A story about Xayrz of how it's will look if she has known Kotoba if she was alive. FYI Kotoba is a demon. To the story!

Around the time of 1920, an old family in Italy who possess the most reputed school in the world. The Salazar family is a well know family all over Europe. They have the respect of nobles and many students all over the world wish to study in their school.

In this family, they are composing to a family of 4. A father, mother and 2 sisters. The elder sister is a free spirit that enjoys parties and always drags her sister with her. The little sister also enjoys this wildlife. But different from the elder sister, she is more responsible and does her duties as she was asking for. She has a fiance name, Anthony. She loves him very much and was excited to get married to him. Which would be in a month.

"Come on Xay! Let's go party~" the elder sister said

"I am busy. I still have to look of the newcomers' students," Xayrz said

"But you are always busy these days! Come on don't you want to have fun before you end up being married?"

"... maybe you are right" Xayrz said as she looks at her sister.

"Yay! We will have so much fun!"

"I see you already a place you want us to go," Xayrz said as she put her cheek on her knuckles.

"We are going to Japan~"

"Why there?"

"There is a festival that people said that the portal between spirit and living world would be open for 3 days~"

"Didn't expect you to like those kinds of superstition Rara," Xayrz said surprised she would know something like that

"I don't but you like it sorellina~," Zayra said

"Aw, so you are doing that for me?"

"Of course~ now let's go Xay we are going!"

"What now?"

"Yes, silly now!" Zayra said as she grabs Xayrz and runs off to the airport

~Somewhere in the spirit world~

"Master the portal is opening soon,"

"Yes I am aware"

"Will you go explore the living world?"

"... I guess it doesn't hurt to go there,"

"Shall I prepare for your departure?"

"No need I will just change my clothes and go,"

"Yes master," The servant bow and leave his master alone

"... after so many years... I have now awake..." he look at the sky "Have you been reborn my love?"

~Living world~

The sisters arrive in Japan. They both were excited to the festival that would be held and plan to wear kimonos to get into the mood.

"I am so excited to check out the food stand, drinks and the games~," Zayra said

"Me too~ who knows maybe we will meet with the spirits~"

"Don't jinx our trip over the superficial thing!" Her big sister said as she smacks her head from behind

"Aw~ I was just teasing~," Xayrz said as she giggles

They arrive at their hotel they will stay for the next 3 days.

"You really make it big whatever we go Rara," Xayrz said as she looks up at the hotel

"Of course, we shall go, full class, whatever we go~," Zayra said

They went in check-in and went to their room

"You book a loft?!" Xayrz said

"Yup~ the cool thing is that we have our own bedroom~"

"Good I don't want to kick in the middle of the night," Xayrz said

"Oh my God! It was when we were still kids! I don't move as much as before!" Zayra said as she pouts. Xayrz giggles and went to her bedroom. She put away her luggage and spot a kimono.

"Not bad~ let's try it out~"

After a few minutes, the girls were ready to go attend the festivities. Once they arrive, there was already a fair amounts of people around them.

"There is a lot of people we better- Rara?" Xayrz said as she realizes her sister was not at her side anymore.

"Xay! Look at this! There is sake and grill squid!

"Calm down Rara! We better stay together!" Xayrz said but Zayra already was 3 stand away from where she was. She sighs and tries to keep up with her sister but she ends up getting knock out by someone in front of her

"Ouch! I am sorry! I didn't saw you!" Xayrz said as she looks up at the man. Her eyes widen and a tinted blush creeps out of her cheeks. Woah! Such a handsome man! No! Get a grip Xay! You already have a fiancé! But why I feel familiar when I look at him? Xayrz thought as she looks at the man. He has white hair on a ponytail and golden eyes piercing thru her eyes.

"It's fine. I am also at fault to not seeing you," the man said

"I need to get going to my sister," Xayrz said and as soon as she tries to spot her to the stand, she couldn't see her. "Dammit, Rara! You completely ditch me!" Xayrz said as she pouts

"Hmm if it's alright with you... I can help you find her. I know the area. But it's fine if you want to go on your own," The man said. Xayrz thought of his offer and smirk

"Sure~ show me around handsome~"

"Then allow me to show you around," he said as he guides her around the festival. They have a good time and spend time together for a while now until Xayrz spot her sister

"There she is! Thank you for the company! Can I have your name?" Xayrz said

"Kotoba"

"My name is Xayrz Salazar! Nice to meet you!"

"It's nice to meet you too Miss Xayrz,"

"Please call me Xay! We are friend now!"

"Then we can keep in contact then? Since we are friends?"

"Sure! There is my number," as she gives him her business card. He took it and put it on his haori. They said there goodbye and Xayrz return back to Zayra

Kotoba saw her leaving and a smile start to form. I have found you my love~

~5 years later~

Xayrz was pregnant with her second child. She was still married to Anthony even though a few months before she gets pregnant he cheats on her for the 3rd time. She wanted to leave him but he convinced her to stay at her side. Of course, still believe in him, she gives him another chance.

"Mama, where is dad?"

"He is busy at work Mija,"

"But he is always busy!" Her daughter said as she pout

"Shiro, you know your father cannot always be here,"

"Still..."

"You know what? How about we go out just for a change?"

"Really?"

"Of course, I am free for the day," Xayrz said smiling sweetly to her daughter

"Yay! I better wear something nice!" Shiro said as she ran off to her room. Xayrz giggles of her excitement and follow her right behind.

They were at the capital windows shopping. They don't really go on a shopping spree but only checking out the new items.

"Mama! There are  sales for fountain pens!" Shiro said as she tugs her mother dress

"I can see that let's go check it out," Xayrz said

The girls enter the shop and start looking around. Shiro went ahead of her mother.

"Oh mama there is a few-" she impacts on someone and was about to fall but the man grabs her on time

"Careful child,"

"Hmm?! Tio Kotoba!" Shiro said as she recognized his voice

"Hello Shiro dear," he said as he holds her in his arms "you grew a bit more~"

"Really?" Shiro said excitedly

"Of course~," he said poking her nose. She giggles in respond

"Mija! Don't run off like that!" Xayrz said as she approaches them.

"I am ok mama! I found Tio Kotoba!"

"Indeed she did," he said chuckles

"Oh! Moshi mosh~ Kotoba-san! I didn't expect you there!" Xayrz said surprised to see him but deep down she was happy to see him.

"I am around the neighbourhood and hear the pens were on sales~ cannot miss this opportunity," he said grinning.

All those years, Xayrz and Kotoba would keep in contact with each other. They would write letters and also calling each other when they both have the time. Xayrz would complain or tell everything to him. She feels like still familiar feelings when she talks to him and spends together. For some reason, it makes her...

Having a breather?

Have a sense of security?

Feel loved?

She was never sure as the feelings keep changing on each meeting

"I see that you are pregnant again," he said looking at her baby bump

"Oh yes! I am 6 months pregnant,"

"I will be a big sister!"

"Of course you will be dear and you will be a great one," Kotoba said smiling at Shiro. The child smile back at him.

"Want to grab a cup of tea?" Xayrz said

"It's will be an honour," with a sincere smile. That makes Xayrz guard go down. She could feel he is honest when he said that and not out of courtesy.

They went to the coffee shop across the pen shop after they brought their materials. They order some tea, milk and sweet cake for Shiro. The child sits on Kotoba laps eating her cake.

"How are you?" Kotoba said as he sip his tea.

"Besides the whole pregnancy thing I am doing fine," Xayrz said as she sips her tea.

"I see and your husband?" Xayrz stays silent at the question. She wasn't sure if she still has feelings for him... he betrays her so many times and now she feels stress each time she doesn't know where he is and who he is with... she uses a fake smile and looks at Kotoba.

"He is doing fine. He is sure quite busy at work," she said

"Hmm... I see,"

"Dad never home," Shiro bluntly said

"Mija!"

"It's true! He never at home! And when he does he came super late at night and he barely pays attention to me or to mama," Shiro said pouting

"Shiro that's enough," Xayrz said with a stern voice.

"It's fine Xay, let her voice her opinion. You always told me how children are the voice of the truth," Kotoba said as he pat Shiro's head. Xayrz sigh and lean on her chair

"I don't want her to think her father is an awful man that's all," Xayrz said. Kotoba stays silent. He knows that is not true and if he could he would give him hell but he doesn't want Xayrz to hate him if she still has feelings for him. They chat for a bit until Xayrz looks at the time.

"Oh look at the time! We better go back home," Xayrz said

"Aw so soon?" Shiro said

"Yes, we will have to go," Xayrz said as she gets up.

"Let's meet each other another time alright?" Kotoba said smiling at them

"I-"

"Yes please!" Shiro said excited. Xayrz sigh but compile since her daughter is happy with the idea to meet with Kotoba.

They said their goodbyes and went to their separate way. Kotoba went to the dark hallway and sigh. Walking in the living world in daylight is so draining but it's only those time I can see her... for now~ he thought as he returns to the spirit world

~A few months later~

Xayrz was depressed. She caught her husband cheat again! But worse of all she caught him with another slut in their own bedroom! Their own freaking bedroom! She was so disgusted by his actions that she left the manor with the girls. She feels her own house was tainted by this son of a bitch of husband she has.

"Mama, where are we going?"

"We will go see your aunt Zayra,"

"Aunty Zayra?! Really?"

"Yes, she will surely want to meet her cute nieces~" her 4 months old daughter, Shaya, giggles in her arm. Xayrz smile at her baby even tho her father was the worse piece of garbage at least she will make sure her daughters would have all the love of a mother and a father through her.

As she was getting in the car with her daughters on the back seat and drive, huge thunderstorms arrive wish make it harder to see in front of her. This lead to her to almost hit the car in front of her but she manages to dodge it but she hit a metal pole. Her ears were deaf and she has a small concoction. She can hear her daughters crying and Shiro calling her but she slowly losing consciousness. The last thing she saw was a figure running toward her and white hair.

"Xay!"

Xayrz starts to stirs and feel a huge headache pumping her head. She opens her eyes and saw an unfamiliar ceiling

"Where am I?" She said as she looks around

Her daughter, Shiro, came in with a box and saw her.

"Mama!" She said as she drop the box and came running toward her in tears

"Hey calm down Mija. I am ok," as she hugs her daughter

"But but you were losing b-blood and didn't wake up when I call you," Shiro said as she hugs her mother

"But I am awake and fine but where are we?"

"Where are at Tio house!" Xayrz blink and thought for a moment

"Moon house?"

"No! We are actually-"

"In my house," Kotoba said as he enters the room with Shaya in his arms sleeping.

"Tio!" Shiro said smiling

"Wait... are you the one that came to save us?" Xayrz said confuse

"Yes, I was on my way home when I saw the accident. I went to check and saw you and the girls. I bring you back to my house,"

"You didn't think to take me to the hospital?"

"First, I am good with medicine Healthcare and second..."

"Second?"

"I don't know where the hospital is..."

"..."

They both burst to laugh before they stop laughing in fear to scare Shaya sleep

"How is your head?"

"Like someone hit me a hammer on it hard,"

"Oh! I brought that for you, mama!" Shiro said as she takes the box she drop earlier and give it to her. It was medicine for headaches and iron supplements.

"Thank you Mija," Xayrz said as she smiles at her daughter. "Are you not hurt anywhere?"

"No, the belt protects me and Yaya!" Shiro said

"Just a few scratches for Shiro but she will recover quickly and Shaya is fine. She was frightening but she just falls asleep. I thought you would want to see her once you wake up," Kotoba said as he sits down on the side of the bed and shows the baby girl sleeping. Xayrz quickly hold her to her arms and tears up a bit

"I am glad they are both fines I wouldn't know what to do if anything bad would happen to them!" She said. Kotoba pats her back gently and let her cry for a bit. Once she calms down, she looks at Kotoba

"I can't thank you enough,"

"It's my pleasure. I also contact your sister and told her what happen. She said she will come tomorrow visiting you and the girls,"

"I see. Thank you,"

"Can we stay there?"

"I mean..."

"I am fine with you guys staying," he said with a gentle smile

"But..."

"It's nothing really and you need your rest. I will let you guys and prepare something for you to eat and there is a glass of water in your nightstand," before Xayrz said anything he left the room.

"Mama?"

"Yes, Mija?" As she drinks her water

"Can Tio be our dad?" With her innocent face. Xayrz chocked her water

"W-what?!"

"I mean he is so nice to us and play with me and also he looks at you with adoration but he doesn't pressure you at all! Besides you also seem more relax when he is around," Shiro said

"I... I don't know Mija... I am still not over your father,"

"When you do... will you make Tio our papa?"

"We... will see about that,"

After that day, Xayrz fills a divorce paper at Anthony and kicks him out of her house. She burns everything he has ever touch and even buy a new bed. Zayra helps her during the process and Kotoba was supporting her and her daughters thru all that. He was taking care of her daughters when she was in meetings and at work.

Over the years, the girls like him so much that Shaya truly thought he was her actual father. Xayrz could see how devote he was and she can feel he wouldn't betray her as her ex did. Then one night, Kotoba just put the girls to bed.

"They are both asleep," he said as he sits down of the couch right next to her.

"Thank you Kotoba-san, I seriously need to finish reviewing that paperwork," Xayrz said as she closes down her files and looks at him.

"It's not a problem Xay, I enjoy spending time with the girls, but I also enjoying spending time with you," Kotoba said as he smiles at her. She could feel a blush creep on her cheeks and turn her head.

"Geez, that was so cringing,"

"But it did make you blush~"

"Sh-shut up!" She said as she pouts and lightly hit his chest. Kotoba chuckles and grabs her wrists. They both stop moving and realize how close they are. He leans a bit closer to her face but she turns her head on the side

"I.. I can't..." she said feel disappointed on herself

"Don't worry about it Xay. You need time to heal," he said as he let go of her wrist but held her hand

"But it seems so unfair! I am still scared to love again but you are so good to me and my daughters! You even stood out for me so many times..."

"Xay... I did that because I want to and it is my choice. I love you and I will always be in love with you. But I know you are still in pain that's why I want you to have all the time you need to recover," he said as he kisses her knuckles.

Xayrz looks at him feeling what he said was true and not something he made up. She can feel the sincerity in his voice. Maybe she knew all along... She fall in love with him a long time ago but denies it until now. She grabs his collar and kisses him with passion. Kotoba was surprised at first but then respond to her kiss and warp his arms around her

"Te quiero Kotoba," she said

"Really?!"

"Yes really!" She giggles "I am actually paralyzed with happiness!"

Kotoba looks at her with adoration and love he keeps deep inside until now.

I finally have you back in my arms~

~End~

Behind the scene

The girls were hiding behind the door frame where both of them confess their love.

"Mama finally accept Tio Kotoba!"

"Does that mean papa will be our real papa?" Little Shaya said

"Yes sissy," Shiro said patting her head.

"Yay! Do you think we will have a little sibling soon?"

"I mean-"

"I want a little brother!"

"*sigh* you two better work on that soon..."

(A/N) hehe hehe~ It is done! Hope I write your characters in the way you made them Shiro!

FYI Shiro, Shaya, Zayra and Xayrz belong to ShiRo_wEeB!

Inugami 🐺 out~