I shut the door as soon as I was in my room. Amy is busy at work lucky, but I have no clue what's happening. There are tears from eyes, I think I'm crying, but why? I didn't think seeing my boyfriend kiss someone else would cause such a thing. It's just a boy kissing a girl. My phone rang and I quickly answered.
  "H-Hello?" I asked hearing my voice crack.
  "You left right after school, I thought I was gonna walk you home again?" Milly said sounding... worried I think.
  "O-Oh well, I don't know, I had to go home I started feeling this weird feeling, but I don't know why." She was silent a moment.
  "Did you see something weird before you started to feel, whatever you feel?" She asked her voice a little strong.
  "I just saw Charles kiss Kathy." I said.
  "I'm going to kill him!" She yelled making my eyes widened.
  "He doesn't deserve to die." I said confused on why she was going to kill him.
  "Not literally Selena." She sighed. "I'll be over in a minute." She hung up quickly.
  "What just... huh?" I mumbled to myself confused.

I sat in my room tears rolling down my face, unsure of what was happening for 20 minutes or so when my door to my room opened.
  "Sorry took me a minute but I brought you, your favorite food!" She yelled walking into my room sighing as she looked at me.
  "C-Chinese?" I asked my throat feeling sore.
  "Yup!" She sat on my bed with me handing me a bag. "Rice balls and noddles!" I smiled and pulled out the small Chinese box.
  "T-Thanks." I said as she put a hand on my knee.
  "You're welcome Selena." She shook her head pulling her red hair back into a bun. "What you're feeling right now is sadness and heartbreak." I stared at her confused.
  "Why?" I asked making her roll her eyes.
  "Can you really not understand feelings at all?" She asked making me think.
  "I-I mean, um, w-well, I-I don't know." I said as she sighed.
  "The reason you're feeling this is because someone important made you feel this way because it's like you lost them." She explained as I started eating.
  "But he didn't die." She groaned at my statement.
  "Why is it so hard for you understand Selena?" She asked her voice becoming louder.
  "I lost my parents, they died and don't exist anymore so isn't that what lost means when you're talking about people?" I asked getting more confused.
   "Lost doesn't mean death, it means..." she ran off thinking. "I don't know! Lost!" She sighed as I continued eating. "I can't explain it." I nodded.
  "I'm sorry, I just don't understand it. I mean I know what feelings are but I just don't know, what it feels like." I said making her smile.
  "Happiness can make your stomach turn oddly, it makes light and bubbly in side like you can do anything." I nodded listening to her. "Sadness makes tears" she gestured to me "it makes you feel you can't do anything, same with heartbreak but it's usually caused by a person or animal." I nodded.
  "So is love happiness?" I asked put down my food.
  "Yea, it is, but it makes you energetic ready for anything that comes your way." She put another hand around my shoulder. "Makes you want to protect and keep whatever make you feel love and whatever you feel love to." She shifted oddly like something was bothering her.
  "So like, I lost the one who made me feel that way, so it hurts my heart?" She nodded.
  "Sometimes it can also make you feel weird around a person who you think you love." She bit her lip as I stared at her. "Like you act odd around them when they don't know you love them." I nodded trying to understand.
  "So like how you are...." I ran off thinking about what she meant by acting weird around someone you love. After I moment I continued. "So would t-the person you love be..." I ran off feeling heat rising in my cheeks unsure why, and then she did something I never expected. She pulled me close to her and kissed me softly then pulled away looking down.
  "Uh, so you...." I ran off my breath slowly coming to me as I realized what just happened.
  "I-I l-love you S-Selena." Her arms started to shake a little as if something made her cold. She then quickly took her arm off from around my neck and her hand off my knee as she sighed about to get up.
  "What ar-" "I should probably go Selena." As I heard her say those words and watched her about to get up, an instinct kicked in me. I quickly grabbed her head and pulled her into me kissing her back. I could tell I, surprised her by a small gasp she let out as she kissed me again then quickly again. "Did you just, k-kiss me!?" She asked her voice loud making me think she was mad.
  "Sorry, I don't what, g-got into me, I'm-" "It's fine!" She yelled quickly as she sighed and put a hand on my shoulder and another on my neck.
  "What ar-" She cut me off kissing me again and again.

I started this book a few years ago on here but then deleted it completely but this is a scene I remembered making