I couldn't stop staring at the boy across from me. Everything about him was entrancing, and he sure as hell had his spell on me. I was hypnotized by his every move, from lifting the pencil to eyebrows furrowing in confusion.

A cute little face scrunch he did when he laughed, made my inners melt. Bet if you looked into my eyes there'd be little hearts inside. The assignment i was given was long forgotten, my head to filled with him to worrying about dumb old math.

Resting my face into the palm of my hand, i cliched did the sigh while my poor heart fluttered with butterflies. I probably looked liked a Love sick idiot on the outside just staring at this boy who doesn't know who i am. Nor does does he know me. Hell, i probably seem like a creep staring at him. I don't mean to come off as that but this particular human being has been plaguing my head ever since i laid eyes on him.

Problem is, im a dude.

Nothing wrong with that- but just.. I don't know why im.. Liking another dude?? I never thought I'd be one to feel feelings of the opposite sex is all.

Besides, who knows if he even swings that way? I sure as hell don't, all i know is that I've been low-key crushing on him from day one. Kinda cliche really but hey im a sucker at heart for them.

I have to stop staring at him. He probably sees me in his peripheral vision and is wondering why the fuck im boring my eyes at him. Mentally stripping my face away from that direction, i feel a hot blush on my cheeks.

Fuck it sOoOooOo muUuUuch (if you unserstand this ref i love u) whY mUst feElinGs eXisT- my heart is a puddle of giggles my chest is all fluttered with butterflies. I can't think straight (literally) what is this boy doing to me?..

I glance back at him, to see if he maybe saw me being weird. Don't know why i thought that was a good idea because he was the one staring right back at me.

Time stops.

My face is on fire.

An urge to pee comes on, probably because I've been holding it in since 2nd period.

He smiles at me.

I fucking die.

That small smile was Jesus himself. Perfect teeth, a soft jaw, little dimples on his cheeks. Striking violet eyes that held a world of mystery.  So beautiful..

My heart was a drum at this point, my face was like lava hot and i was a mess. Is there a word for this strange phenomenon?? Something i can label to make sure these side effects of him flashing me that dashing smile isn't just a sickness? I want to throw up, but at the same time scream in utter joy.

He looks back at the paper infront of him, then right back at me.

He writes something down and then holds it up away from the teacher.

It read; "like what you see?"

He watched me practically die right infront of him. I think i even wetted myself a little to be honest.

I quickly tore a paper from my binder and scribble a answer down. I hold it up for him to see.

"Possibly.."

I couldn't tell if he could read my shaky writing, but another small grin curled onto his features as he wrote a response back.

"Explains the staring then ;)"

DID THIS DUDE REALLY PUT A WINKY FACE-

"Sorry. Hope i didn't weird ya out I'll stop"

"Tbh it was kinda creepy. But i understand, im hot i know"

"Oh wow"

"See me after class."

"Ok"

Oh shit..

He wants to actually talk to me..

I don't care if this is all a cliche. It's so worth it. I got a boy crush.