Hearing her walk away, I release him from my arms. Looking up at him, he looks back down at me.

"Are you okay?" I ask.

"Yeah." He sighs.

"I'm sorry." I mutter.

"For what? You didn't do anything." He says.

"I know, but Hyejin was a little harsh. And I know you'll find someone who will be perfect for you." I smile.

".......That just made me feel even worst" He frowns.

"What?! B-" I outburst.

"Haha...I'm joking" He smiles. Those adorable dimples of his was my undoing.

"Your evil." I frown.

Ten minutes later, I stood upstairs with Byungchan in one of the empty rooms. All we did was talk. He was quite an interesting person. A person I use to hold dear to my heart, but I wasn't going down that road again.

"So, your group is off this month?" I ask.

"Yeah. With our hectic schedules, our company decided to give our group a small break." He answers.

"Is it hard being an idol?" I question.

"Yes, and no. it's worth it at the end. Even though we have hectic schedules, from practices, to events, concerts, studio time, and other things, it's not as bad when we get to see our fans" He smiles happily.

Fuck. Those damm dimples of his where driving me crazy.

"If I tell you a secret, you have to promise me you won't judge me." I mutter nervously.

"I promise." He replies.

".......Well..remember when you dropped me off at my dorm, and I said never mind?" I ask.

"Yeah" He answers.

"I was in a bad place in my life. My parents sent me off here to attend college, and I knew it was only to get rid of me. Honestly, they don't care about me. And with that I found comfort in your...group and...you." I explain.

"But I was too blind to realize that I had people around me who cared about me. I knew I had to stop living in my own world, and let you go. So, I started focusing on myself. I guess, when I met you I didn't want to go down that road again. But it's not your fault, it was mine for putting myself down." I add frowning.

"You liked me?" He asks astonished.

"I wouldn't say liked...I'm embarrassed. But obsessed was more like it." I mutter embarrassed.

"Haha...I'm flattered honestly. Yeah, there are some crazy fans, but I wouldn't call you crazy. I'm glad you found comfort in our group." He smiles sincerely.

Looking at him I could tell he was being honest. I didn't feel as embarrassed, but I had to admit it felt great to get that off of my chest.

"Do you still listen to our music?" He asks.

"Not as much." I answer.

"What was your favorite song?" He questions curiously.

"I'm fine...haha" I laugh.

"Had a feeling.." He smiles.

"......Yeah." I nervously utter.

"I didn't have as much lyrics but I like that song too." He says.

"I liked your vocals in Time of Sorrow." I smile.

"Goodbye for a moment
I hope I can see you after this time passes
Goodbye for a moment
I hope I can see you after this time passes
Just like this, goodbye
I miss you, today, I miss you
Following the petals that are blown away
I dance with you, like that day yeah.." He sings.

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My heart really hurt at this moment. I couldn't believe I got to hear his beautiful voice. It was so soothing, and soft. I felt like I melt on the spot. He just stole my heart without even trying.

"......That was beautiful." I complimented.

"Haha..I guess" He smiles.

I could feel the tension in the room, but it wasn't bad. It was just pure attraction. But I didn't know if he felt the same way about me.

"Thank you for cheering me up." He grins happily, showing his dimples.

"No worries. I'm happy to see you smiling..I mean" I embarrassingly mutter.

He moves closer to me on the bed, grabbing my arm he pulls me towards him. With the space between us closed, he smashes his soft lips onto mine.

Wrapping his arms around my waist he pulls me up against his chest. I wrap my arms around his neck, running my fingers through his silky black locks.

"Mmm...B-Byungchan.." I stutter against his lips. Pulling slightly away from me, he looks into my eyes.

"Your different from other girls. Hyejin-ah is a great person, but she isn't as attentive as you are with me. I like that about you" He smiles.

I could already feel the heat rushing towards my face. Did I really want this? I mean, if you asked me a few months ago. I wouldn't had hesitate. But now that he was right in front of me, and my feelings for him were different.

He wasn't just some idol I found comfort in. He was someone I could see myself with. I wanted to keep that adorable smile on his face. I never wanted to see him in pain. I wanted him to lean on me when times were rough for him. I cared too much for him, and that was my downfall.

"Byungchan?" I whisper.

"Yes." He answers.

"I love you.." I confess.

Smashing his lips back onto mine, he pushes me back onto the bed. With him on top of me, my heart was pounding erratically in my chest. I was nervous, but I knew I wanted this.

Our lips move in sync with one another, his kiss soft and gentle. Moving his hand he moves it underneath my shirt, his warm hand moves over my cloth breast.

Gasping in surprise from his touch, he takes that opportunity to explore my mouth. Our tongues tangle together, fighting for dominant. I slightly pull on his hair, earning a groan from him.

Feeling his hand squeeze onto my breast, he slowly pulls my bra down. Having his warm fingers skim over my nipple, I moan. Gasping for air, I break the kiss. Panting I open my eyes only to see him staring back at me.

The look in his brown eyes were nothing, but admiration. With that I peck his lips, he smiles and kisses me again. All I cared about in this moment was me, and him.

Pushing him back onto the bed, I move onto him and straddle his waist. Removing my shirt I throw it onto the floor, getting the hint he starts to remove his clothes too.

It didn't take us long before we were half naked in front of each other. I felt a little self conscious though. Covering myself slightly, he grabs my hands pulling them away.

"Your beautiful." He smiles.

Moving on top of me, he moves his hand behind my back and unclips my bra. Helping him remove it I throw it onto the floor. Kissing along my neck, he works his way down towards my chest. Trying not to be loud, I cover my mouth. Kissing down my cleavage he works his way downwards.

"B-Byungc-chan!" I moan.

Looking up at me he smirks, he grips either side of my panties and pulls them down. Throwing them on the floor, he stands up removing his boxers.

This was happening way to fast. I was really going through with this. I couldn't help but think was he nervous too? Moving back onto the bed, he spreads my legs and places himself between them.

"D-do you have a co-condom?" I stutter.

"N-no..." He whispers.

"I think Seoyeon has one in her bag." Moving off of the bed, I grab her bag from the other bed. I'm sure she wouldn't mind. Grabbing a condom, I place her bag back onto the bed. Walking back to him, I hand him the condom.

I move back onto the bed, and he places himself back between my legs. Ripping the wrapper he throws it onto the floor, slipping the condom on. Closing my eyes, I feel him move closer to me. Feeling him move his cock along my opening, I can't help but moan.

Without warning he slides himself inside of me, I feel my walls stretch to accommodate his size. Wrapping my arms around his waist, I pull him closer to me. Smashing his lips onto mine, he starts to briskly pull out and slam into my wetness.

Moving his hips, he thrusts into me at a steady pace. He wastes no time in exploring my mouth. His tongue tangles with mine. He kisses me with want, and hungry. Getting into the rhythm of his thrust, he starts to speed up his thrust. Picking up his pace, he starts to slam into me at an alarming pace.

All I could hear was our skin slapping together, my wetness, and our moans. The amount of pleasure I was receiving was overwhelming me.

With him briskly pulling out of me, and slamming back into me. I didn't feel like I was going to last. Digging my fingers down his back, he groans loudly. Breaking our kiss, I try catching my breath.

"Ahhh! O-oh my-" I cry.

My body was trembling underneath him. Feeling his cock pulsate inside me, I knew he was close. Feeling like I was about to cum, he pulls out of me and slams right back into me in a rough matter. We were both going to break.

""B-Byungc-chan!"I whimper.

His thrust soon become sloppy, and rough. I knew he was almost going to break. Feeling my body shake, and tremble underneath him. I cum hard, as he follows behind me. With one final hard, and deep thrust he cums inside of the condom. Collapsing on the side of me, I could hear both of us panting.

Turning onto my side I look at him, removing a strand of hair from his face I peck his cheek. Smiling he grabs me pulling me up against his chest. Snuggling into his chest, I hear his heart beat.

"Do you think Hyejin-ah would be mad?" He asks.

"No." I answer.

"They've been trying to get us together." I add.

"Really?!" He laughs.

"Yes." I smile.

"I guess your stuck with me then..." He smiles, that adorable smile of his.

✅The End✅