I don't know when my tears dried but I know at some point my heart had stopped working.

The last time I felt such intense feelings was when my baby girl was taken from me at the hospital even though I'm older now I still don't know how to handle emotional pain.

Had a quick shower and went to bed staying up hoping my husband  will come back to me to ask if I'm okay and that was a mistake.

It never happened 23:00 I watched the clock and checked my phone no messages .

No movie or music was enough to keep my mind from wandering off I don't know when I fell asleep .

Got woken up the door opening and I chekd my phone it was 11:am what the fuck?

He came in like he did nothing he looked innocent.

"Morning baby"

I kept quiet what was I supposed say I blamed myself for agreeing too.

"Ephy I wouldn't have done anything if you didn't agree to it I value your opinion"

"Okay" went past him after saying that and walked to the bathroom making sure to lock it because I didn't feel like being near him today.

Todd's POV

After Erika dropped the coat I couldn't wait to devour her.

Ephy looked uncomfortable and even though I love my wife this is the only time she gave me "permission to cheat" like she said .

I was not going to let that go I've been craving her lips on mine since the night at the ladies .

Ephy called me but I couldn't stop I was an asshole I know but being driven by lust is stronger than you think.

After Ephy ran off I wanted to go after her but I knew we wouldn't come back here and when she turned my head to her and she was sucking my dick I couldn't say no.

Pushing her head deeper felt amazing, bending her over, spreading her kegs lightly slapping her clit as she squirted all over me turned me into an animal I loved.

Ephy says she loved BDSM but I know there are things she wouldn't handle but Erika did like a pro.

I slapped her ass hard, and she loved it grabbing her hair and bending her over and shoving my dick on her she took, the rougher it got the more she wanted .

Biting her nipples, her screams and moans made me go crazy I wanted more I knew we wouldn't sleep and I didn't mind it was only for one night!

She was my little dirty slut and she loved calling me her daddy.

The only bruises I want on a lady are the ones from sex and I loved seeing her written all over by me no one else but me.

When we were done we were in bed panting and tired I checked the time and it was 4 am fuck we have been going at it the whole night.

We fell asleep and I got woken up by feeling her warm plump lips on my dick and like a dog eating it's meat I couldn't resist it.

On the shower, the floor, the table, the couch we painted that hotel room and it felt great I was tired but I loved being with her I've always wanted this my only fear is will i get over this? What if I want more cause fuck I think I do...

We showered together and didn't say a lot she was smiling and she has that smile that drew me in and I can see a whole affair with her .

When I met Ephy. She was the whole package she still is I don't know what is it about Erika that makes me break all the rules and not feel bad she is it! Not to marry but to fuck endlessly .

I got dressed thanked her and left it was 10 am and I called my friend cause I needed help.

Zac walked in the cafe and looked at me.

"What thefuck man"

"Don't ask"

"Dont tell me you fucked Erika"

"We did and I'm sacred I want more"we drank coffee .

"You need to go back to your wife forget the whole kid thing and be the man you promised her you would be"

"Yes Zac I know"

"Do you though? You're lucky Ephy let you Romi would have cut my dick and ate it"

"I know, " I made a frustrated groan.

"Check yourself man before you lose your wife for good and tell me you atleast used protection?"

I shook my head...

"Wha the hell dude?"

"No don't worry shes on the pill and clean"

"Just know if you lose your wife it won't only be your hungry Dicks fault and the stupid excuse but it will be your fault too"

We continued talking , actually more of him making me feel like shit till we both left and I was driving home.

How will I face Ephy?

When I got home she just woke up and she went to shower locked the door.

I ordered food for us and when she came downstairs I told her I bought food and she said thanks.

She was wearing the booty shorts with her sports bra.

She looks so sexy in them I'm to worn out to have sex but my dick did twitch a bit.

"Going somewhere ?"

"Yea meeting Tae for some yoga and other stuff don't know how long ill be gone" she knows I hate it when she wears those pants in public she wasn't wearing any underwear and my wife has a big ass I love...

She took her small sports bag, purse, phone and car keys and left .

"Bye" not even a goodbye kiss...

"Bye baby"

I went to the couch watched sports I love playing football and kinda missed hanging with the boys playing it but today I was tired emotionally.

Went to our room and when I saw hickeys on my neck I got why Ephy was mad fuck!

Sent her a message...

"I know what I did wasn't okay I'm so sorry for hurting your feelings I swear it was only for one night you're the one for me please forgive me baby I love you so much"then pressed send...

She didn't respond and as annoyed as I was I understood why she was in pain the thought of another man inside her killed me.

Got on our bed and on the side of her bed was our picture from our wedding....

Guilt is what I felt after seeing how happy we looked and we were...we still are !

Zac asked me one thing... "Have you asked her what happened between  her and the baby daddy?"

I realized I never did ask her about it I just thought it would be too much for her.

I need to ask her...

My phone vibrated....

Erika
Had fun still recovering sad to know it was only for one night....

Attachment

Only thing missing is you🫦

Me- It was only for one night Erika I am a married man and I love my wife!

After pressing send I switched my phone off to avoid any further temptation.

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂!