A few days passed and I told Todd to give me space I needed time to figure things out, I lost myself in this marriage and it was time I found myself again.

I was 21 when we got married and I'm 31 now and still feel like a little girl who didn't have her voice.

After some time he listened so now I was meeting Tae because I was going home and I just wanted to see if she was okay.

"Hi sis," she said smiling holding a bag o takeaways from my favorite restaurant.

"I love you"

"Hmmm you're glowing"

"Must be my little bean cooking in here" softly rubbing my small bump again!

We were talking and laughing when a very angry Todd walked into my office making a scene.

"I said I want to see my wife"

"It's fine Roxy let him in"

He walked into my office loudly shutting the door.

Tae sat down looking like she was ready to kill Todd.

"Can you fucking explain to me why I'm finding out you're pregnant from Erika?"

Did he just say Erika again? how did she even know I was pregnant?

"First of all this is my company and we all respect each other here don't bring our business like you don't have sense, secondly don't fucking tell me about your whore we are in this fucking predicament because of your weak dick, and her, lastly who said this baby I'm carrying is yours?don't you think there's a reason you don't know?" I'm nice yes but hate being tested because I will go crazy!

"Ephy what?"

"If you want to talk you have my numbers now please excuse me I'm having steak with my sister"

"Ephy doesn't do this now I'm begging you okay can we please go talk outside?"

I looked at Tae and she kept looking at me and Todd not helping me out.

She mouthed "Go" and I nodded and followed Todd outside.

He tried to hold my waist and I slapped his hand away.

"Please don't touch me"

"Ephy I'm so sorry I came at you like that I'm sorry I had sex with Erika and made her pregnant please"

"Todd I've heard it all before and I'm tired of you I choose not only my unborn child but myself too"

"Is it mine?"

"Unlike you, I took my vows seriously and you have the nerve to ask me that stupid question even though I just made you think it's not yours"

"Baby...I mean Ephy are you saying that's my child please can I accompany you to the doctor visits or anything you need please tell me"

"I need you to understand as much as I hate you right now I'd never keep your child away from you as for us I want a legal separation because I'm not sure if ...."

He nodded and looked at me...I begged every part of my body not to react to him breaking down in front of me ....his green eyes looked tired and he hasn't even shaved his beard ...

He looks sad and I feel like shit that I am part of it, but my child comes first and if I don't remove myself near him I might lose my second chance.

"I....."fucking hormones I choked on my tears and was full-blown ugly crying in the parking lot.

Larry walked near us he was the homeless guy that stayed not too far, one day I took him bought him food, and got him clothes as he told me what happened to him.

Never underestimate the power of karma that's all I can say!

Now he works at the store not too far as the security guard.

"You okay Mrs. Manuels"

I nodded wiping my tears with the back of my hand.

"I'm okay Larry you can carry on with work thank you"

He walked away but never stopped looking back to make sure I was okay.

"I need to go, Todd, I'll see you" just as I tried to walk away he pulled me by my hand so I let him and he hugged me, a lot of emotions ran through my body.

I tensed up at first but relaxed when he gave me the feeling he gave me at that Park when I felt and looked like a mess.

He was my home, my haven...

His hug made me want sex and being cuddled after ....see when you have just had the best sex and your legs won't stop shaking but he loves you so he just kisses your forehead and lets you rest on his chest...

Why was I thinking of sex at a time like this? Oh, hormones bloody fucking hormones!

Before I pull him to the back of my g wagon which had enough space for him to spread my legs and...

Okay, I needed to go...

I removed myself from him and ran off not even saying bye...

I finally took a long breath after getting into my office panting ...

I walked back to my office and sat down but Tae was on the phone shouting, poor Dmitry he married the crazy one.

After a while, she joined still mad...

"So?" She asked, I knew what she was asking but I wanted to piss her off.

"So what"

"Don't even" she said laughing so I told her everything and she began laughing at me.

"Well at least you would be fucking your husband not some random dude"

"I know but all I need to do is stay away from him for a while so I'm going home"

"Okay sis tell me when you get back and make sure mommy is well okay"

"Anyway, what did Dmitry do now?"

"That wasn't him it was my PA she got my meetings mixed up now I'm getting bad reviews and I seem unprofessional, "she said rolling her eyes.

"Oh I'm sorry"

"Thanks, sis"

"Not you, your poor PA"

"Traitor with a big ass"

"Yours is bigger" we laughed and said goodbye I felt blessed to have her around I don't know how I would have coped with life if I didn't have my sister.

"Bye baby sis and have a safe flight"

"Thank you cheesecake" she hates that nickname her ex gave her tell you the story next time.

"That's not funny but what's  funny is suppressing an orgasm or being that turned on it doesn't go away till you ...." I covered her mouth laughing.

"Hey that's my favorite lipstick don't forget to call Todd it's his fault let him pay," she said laughing.

We laughed and she finally left after torturing me.

After I  was done for the day I said goodbye to my friends at work and told them not to burn my baby down while I'm away for 3 weeks.

I'm glad they didn't ask about Todd and Roxy helped me find my fully furnished condo but still decided not to push me.

They know I'm pregnant and I need some time out.

I remembered seeing Erika at the hospital too probably flashed those perky boobs and got information remind me to sue the damn male nurses!

I got in my car, drove to my place parked, and got in the house.

Guess what I was still horny...

For fucks sake!...

Decided to have a quick shower and tried to play with myself, but nothing happened how hard it is for a grown-ass woman to pleasure herself?

My dildos were at home and by home I mean me and Todd's house I didn't have time to buy any and my hands aren't doing the job.

I took my phone and googled it.

How to pleasure yourself without using your hands!

Urgh...

Read through them...

1)Showerhead? Oh hell no!

2)Harness the power of Jacuzzi Jets...double Euw

3)Your foot? What foot wtf? Rub your heel on your .....oh my God...

I don't want to call Todd...I don't want to call Todd...

I looked at Todd's name on my contact list  .....

Should I? he is my husband I won't be cheating just using him for sex. Thinking about his hands on me turned me on further and for the first time in my life, I wanted to cry because I'm not getting sex.

Okay, let me read further...

Bingo!!!!!! Rubbing thighs together? Wait for what? Okay, so I took my underwear off laying on my bed...

Bringing my legs together no crossing my legs...

Okay, so I have PC muscles wait those muscles are the ones that can hold Pee so I use them and okay this seems better!

So I did it gently squeezed my thighs together and watched some porn God forgive me for I have sinned...

If my dad can see this I sincerely apologize but this is an emergency...

I rubbed them gently and oh my word I know Todd is good with his hands, tongue okay everything but this was the best orgasm ever...

I needed more so I slept very late ......having a little fun...

When I woke up I was half naked but the moment my thighs rubbed my clit it began again so I had fun again but had to get ready because I had a flight to catch around 2 pm and it was 10 am.

So I got up to shower I had already packed so I made a light meal and wore my long sun dress because I couldn't wear jeans.

After I was ready had my hair in a nice messy bun and left.

.....

After I checked in for the flight I fell asleep and only woke up when the pilot said we are landing.

I was finally home it's been 5 years don't ask me why.....

I was glad to be home though!

Home sweet home!

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂!