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"It's true she said,I saw them kissing. She and that stupid Kenny inside the empty classroom".

On hearing those words my heart snapped in two,how could he?how could he after everything. 

I felt embarrassed because almost all the girls in my school heard the story and the girl he Kissed was also in my school. I just went to a corner and my day was ruined. He later apologized  and I forgave him. I remember he took me out to eat after we hung out together. I was always careful with him and I only let him kiss and see it,but he was never allowed to touch it.

Maybe that's why he left in the first place,because next thing I heard after the second term break was that he slept with Ronke.

And that was my first real heartbreak.

My heart broke in two then and I was really depressed . I was stressed and having a lot of acne on my face maybe due to the exam stress and this really affected my self esteem as I felt ugly and told myself I didn't actually deserve him. I got busy trying to clear my acne while i nursed a broken heart. Thinking back on it I think I actually handled the whole thing with maturity. I didn't scream at him over the phone or flood his phone with text messages begging for him to stay.

I wallowed in self pity for a few days and I stuck my nose in my novels.

He called three months later to say he was sorry and if we could be friends. I told him I can't be friends with him and we never became friends.