Don't worry. I'm actually okay right now. I just came up with the idea and it had to be written. Ya know?

Inside my mind a pain swells:

Whirling vortex of misery,

As gone as can be,

Never to truly return

To the happiness I once knew

Too long have I suffered

Outside my own control

Damned be your mind

If within my words you don't discover

Every first letter's truth

,

Forever I may wait

Only to finally

Rest peacefully eternally

Never again my dear child

Once sleep can hold me near

Will tears pour from my eyes

Inside my mind I can't breathe:

Water begins to fill my lungs

Inside my bones it aches too deep

Little could others know

Little could others tell

Outside my skin lay seas of hatred

Noses held high to feign importance

Like anyone could ever learn

You kill us with your ignorance

Still I stand

Lest to not be forgotten

Even in the brightest hours

Every thought I own is dark

Perhaps it can be fixed with one night's sleep

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