Technoblade angst
So I went back and look at the Minecraft Monday high lights, people were kinda rude and jerks towards him for awhile and it's kinda sad to see, since they are so big in the YouTube community and techno just trying to do what he enjoys like them, so this chapter will be based on a more soft and hurt techno
Warnings: angst, lack of feeling wanted,
Ship: non
Note this is an au, where a6d and the keem thing never happened so they are all still in the advent, and people were a lot more rude in the highlight videos
technoblade POV
"Byeeeeee" I say as I end the stream leaning back with a smile on my face, my teammate and I managed to win in the end after having some try hard moments, I get up grabbing my phone and walking downstairs grabbing a apple and shoving it into my mouth eating it as I refresh YouTube looking for something to watch in my recommend.
then I notice something, "huh... a highlight video, it just ended....Jeez theses people work fast" I say as I walk back to my computer and search up the video and sit back as it plays, I begin to watch as it shows high lights of my and other people battles, but.. a lot of people always seemed to be anger when I won a fight.. but not when others did, I frown as I keep watching and start looking up old highlight videos watching those.
I notice a commend thread.....everyone seems to hate when I do anything, I set the apple down as i've Lost my appetite, " I don't get it, I'm just trying to have fun and win like everyone else" I say out loud to myself now stressed out about this, "why is everyone mad at me.... why is this getting to me, it never usually does! " I snap as I feel tears in my eyes begin to gather but I won't let them fall, "I...don't get it...." I say and sit with my knees to my chest, "should I drop out?" I say as I feel a huge crushing feeling taking over my chest and breathing.
I open the Minecraft Monday's discord server, I shakily type,
Technoblade: hey guys, I'm dropping out, it was a good run.
AsfJerome: what ? Why
Skeppy: dudeee they wree gnna let us temman next werkkk, wy are yu now leaving?
Vikkstar: this is sudden? Why
Junkyjanker: what? Techno why?
jschlatt: Jim? Are you alright?
I see some of them spamming my discord with calls, I frown and sigh, "why do they all want me now?! Didn't they want me out of it" I say biting my lip, i close out of discord and lean back, "they should be happy right? No more techno ruining their fun" I say as I stand, as my phone begins to blow up with calls, I grab my phone and angrier throw it against the wall,"leave me alone!" I shout as I feel tears fall, "I just want to be alone" I say as I hug myself.
So......want a part two?
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