They really thought it was okay to set me up. Didn't they understand I was in an unhealthy place, because I was obsessed with him and his group. I didn't want to go back to that lifestyle. I was happy now.

Pressing the elevator button, I wait until it comes. Turning my head I hear a pair of footsteps. My eyes grow wide like saucers. What the hell?

"____, right?" He smiles awkwardly.

"Y-Yeah." I answer.

"Hyejin-ah, told me to drive you back to your dorm." He says.

"N-no. I'm fine....don't worry about it." I stutter.

"It's late. I insist." He argued.

".....fine." I sigh.

Fifteen minutes later, I knew the drive was going to be long, but it was just so awkward. I didn't know what to say to him. Looking out of the window, I look at the passing scenery. The car suddenly comes to a halt, looking back up I see that there's a red light.

"So, where are you from?" He asks breaking the silence.

"American. Isn't that obvious." I answer bitterly.

"I guess. Is there something wrong?" He ask hesitantly.

"No..." I sigh, looking back at the window once the car picks back up again.

Forty-five minutes, into our drive he tries making conversation again, but I continue to answer him with one word answers. I understood I was being a real bitch, but I really didn't want to talk especially to him. Startling me the car turns down into an underground parking lot. Turning my head I look at him with wide eyes.

"Where the hell are we going?" I snap.

"Don't worry. I forgot something at my dorm, I'll drop you off after." He answers, parking the car.

"Okay.." I sigh.

Getting out of the car he disappears through the door on my left side. Shaking my head, I lay back in my seat. Hopefully he doesn't take long, I just wanted to go home, and forget about this night.

I had to be sleeping no more then half an hour. Hearing clicking I groggily wake up out of my sleep, turning my head I see Byungchan looking at me. He quickly looks away, and parks the car onto the side of the street. Looking out of the window, I notice I'm back at my dorm.

"Why didn't you wake me up?" I whisper.

"You looked so peaceful sleeping. I didn't want to wake you." He smiles, which causes his dimples to show.

"Thanks for driving me back to my dorm. I'm sorry for being rude to you. I'm just trying to...never mind." I mutter, looking away from him.

"Anytime. It's fine...hopefully I'll see you again." Nodding my head, I open up the car door and get out. Closing the door behind me, I turn around and wave goodbye to him. Seeing him drive off, the car disappears down the street.

Everything has been going well for me. Little by little, I'm growing confidence in myself. I feel like I'm able to be myself now, and I'm really happy.

My grades have been going up, and I have been making a lot of friends. Looking at myself in the mirror I couldn't believe this was the new and improved me. I looked so beautiful.

Tonight, we were renting a Airbnb and buying drinks. I had finally decided to go out clubbing. I had decided to wear something a little more out of my comfort zone.

I wear a black shirt with a deep v-cut, a pair of ripped jeans with a black mesh kimono with flower designs. I topped it off with a pair of black heels.

The place we booked was really spacious, and modern. There was even a little rooftop where we could sit. Everyone was scattered around the place drinking, and listening to music. I sat outside with the girls drinking a bottle of strawberry soju.

" ____?" Seoyeon smirks.

"What?" I answer eyeing her.

"So, who's your crush now?" She asks.

"You...haha" I slur.

"OMG!" She screams laughing.

You could tell we were all pissy drunk off our asses. We have been drinking for awhile now. Plus, mixing drinks was not a good idea either. It just made it ten times worst. Hearing loud knocking, we all look at each other with curiosity.

"Who the fuck is that?" Jenny asks.

"Don't know. I'll go answer it." Seoyeon smiles.

Seeing her disappear back into the apartment, Jezebel shrugs her shoulders when I look at her.

"Honestly, I have no clue who that is." She mutters taking a slip of her drink.

Hearing footsteps we all look up with wide eyes, except Hyejin. This bitch.

"Noona!" He smiles. His dimples made him look so freaking handsome.

"Byungchanie!" She smiles, patting an empty space between us, she tells him to sit. She set this whole thing up.

After hours of drinking, and taking shots we were definitely drunk. Everyone was slurring their words, and Hyejin was being overly touchy with me. She was always like this when she was drunk.

"L-lets p-play a-aa game!" Hyejin smirks.

"Yasssss!" The rest of the girls scream.

Jenny disappears into the apartment to get plastic cups, Hyejin opens the rest of the bottles of soju. When Jenny returns, Hyejin takes each cup and fills it up with liquor. Placing the cups in front of each of us, we begin the game. Of course, it was a stupid game of truth or dare.

"So, Jezebel..truth or dare?" Hyejin asks her.

"Dare!" She smirks.

The game goes on and on until finally it's my turn. I wasn't nervous, because I was drunk off my ass and I just wanted to have a good time.

"____?" Seoyeon says.

"Yes?" I smile.

"Truth or dare?" She asks.

"Dare...." I smirk.

"Ooooh!" Everyone yells.

"Really?! I dare you to...." She smirks evilly.

"What?!" I ask curiously.

"To kiss...Byungchan-ssi." She mutters eyeing him.

"Bu-" I begin to say.

"It's either that or drink" Hyejin smirks.

"The-" I began to say again.

"No. Everyone did their dare." She glares at me.

Turning my head I look at him, I could tell he was drunk. His eyes were glossy, and his ears were slightly red. It was honestly cute in a way. But I didn't want to take advantage of him, while he was drunk.

"Only if it's okay with him." I say.

"Y-Yeah." He smiles, placing his elbows onto the table.

Sighing I move out of my seat, and turn towards him. Turning in his seat, he places his hands onto my waist pulling me in between his slightly parted legs. Hesitantly, I wrap my arms around his neck. I could already feel everyone staring at us.

I just wanted to get this over with. Looking down at him, he smiles up at me. Pulling me closer, his face inches closer towards mine.

Closing my eyes, I feel his lips connect with mine. Hearing everyone scream, and squeal, his lips start to move over mines. I couldn't respond back, because I was in complete shock.

Feeling his grip on me tighten, I soon feel one of his hands travel down my back onto my ass.  Fondling my ass, he squeezes it which causes me to squeal in surprise.

Breaking the kiss, I try to move out of his hold on me, but he doesn't budge. Without warning his hand moves behind my head, and his lips smash back onto me.

"Wow!" I hear someone laugh.

"Maybe they need a room. There's one empty room upstairs." I hear Jenny laugh.

He kisses me feverishly, and hungrily. His hands roam over my body, partially my ass. Feeling him squeeze my ass, a moan surpasses my lips. He takes that opportunity to explore my mouth with his tongue.

"Are you two done? The game!" I hear Hyejin say, but I knew she was smirking.

Slightly breaking the kiss, he mumbles against my lips. Opening my eyes, I see his brown eyes staring back into mine.

"I-I think I should go to the bathroom." he whispers quietly, but they hear him.

Hyejin is the first one to burst into a laughing fit. I already knew why, because I could feel his member poking my abdomen.

His cheeks were a deep shade of pink, and I knew he was embarrassed. But I didn't blame him, it was the alcohol. Moving out of his grip on me finally, he stands up and walks back into the apartment.

"You should go take care of that for him!" Seoyeon grins.

"Would you guys stop it! You're so mean!" I glare at them.

"Oooh! Standing up for your man!" Hyejin laughs.

Groaning I walk away from them to go check on Byungchan. Walking up the stairs, I walk towards the bathroom. Knocking on the door, I hear shuffling on the other side of the door. Hearing the door click open, Byungchan opens the door slightly.

"Are you okay?" I ask him.

"I'm fine. Just.....a little flustered." He frowns.

"If you didn't want to kiss me, then you could of said no." I reply.

"I know. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable." He mutters looking down.

"You didn't." I smile slightly.

"Really?" He whispers looking back up at me.

"Yes." I answer.

Pushing the door open, I walk inside of the bathroom and close the door behind me. He looks at me in disbelief.

"W-wh-" He stutters.

"Look, the girls are drunk. Don't take everything they say so serious." I assure.

"I know.." He whispers.

"I don't think you should be in here." He adds.

"Why? Afraid I might find out your secret?" I tease.

".......Are you teasing me?!" He groans.

"Byungchanie!" I smile.

"Your just like Hyejin-ah" He smirks.

Looking down I frown, he really compared me to Hyejin. I should have known he had a crush on her. No wonder he was always around when she was with us. It wasn't just a coincidence.

"What's wrong?" He asks, walking towards me.

"Nothing....I should go." I mutter turning around.

Feeling his hand on my wrist, he turns me around.

"You like Hyejin right?" I ask frowning.

"Yes..." He smiles, letting go of my wrist.

"Then why kiss me?!" I outburst.

Opening up the door I leave out of the bathroom, only to bump into Hyejin herself. Looking back I see Byungchan standing there looking away from her. I knew she heard him.

"Byungchanie?" She whispers.

"I think you should talk to him." I say looking at her.

"Wait!" She yells, grabbing my arm.

"Byungchanie, look at me..." She demands.

"Hy-" I begin to say.

Looking at him he looks up at her, I could tell he didn't want to confess to her like this.

"Yes.." He answers hesitantly.

"Your like a brother to me, Byungchan-ssi. I really care about you, and I'm proud of you but you and me can't be nothing else. I'm seeing someone I'm sorry." She explains sincerely to him.

Looking back down he nods his head. I knew he was heartbroken. I could see the admiration he had for her. It always shined through his eyes when he looked at her. It hurt seeing him heartbroken. I couldn't do nothing to take away his pain.

"Is this about me?" I ask her.

"No...I had a feeling for a while now. We grew up together,and just little things he would do showed me that he liked me more then a friend." She frowns. Nodding my head I look back at him.

"Byungchan-ssi? Please understand. Your sister will freaking kill me, especially your brother." She begs him.

Finally, looking up you could tell he was heartbroken. I couldn't imagine how he felt right now. Yes, I liked him and he did kiss me even though he had a crush on Hyejin. But I wasn't going to be bitter about it.

"I-I'm fine." He whispers.

Without thinking I walk up to him, and hug him. He looked like he could use one. I didn't like seeing him like this. He tenses up underneath me, but he soon slowly relaxes.

"I'll leave you two. And I'll talk to you later, Byungchanie." Hyejin smiles.