The last straw that broke the camel's back was when I listened to a voice note between them both and she had asked about me "how is aunty ooo" and then he would send her songs and sing for her in voice notes. I felt stupid and I was very mad because I felt played.

I threw caution to the wind and I stalked her Instagram and Facebook account till I got her boyfriend's handle. I texted him up but guess who replied? It was her,and the only time her boyfriend replied was to tell me that I should fix my trust issues and then he insulted me. I insulted him too but I guess the guy had probably been lied to by Morenike about what was really up with she and Raph. 

    After the whole affair,Raph begged when I finally decided to leave and I didn't listen. He got mad at me for texting Morenike and said he was tired too. I tried to make him understand I never texted her after the last text I had sent to she and her boyfriend but he was pissed and when he said he was done,I was relieved but I didn't try to beg to keep the relationship as I had been drained emotionally.

For two days i cried and i stayed sad for some weeks till I registered for barbing lessons. It didn't do well that I was going through a break up and I was being hit on by guys. So I quit after a while.

I focused on school and I upped my grades that semester.

Getting over him wasn't easy but I knew it was for the best. For a while I stalked Morenike's page on instagrame,opened a fake account just to see what was up with them both,u even pretended to be a guy and hit her up but I closed down the account because it felt stupid to be hurting myself like that.

In December one day,I woke up with my heartbreak gone and I welcomed in the rays of a new beginning.

Whatever that beginning would be,I didn't know but I was positive.

         While at town one day,I was trying to cross when I saw a guy drive past. He looked so familiar and It turned out it was Didi. My one time "would have been"boyfriend whom I had broken up with in hundred level because of his vices.

We said hi and the Next couple of months saw us coming back together to see what could happen between us.

He was still the same guy with the same "demons" but this time around,I told myself I would try to fix him.

Whatever is it that makes ladies feel they need to fix a broken guy?or a bad guy?I don't know but that was how I felt when I decided in my heart that day that I was going to change Didi to be a better man.

How I would do,I didn't know but I knew that if we were to have a peaceful and happy relationship I would have to help him be a better man.

I didn't want to give up on him as I felt I had failed with Raph. I told myself that it was better I stick with someone I had known and been with before in the past than move on to another guy. Whoever knows what the new guy might even be like? So I convinced myself things would be fine between Didi and I and the next couple of months saw us taking various steps to making him leave his "demons".

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