"Hi." James said tiredly as I sighed shakily.
"H-Hey." I felt a tear on my face as he spoke
  "How have you been? It's been a while." He asked as I was shaken.
  "Y-Yea, t-two months, maybe 3." I I took a deep breath.
"Why are you calling?" He asked making me sigh shaking.
"Can't a girl check on her best friend?" I asked making him laugh.
"Should have called that one." I giggled slightly with more tears rolling.
"So, how's your life been?" I asked as my puppy hopped on the bed and snuggled next to me as I step up and the dark ceiling.
"Not the best, but I guess the good thing is a have a new best friend!" His words made me more tears.
"Oh, really what are they like?" I ask trying so hard not to sob.
"Oh she's the best! I can talk to her about everything, she's just so calm and sweet. Always their when I need her most." He said happily as I started to brake slowly. I sniffed and sighed.
"I'm so happy for you!" I said trying to stay positive.
"Yea I don't think I'll ever have a friend like her again." After those words I covered my mouth trying to be quiet as I stared to sob a little too loudly.
    "W-Wow...." I mumbled as he shifted.
    "You okay, Rachel?" I felt my mouth quiver as I took short deep breaths.
  "Y-Yeah...." My sob ran out quietly through my answer. I hope and prayed he didn't hear it but of course he did.
   "Rach, what's wrong?" He asked in his deep caring voice.
   "N-Nothing..." I mumbled my sobs growing loud.
   "Rach... come on you know you can talk to me." His voice made me cry more.
    "I-I can't.." I was really sobbing now.
    "Rach..." He said concerned.
   "I-I just..." I paused breathing shakily. "I always b-b-believed.... I believed we were best friends!" I  covered my mouth a moment and sighed. "B-But y-you... w-we're not...."
    "Rach that's not true..." He argued  sadly.
    "I-It is.... It is James!" I yelled sobbing. "I open up all the time!"I wasn't angry at him I was angry with myself. "I always go to you! I always talk to you! I'm not y-your best friend..." I cried. "You don't do that James... it's a one side relationship.." I felt my head started pounding.
     "Rach... it's not true..." I shook my hand.
    "It is! It is! You deserve a new best friend a better friend.... I'm just a piece of shit, that's all I'll ever be." I could hear his speechlessness.
     "Rach...." "I'm sorry! I'm going!" I hung up on him and sobbed the rest of the night