Twenty minutes later, arriving home Johnny walks me to my dorm. Stopping at my room door, I punch in the code. Hearing the door click, I head inside turning on the lights. I collapse on my bed closing my eyes.

"You drunk a lot didn't you?" He questions.

Jumping from my bed startled, I literally forgot that he was indeed still here with me.

"Yeah. But I'll be fine." I answer.

"Raki..." He sighs.

"What?...you like her don't you?" I ask him.

Looking back up at me, his eyes widen. I didn't understand why. Did I say something wrong? I mean it was quite obvious that they were meant to be. But it seemed Raki didn't feel the same exact way about him. Being once again startled, I hear him laugh.

"What?" I question confused.

"You think I like Raki?" He asks.

" I mean yeah." I nodded.

"Haha..Raki was right. You have no clue don't you?" He smirks.

"Trust me I do now. Johnny.." I try to say.

"I'm not going to force my feelings on you, but I'm just letting you know that I really do like you ____." He confesses.

Honestly, I had no clue what to say. I mean, I was willing to give him a chance. But if we actually tried this would we even connect like him, and Raki did. Yes, I liked music. But I wasn't that enhanced in the music industry itself. I was willing to learn though, and listen to his music. I've only heard one of his song. It was called "Don't hit my line". Which I really liked a lot.

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Johnny came off awkward, sweet, soft, chill, down to earth, and sometimes he was shy. But he was a great guy. I know I could give him the benefit of the doubt. I knew he was humble, and sincere. So, I guess I could try making this work?

"I really thought you liked her. I didn't even consider that you would even like me." I admitted.

"I thought it was obvious. I mean the last time we hung out, we had a full on conversation. Aside from you eye fucking me." He teases.

"What?! Shut up!" I huffed.

"Haha. Trust me I knew you liked me." He chuckled.

Oh my goodness. Kill me. It just felt so weird to me. It's like I saw him in a whole new light. I could see the way his sexy lips curved into a half smile, half smirk. I could see every edge, and curve of his face, and the way his dark brown eyes stared at me with admiration. Did he really like me that much?

"....because I-I really think your handsome." I finally admitted. Moving towards my bed, he kneels down beside me.

"Nae saeng -gag-en neoui bli-eomeog-eul aleumdaum." He smiles, grabbing my hand.

"You know we're not going to work?" I say suddenly.

Trust me I was willing to give this a try, but I knew this relationship wouldn't last long. We weren't compatible, and we didn't have much in common. What if our relationship ended before it even started?

"You still really think I like Raki? Yes, we vibe together over music. But she doesn't have my attention like you do." He expressed.

"Look, I'm not some insecure woman. I'm just thinking logically. Johnny, we don't even know each other enough to start anything." I explain.

"Isn't having a relationship the whole point of getting to know each other?" He coaxed.

"I mean yeah,but-" I began to argue.

"Be honest with me. Do you actually like me?" He queried.

"Like I told Raki... I think your a great guy. But I don't hold any romantic feelings towards you. I mean, you have a lot going on for yourself. Why get into a relationship with me? If your trying to make a name for yourself in the music industry." I sigh.

Sighing he releases my hand, and moves away from me. I was only being honest with him. I liked Johnny, but I know there would be no good with us starting a relationship. Plus, if we got intimate it would only ruin us, and what we had. Raki would probably lose a friend, because of me.

"Alright." He mumbled.

Nodding my head I sit up on my bed, and sit at the edge. He moves from the floor, standing up he begins to walk towards the door. I move from off of the bed, and follow behind him. The least I can do was walk him to the door. Inches away from the door, he turns around. I look at him with wide eyes. What was he doing?

Without warning he grabs my wrist, and pulls me against his chest. Tilting my chin up with his thumb he looks down at me.

"Don't-" I whisper.

Closing my eyes I feel his soft lips on mine. He moves his lips on mine, but I'm too shocked too respond back. My heart was pounding erratically in my chest. Moving my hands on his chest, I push him away from me. Looking down, I felt way too embarrassed to look at him.

"I know there won't be anything between us. But I at least wanted to kiss you."  He whispers.

Looking back up I'm met with his brown eyes staring back at me.

"Johnny...seriously. This can't happen. Just please go" I sigh.

"I'll go. But please just think about it" He pleads.

Nodding my head I move forward, as he opens my door to leave. Holding the door open, he stands in front of me.

"I really do like you.."He smiles.

Turning around he walks down my hall, and disappears. Closing my door shut, I turn around leaning my back against the door. What the fuck! I was just so confused. I didn't know what I wanted. Was I crazy for letting him go? Fuck.

Two weeks later, today was Saturday and I was going out with Raki. I had told her about the whole ordeal with Johnny. And she plain out told me I was stupid for giving him mixed signals. I wouldn't disagree with her, because I was unsure about what I really wanted from him.

Raki and a couple of us had bought a Airbnb, so we could pre-game. We had bought some soju, and beer. We were all sitting around the table drinking, and listening to one of Raki's songs.

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Out of the corner of my eyes, I could see someone walk in. Feeling someone touch my shoulder, I turn my head only to find out that it was the one person I've been trying to avoid.

"Hey! Can we talk for a minute" He asks me.

"Oooh!" The girls tease us.

Rolling my eyes, I nod my head and get out of my seat. I follow behind him into one of the empty rooms in the back. Closing the door behind us, he takes a seat on the bed. Sighing I stand a few inches away from him.

"Are you not going to sit?" He asks.

"No. I'm fine standing" I sigh.

"Okay" He says.

"So?" I question.

"I just feel like your not being honest with me." He sighed.

"No. I haven't." I confess.

"Why?" He questioned.

"Because...I'm a insecure woman. I feel like you deserve better then me, Johnny." I frown.

"I'm just a normal guy. I live with my parents, and I'm broke" He jokes.

Laughing at his try to make me feel better. I smile at him.

"Feel better now?" He smiles back at me.

Nodding my head, I walk towards him. Standing in front of him, I wrap my arms around his neck. He places his hands onto my waist pulling me forward. With our chests up against one another, he pecks my lips lightly.

"I don-" I began to say.

"We don't have to if you don't want to." He whispers against my lips.

"______!Johnny! We're leaving!" Raki yells.

Being startled I try to move off of him, but he pulls me back.

"We'll meet you guys there!" He yells back.

"What! Joh-" I outburst embarrassingly.

"Shush! Don't worry."He smirks.

"What do you mean don't fucking worry!They're gonna think that we're doing something." I cry.

"Who said we weren't" Pushing me onto the bed, he hovers above me.

Closing my eyes, I feel him move my hair to the side. His soft lips soon come into contact with my skin, trailing them down the side of my neck slowly. His hands move down my side, and slowly move underneath my shirt. My heart hammers in my chest, awaiting his next move.

Finding my soft spot on my neck, he sucks and nibbles at that one particularly area. I try to attempt at keeping my moans inside, but I wasn't holding out. Arching my back off the bed, I loop my arms around his neck pulling him closer. My hands run through his silky black locks. Tugging at his hair slightly, he groans.

Having a enough of the foreplay, I push him off of me. Moving on top of him, I straddle myself onto his waist. Looking up at me through his bangs, a smirk edges at the corner of his lips. Unbuckling his belt, I unbutton, and unzip his pants. Pulling his pants down slightly, I look down at him.

"You're sure about this?" He asks me hesitantly.

Nodding my head, I knew this had to be quick. Yes, it was our first time together, but our friends were waiting for us. And we had all our time as a couple now to enjoy each other.

Luckily today I was wearing a skirt, so I scrunch up my skirt against my waist. Moving my tong to the side, I move my hand into his boxers. Pulling out his cock, he moans closing his eyes.

"Fuck!" He groans.

Grabbing a condom from my bra, I rip the wrapper and slip it onto his cock. Lining myself up with his cock, we both groan at the suddenly intrusion. Grabbing my waist, he slowly starts to thrust into me. I place my hand over my mouth, trying to keep myself quiet.

"Does it feel good?" He whispers huskily.

Placing my hands onto his chest, I move my hips trying to met his every thrust. Feeling his nails dig into my waist, he starts to pick up his pace. Slamming his cock deep into me. He hastily buries his cock to its furthest extent. A mumble of curse words escapes from my lips.

Without so much as a warning, he pushes me back onto the bed. He hovers above me, gripping onto my hips tight. Ramming himself into me in an alarming pace. The sound of our skin slapping together, and my wetness echoed around the room. It was so hard to keep quiet, every little moan was surpassing my lips.

"Johnny!" I whimper.

Looking up at him, his eyes were close and he was biting on his bottom lip. How could one guy look so sexy? Feeling the brim of my orgasm. My body starts to tremble underneath him. He just felt so good. His thrust were hard, and rough. I could tell he was slowly coming undone.

"Fuck, baby!" His body shakes, and trembles on top of me. Feeling his cock pulsate inside me, I knew he was about to break.

His thrust soon become hard, and sloppy. And with two more final thrusts. He spills right into the condom. Feeling him come undone, my orgasm hits me hard. With us both breathing heavy, he collapses beside me.

Five minutes later, when we get our breathing under control he rolls onto his side. I turn my head, and met his gaze.

"You're okay?" He asks.

"Yeah. You?" I smile.

"Yeah" He smiles back.

"I think we should get cleaned up, before Raki comes back for us." I say.

Nodding his head, we both move from off of the bed. Fixing my skirt, I pull it back down. Hearing Johnny fix his pants, I walk out of the room towards the bathroom. Closing the door behind me I sigh.

Did that really happen? I could feel the heat growing on my face. Fuck. Smiling to myself happily. I wasn't ashamed. I was actually glad I was giving us a chance.

Hearing the bathroom door open, I turn to find Johnny standing there. Closing the door, he walks towards me grabbing my face. Kissing my lips, I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer.

"Johnny, we really shou-" I try to say.

"What?" Hearing a familiar voice interrupt, I pull away slightly only to find out that my vision is blurry.

"_____" Finally coming too, I open my eyes only to find Raki staring at me awkwardly.

"What happened?" I ask confused.

"You were out for an hour. Kevin had to carry you home. You were drunk off your ass" She laughs.

"What about..."I timidly begin to ask.

"Johnny? He didn't show up. Said he had something important to do. Why?" She grins.

"Nothing..just wondering." I groaned tiredly.

Shaking her head, she got up and headed to her room. I couldn't believe that it was actually just a dream. Shaking my head, I bury my head back into my pillow and groan in disappointment.

✅The End✅

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