Brandon was a mess. He hadn't slept in days. He would lay awake all night staring at the ceiling thinking about her.

She was the only thing on his mind. He loved her. Where was she now when he needed her most? Probably off having sex with another man.

(I respect Kara like a lot. Again this isn't real. If Kara is actually reading this which idk why but just in case I'm sorry.)

Mat was on a plane. He stared off into the night sky willing the plane to go faster. 'Please don't do anything stupid' Mat mentally begged Brandon.

For what seemed like years but was a mere 6 hour flight, the plane landed. (I don't know. I don't do research. Okay?) Mat rushed to the baggage claim grabbed his hastily packed items and grabbed a Taxey (Cab Y'know. Like the animator?) giving them Brandon's address. (I don't know. ITS LIKE MIDNIGHT I DONT LOOK STUFF UP AROUND THIS TIME)

Mat rushed over to the door, thanking the driver and handing him the money, his suit case flying behind him.

Mat franticly pounded on the door. He heard foot steps and the door creaked open and he was met with a dreary eyed Brandon.

His hazel eyes had seemingly lost all the life in them and he had a "You fucking kidding me. Why are you here" look on his face.

Mat dropped his suit case and hugged the man. "God. I don't know what I would have done if you weren't here right now. Please don't scare me like that. I sent thousands of messages on skype. And that was just me." Mat refused to let go even when Brandon said he had to get his stuff which was still on the porch.

Mat did eventually did go get his stuff before heading to bed. "You should have told me that you were co-" Mat cut him off. "I told you like Fifty fucking times and you never answered. So don't give me that crap." Mat screwed with the brunette's hair.

"Hey hands off." Brandon whined swatting away Mat's hands. Mat crossed his arms across his chest and pouted.

The two chatted and bickered like siblings, except each of them wish to be more than just good friends. Though Mat loved looking at Brandon like the brother he never had, he wished Brandon was actually family instead of just a friend.

Sometimes Mat would fantasize about him asking the brown haired teen out and him saying yes, but he knew he was straight. Brandon ha- no. She wasn't there anymore.

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Brandon waving his hand in front of the young a faults face wouldn't get his attention. So he ran out side and grabbed his stuff, sifted through the bag until he found one of his hoodies and hit him with it.

"Wha- HEY!" Mat shouted.

Brandon giggled and pushed Mat onto the bed and sat on his chest. "Petey it's hard to breath." Mat whined.

"Sucks to be you then." Brandon refused to get up.

Mat sighed and rolled over making Brandon Yelp and hop off him in surprise.

Brandon didn't know how seeing Mat cheered him up so much but it just did.

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Mat spent the next few days hoping to get Brandon to feel better about the whole Kara not being around.

In that span of time Mat had become the helpless victim of love. He desperately wanted to tell Brandon by he knew that it was too soon.

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It's been around a month and they lived together as friends. They filmed together all the time and nothing could break them apart.

Mat decided it was time to tell him.

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Just a few days after Mat had brought Brandon to a small field filled with a assortment of flowers. He had a basket of food to which Brandon liked and a bouquet of flowers.

They ate lunch normally under the rays of the sun. The sky was a bright blue and there wasn't a cloud to be seen. A slight breeze would blow through the field ever here and there picking up the sweet scent of the flowers.

Birds were chirping happily and the occasional bee would buzz by, Brandon freaking out when it came near him.

"Brandon. I've been wanting to say this for ages and now is the best time. From the moment I met you, your hazel eyes and brown hair along with your smile your voice, everything about you is what I fell in love with. So it took me eight years to tell you this and starting today I want to end our friend ship. I want to replace that friend ship status with a relation ship status. That is, if you want to as well." Mat finished.

Mat was hoping and praying for a yes. From the time it took Brandon to take in the whole situation to the time he opened his mouth felt like a forever and a half.

"I'm sorry. I just don't think I'm ready to be in another relation ship yet. Let me piece my self back together. Then I'll think about it." Brandon answered.

Mat's heart shattered.

A/N:

-Chased by angry people-

Me: No regreeeeeeeeeeets...

-Voice trails off as she runs into the distance-