. (a/n: my kindergarten teacher Mr White was the best. And now 10 years later, I could say he's an uncle☺️)

"That's good baby," I smiled.

"Homework?" I asked the other 3.

"Yes but I need help,"

"No,"

"No but I've got to study,"

"Alright, you two older ones are dissmissed. I will be up there soon to help you Jae," I said.

They got up and cleaned their bowls before disappearing out of the kitchen.

"Who wants to watch a movie with daddy?" Justin asked, pulling out a bottle of water.

"Mee! Choose me!" Julian excitedly said jumping in his seat putting his hand up.

Ever since he started Kindergarten, if someone asks him something, he'll put his hand up and yell me. It's really cute.

"Alright, I choose Julian," Justin said playing along.

Our six year old beamed in his seat, so happy he got chosen.

"Jude?"

Our sixteen year finally looked up from his phone.

"Uh, yeah okay," He said.

"Let's go baby," Justin said to Julian. Julian smiled and picked up his bowl and tried to put it in the sink which was taller than him.

Judah walked up behind him grabbing the bowl out of his hands.

"Fanks," Julian said. He still has his babylike habits.

"Babe you coming?" My husband asked.

"Yeah, I'll be in there later, I have to help Jae," I explained.

He smiled and walked out.

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"Ugh!"

I frowned when I opened the door. Jaedon was at his desk, glasses on his head, rubbing out the equation.

"Baby? You alright?" I asked walking over to the desk.

"Yeah Ma, just can't solve this question," He frowned.

"Alright, let me take a look," I said sitting beside him.

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"Oh my lord! Thank you Mama!" Jaedon said smiling.

"Welcome baby,"

"Without you, I'd still be sitting here," He said shutting his book.

"Why don't you go watch a movie with your dad and brothers," I said leading him out of the room.

"Okay," He said making his way to the movie room.

I decided to check on Jayda but as I opened the door, she was nowhere in sight.

Thinking she went to watch a movie, I decided to check on Jackson.

As I got to the door, I heard hush murmured talking. I don't really like eavesdropping but just this once.

"Jack what's he like?" I heard a female voice ask. Jayda.

"He's beautiful, so sweet and caring," Jackson answered.

"Ohh, that's nice," She said.

"So how are you going to tell mum and dad?" She asked kinda loud.

"Shh! Don't be so loud!" He scolded.

"Sorry, I just happy for you though," Jayda said happily.

"Anyways I'll tell dad first, then just ease into it with Ma, you know how she is, Mama bear will come out," He chuckled.

Damn right she will, if anything happens to her cubs.

I decided to leave and go join the others. Pushing their conversation to the back of my mind. They'll come to me when they're ready.

I opened the door the the movie room to see Julian cuddled up to Justin while Judah sat next to them.

"Is there room for one more?" I asked. Justin popped his head up over the lounge and spotted me.

"Of course!" He smiled moving over a bit.

I smiled walking over the refreshments bar we installed in here.

(A/N: just edited to the writing to Bieber family. was once 'welcome to the rice family' but it's fucking goals😍👌🏽)

I got a packet of skittles before walking over to the lounge.

"Mama!" Julian grinned.

I laid down beside them and Julian now sat between Justin and I.

"Your lucky, just in time for a new movie," Justin said holding the remote.

"Lucky me," I smiled laying me head back on Justin's arm.

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I was deep in thought when Justin snapped me out of it.

"Penny for your thoughts?" He asked climbing into his side of the bed.

"I don't know, I know it's bad but I overheard Jayda and Jackson speaking. And I heard they were talking about a boy. I was about to leave then Jayda asked how is he going to tell us," I explained.

I looked up and Justin's chocolate eyes sparkled. "Tell us what?"

"I think he's gay and has a boyfriend," I said.

There was silence.

"Do you think that's bad?" He asked lacing our fingers together.

I took a deep breath.

"Of course not. I'm his full supporter, I just wish he'd tell me, we're not as close anymore," I said sadly remembering all the times Jackson has come to me asking for answers.

I'm gradually accepting the fact Jackson all grown up and won't be needing me as much. It just hurts sometimes. He's my first child and already left the nest.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

Justin got up and opened the door.

"Hey Jack, what's up?" He asked.

Speak of them and they shall come.

"Uh can I tell you and mum something?" Jackson asked. I suddenly perked up, sounded serious.

"Yeah course, come in," Justin said moo bc aside.

"Hey baby," I smiled.

He came and sat at the end of the bed.

"Hey Ma,"

"How was your sleep?" I asked.

"Good,"

"Hungry?" I asked.

"No, no Ma, I just need to tell you something well two things but the first one, real quick," He blurted.

I nodded.

He took a deep breath. "So uhm,"

His eyes casted to the floor.

"Well,"

"Uh,"

"Ugh, I'm just going to say it, I'm gay," He said frustrated, still looking down.

I smiled warmly.

"Come here baby," I said. He looked up and I saw his eyes brimmed with tears. My heart hurt.

"I'm so proud you told me," I smiled.

"Really? You're not mad?" He asked now laying between us.

"Of course not, I accept however you are," I smiled moving a piece of his hair out of his face.

"Thank you," He said.

"See it wasn't so hard," Justin commented.

I snapped my head towards him.

"You fucking knew?!" I yelled, slapping his arm.

"Yes I'm sorry, I didn't tell you because it wasn't my place," He answered.

It was silent before I spoke up.

"Um, excuse me," I said before opening the door to the balcony.

The cold night air nipped at my nose.

I shut the door behind me before walking over to the railing and taking a big breath.

I don't know why I'm even upset over this but the fact that Jackson couldn't tell me sooner.

I don't know...

Why couldn't he tell me? Was he scared?

I shiver as the breeze hit me.

I sighed looking out over the city.

I heard the click of the door shut.

"Babe, you okay?" My husband ask behind me, placing a kiss on the back of my neck.

He wrapped a blanket around me before sliding his arms around me.

"I'm fine," I whispered. I didn't wanna talk about it.

"Jack thinks you're upset because of him," He said.

I frowned. No.

"I'm not upset," I said shaking my head.

I turned around in his arms as he brought me into his chest.

"Why couldn't he tell me?" I asked, tears falling.

"You know how he is. He values your opinion a lot and he was thinking about the negatives," He answered.

"That you'd never accept. Kick him out. Even go as far as disowning him aswell," He said.

I shook my head.

"I would never,"

"I know baby, I know,"

"I'm sorry I hit you," I said closing my eyes.

"It's okay," He whispered, placing a kiss on my temple.

"I'm gonna go talk to him," I said after a while of looking out over the busy city.

He nodded. "Alright, I think he's in his room,"

I walked over across the hall to Jackson's room. I knocked and waited for a response.

A small 'come in' was heard.

I opened the door to be met with darkness.

"Ma?" He croaked.

"Baby, I, I'm so sorry for reacting like that in front of you and swearing," I apologised. God know how I hate swearing.

"It's okay, you should of told you too," He said.

I sat down on his bed. "I'm sorry," He whispered.

"No, no don't be sorry," I said.

He leaned up and wrapped his arm around me.

"What's wrong with your arm?" I asked.

"Well it's occupied by a six year old," He chuckled.

I looked over and low and behold, Julian was sound asleep on his arm.

"Aww," I cooed.

"He's missed you so much," I said.

"I know, I missed the rascal too,"

He yawned mid-sentence.

"Alright, get some sleep, goodnight baby," I said kissing his forehead and same with Julian's.

"Night Ma,"

"Sweet dreams," I said walking over to the door.

"And tomorrow we'll talk about this boy," I winked and his eyes widened before I closed the door.

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