Off to another day at work. Bleugh.

After a long, long day at school I don’t even have time to update my Facebook status. I know what it would be, ‘Off to work. Kill me now’. I don’t know why anyone would willingly work at a fast food restaurant. Really, I don’t.

I trudged into work with a sour face. As I dumped my bag in the back I caught sight of the roster and suddenly felt a little better. Ryan is working!

Ryan is the most amazing, sexy, sweet, perfect guy you will ever meet. He’s tall, about six foot, with short sandy hair that he spikes up at the front and lets it sit rough at the back. He has green-blue eyes and his smile is just perfect. Not to mention I caught him changing into his work shirt once and he has a flat stomach with cut lines that disappear into his pants. Then there’s the fact that he is nice to everyone and would stand up for you no matter who it is that’s bothering you.

I think I love him. I think I’ve been in love with him since I met him. But come on, no guy like him would ever want to go out with a girl like me. I wear glasses for goodness sake. I guess I’m not awful but he is just so… everything.

So here I am in my frumpy work clothes and he walks in and somehow still looks sexy with his wayward hair and flirty little smile. He gives everyone that smile.

I guess one good thing is that he’s so flirty; it means I get some of that attention. God it makes my heart race when he flirts with me.

“Hey you.” He walked past with a big grin and raised his eyebrows a little at me. “Looking good!”

I laughed out loud. “Please, I just threw this on.” I flicked my hand and he chuckled.

“Been busy?” He asked, pulling his hat on over his perfect hair.

“I just got in.”

“Yeah, what about the rest of your day? Silly thing.”

“Dull, I had a test this morning, I think I failed.”

“I’m sure you’ll be fine, I have exams in a month.” He was one year older than me at school, only a few months really.

Sadly we went to different schools. Though I would probably fail everything if I had him to distract me. Oh! Now I’m distracted by thinking up ways in which he could distract me. I’ll bet he is just amazing at being distracting.

I was running orders for him while he charmed the customers. Many the beautiful young girl comes here purely and simply so that they can ogle him while they drink their diet cokes. He was laughing with these two girls now. One of them has blonde straightened hair and high waisted shorts with a singlet that shows of her hound dogs. Whore. The other one has her long brunette hair in a braid down her back. Her tight fabric dress just clings to her and she is so freaking skinny! Whore!

Look at Blondie, biting her lip and fluttering those fake eyelashes at him. Why does he have to be so much of a charmer? I shoved their meals into the bags. Hey! Look at me! I only eat small vegie burger meals! Whores.

I handed it over with a fake smile.

“Enjoy it ladies.” Ryan smiled and gave them both the up-down before he walked to the drink station to get himself some.

“You know those two?” I asked casually.

“Nah, just being friendly.”

“You know, you could sell ice to a polar bear.” I nodded and he laughed.

“I don’t know about that.”

“I do, you would charm the pants off a polar bear.”

“Would that be anything like charming the pants off a lady?” He grinned down at me and I shook my head.

“You’re terrible.”

“Quite the contrary.” He ran his tongue over his teeth and I felt a warmth spread through my body as he gave me that sexy smile.

“Hey! Can you two please stop chatting and do some work. Katelyn, there are a bunch of dishes in the sink and the soft serve needs cleaning and re-filling before rush hour.” I groaned, obviously not when the manager was within earshot.

“Duty calls.” I rolled my eyes and he laughed at me.

I swear, my boss hates me. I always get stuck cleaning and Ryan is always out front. We never have time to chat, not a lot anyway. Well, not as much as I would like.

I was doing the late shift tonight, I finish at ten. I got stuck cleaning, and then rush hour came and I was stuck running orders. Then when the people stopped coming in, I was on clean up again. This time Ryan came to give me a hand.

“When do you finish?” He asked.

“Very soon, I’m off at ten.”

“Sweet, me too.” I passed him the soapy dishes for him to rinse. “You need a lift? I actually have the car tonight.” He didn’t look up or anything, he just asked me super casually.

“Yeah cool, I’ll tell my mum not to bother coming out.” He was taking me home; I was going to be in his car.

I know how stupid it is to be getting excited, but I was so excited!

“Katelyn! Make sure you do under the counters this time! You left them last time I asked you to do them!” My boss yelled from out the back.

I scoffed and filled a bucket with water.

“You really do have the short stick tonight.” Ryan laughed as he started cleaning in the restaurant.

“Shut up.”

I ducked under the counter and started the job. I had to get on my hands and knees to reach under there, it’s a horrible job. That’s why I didn’t do it last time. As I was on the last counter Ryan came back behind the counter and out of the corner of my eye I thought I saw him smile down at me.

Maybe it was just because I was stuck with the shit job, yeah, that’s probably it.

“Done!” I chirped.

“About time.” Ryan laughed.

“Shut up!” I checked the clock.

5 minutes. Awesome.

“Do you think she would mind if we clocked off early?” He said in hushed tones.

“I think she’d let you skip most of your shift if you asked nicely.”

“Oh really? And why is that?” He tilted his head to the side and raised his eyebrows.

“Because… you could charm the pants off a polar bear.” He gave a great roar of a laugh and I smiled.

I’m glad that I could make him laugh.

Those five minutes finally passed and we headed out. I could finally get this stupid hat off and let my hair out. My nasty, greasy hair. God, I felt so gross. This was not the time to be alone with Ryan the Sex God.

“Jump in, I promise I’m a trustworthy guy. I won’t take advantage of a young girl like you.” He put on a southern accent and I laughed.

Please do, I thought.

I climbed into the passenger seat and he started the car. “So you need to give me some directions or we could be driving around for hours.” That doesn’t sound too bad.

I told him how to get to my house and we left the dark deserted car park.

“So when are you working next?” I asked.

“Saturday, all day.” He sighed.

“I got the Sunday shift.”

“Opposing shifts huh?”

“Clearly,” I laughed a little awkwardly.

What I really wanted was to get him to stop the car so that we could have a make-out session. I’m terrible. What I really want is to be his girlfriend. And the making out.

As we pulled up outside my house I sighed, I was disappointed. “Thanks for the lift.”

“Anytime, really.” He smiled kindly and I hopped out of the car and unlocked my door.

I gave him a little smile before I closed the door. I may have started to bang my head on the door for a while after that. Why don’t you have any guts? I asked myself.

I had a quick shower and changed into my shorts and bed-time tee. When I checked my phone I saw a message. My heart started beating like crazy when I saw that it was Ryan who texted me.

You still awake?

Yeah, WU?

I replied as casually as I could. He replied too slow! Even though he replied within the minute.

Not much, just thinking.

About?

Just stuff..

Cryptic much?

He was driving me crazy! I held my phone up like a mad person waiting for his reply.

Ha! I just think it’s something you talk about in person.

So why are you texting me douche? ;)

Come out?

Did he just ask me to sneak out of my house? My heart really was pounding now.

It’s almost eleven!

So can I come in?

                What do I say to that? Of course I want to just scream yes, yes, YES!

                Where are you?

Outside.

I ran to my bedroom window and saw his car parked by the verge. I practically ripped the window off its hinges to get it open and I leant out. He saw me and smiled before getting out of the car. Please let my parents be sound asleep!

I stepped back to let him climb through the window.

“So what is so important?” I smiled.

“I just need a bit of advice is all.” He was looking amazing in his white tee and jeans.

“So you had to come in here and get advice from me?”

“I figure you’d probably give me good advice.”

“So what is it?” I asked.

“I need to ask you about a girl.”

That was all it took for my heart to sink and my night to go so severely south it wasn’t even funny.

“Oh, okay well why are you asking me?”

“I just thought that you might give good advice.” He looked down at me and gave me a little smile.

“So what do want to ask?”

“Well, there is this girl that I’m just crazy about and I want to tell her, I just don’t know how.” Of course there is, of course there’s a perfect girl that he wants. “How should I tell her?”

“I… I don’t know, does she have any idea how you feel?” I could tell that my disappointment was clearly coming across; I just hope he thinks that I’m just tired.

“No, how would you want to be told?”

“I don’t know, I’m not the kind of girl that guys fall in love with. I guess I would just want to be kissed, like really kissed and I’d want to feel special. I guess then I would know.” I shrugged.

“So just a kiss?”

“Yeah but how I know?” He laughed and I cocked my head to the side. “Why couldn’t you just text that to me?”

“Are you blind?” He grinned and started chuckling.

“Well, yeah, I’m not wearing my glasses.” He roared with laughter and I was afraid that my parents would wake up.

“You really have no idea.” I was about to ask him what the hell he was talking about but it happened before I had the chance.

He put his hands on either side of my face and pulled me into him for a kiss. I could hardly even believe it. It was over in a moment and he looked down at me with parted lips and a sexy little smile.

“What…?”

“I am crazy about you, Katelyn.” I must have looked stunned.

“No… Guys like you don’t like girls like me… I mean I’m just… and you're so… I mean you are really…”

“You are funny and clever and so beautiful, I haven’t felt this way about anyone before and I don’t want to hide it anymore.” His thumbs brushed my cheeks and I started breathing heavily.

“I’m none of those things! And you are perfect! You could have any girl that you wanted, guys like you are supposed to like girls with tight skirts and perfect skin and without glasses and…where are my glasses?!”

I tried to move to look for them but he grabbed me by the waist and held me into him. “Are you saying that you don’t feel the same?” For the first time he actually looked vulnerable and nervous.

Could I really make him feel that way?

“I’m saying that you’re too perfect for me. I don’t even really believe this is happening because I have been dreaming about this since I first met you. I mean look at you! You’re so gorgeous and nice to me, to everyone! And then there was the time when I saw you changing at work-”

“Were you perving on me?” He smiled and wrapped his arms further around me.

“I just… I took advantage of the moment.”

“So take advantage of this one.” He dipped his head and kissed me again.

I was in a dream, a perfect, sexy dream that I never wanted to end. He’s crazy about me, and I think I’m in love with him. I don’t think I could get happier than this.

[I could continue this, but it would be dirty so if you want me to let me know ;) haha]