Dear Diary,

I was jealous. Always jealous, always. I wanted her. She had her. (Confusing right?)

I couldn't help it if I was jealous of her my bestfriend/roommate Yoo Jungyeon . I saw the way my penguin/my mitang looked at her, the way Jungyeon whispered to Mina, the way Mina's face would blush.
When Mina touched Jungyeon; Mina stroked Jungyeon skin, kissed Jungyeon cheeks softly. 

I wanted Mina to be mine; I wanted nothing more than to be in Jungyeon place. I would give anything if it meant I could be in her place for just 5 minutes.

Yet Jungyeon made a fuss about the way Mina held her; Mina held her as if she were a bubble. Mina held her body close to her; heart to heart. She fussed and whined and complained and swatted Mina away. 

Jungyeon didn't want Mina and yet Mina always went back to her. Time and time again, Mina would go to her, grab her arm and stay with her.

Mina didn't care that she was much younger than Jungyeon was, Mina didn't care that every one gawked at her when she walked with Jungyeon. Her arm wrapped carefully around Jungyeon waist, her finger laced with Jungyeon. Mina didn't have eyes for any one or anything but Jungyeon.

Why was Jungyeon so important to Her?

Jungyeon didn't come to school today and Mina didn't know yet. Mina was standing in front of the gates waiting for her. "Mina," I said her name carefully. Mina didn't see Jungyeon so she left.

Mina pulled out her phone and sent Jungyeon a text.Mina just kept walking. Jungyeon sent her a message and she read it gratefully.Mina smiled when she read it. Jungyeon could make her smile. 

I couldn't do that. Why couldn't I do that?

Mina eyes lit up when ever Jungyeon was around, Mina became a softer person whenever Jungyeon was around, Mina was happier when ever Jungyeon was around.Why was it always when Jungyeon was around? 

Mina + Jungyeon = Mitang happy = me jealous. 

Mina thinks about Jungyeon all the time. Mina would do anything for Jungyeon. Mina would do everything for Jungyeon. Mina would die for Jungyeon. Would Jungyeon die for Mina? 

I would die for Mina. That's exactly what I'm doing right now. I'm dying for that penguin, I'm dying bcs of Myoui Mina.

Mina claimed that Jungyeon was her other half; her perfect match. Jungyeon saw Mina for who she was and let her be that person, no matter what it meant. Even if it meant Mina would get Jungyeon in the process.

Of course I wanted to be in Jungyeon place. 

Mina loved me but not the way she loved Jungyeon.

It broke my heart when I saw them together.

But I knew Jungyeon was what made Mina happy.

But if being with Jungyeon made her happy then they could have each other.

And even as painful as it is....

 I will move on.

Will i??......

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JUNGMI IS REAL!!!Hahahaha ALSO NAMO/MONAYEON Hhahaha

Putcha! Jungmi & namo feels in this era .... Im missing mimoments 😭😭 guys do i need to move on too!? mimoooo😂😭😭