R-18:
Warning! This story features violence. Read at your own risk.

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Name: Nathaniel Bretan Abueldo
Age: 24-year old
Status: Single

Paulit-ulit itong lumalabas sa isipan ko. Higit isang taon nang nakalipas simula ng una naming pagtatagpo. Hindi ko na alam ngayon kung namumukhaan pa niya ako. Ang alam ko lang, gustong-gusto ko siya. Pero mukhang malabong mangyari ang mga hinahangad ko. He come from the golds while I was born from the rags.

"Let's party girls!" napatigil ang pag-iisip ko nang may dumaan sa aking likuran.

Tiningnan ko sila, at doon ko lamang napagtanto kung nasaan ako ngayon.

Bar.

The bar is at blast; people are all jumping out of their mind. Some of them are kissing with unknown intensity as if no one around could see them. Cigarettes are all over the place, smokes are giving essential to those who dance like t'was an imaginable sky for them. Both man and woman experiencing mindblowing music like it give the errands of needing alcohol.

Hindi nakaligtas sa aking mga mata ang mga kahibangan ng iba sa alak. It seems like there's no tomorrow. I'm not used of this place, I admit that this is my first time to experience this nasty night. I wander and start to travel the whole place by my sight, and even the place is slightly dim, I can still see those guys with pretty faces.

On the other side, I see two birds slowly hitting their wings back and forth. Everything isn't straight. This is gonna be an uptight experience. First time, first experience of chanting into liberated ways of party.

"Can I have you for a dance?"

I stop thinking anything inward. I don't make any responses, I just show a stoic emotion like the stationary momentum of Dr. Jose Rizal at Memorial Park. Goddamn. I don't know if this is too upbeat to attempt me into temptations.

Totoo ba 'to? It's him, the great Nathaniel Bretan Abueldo!

Hindi naman sa pahard-to-get ako, siyempre kilala ko ang lalaking 'to! We met at once and after that, I considered him my love for a lifetime. What a small world? Ewan ko ba kung namumukhaan niya pa ako? Pero sa tingin ko'y mukhang hindi niya naalala ang hitsurang ito. Marahil nga'y mas lalo akong gumanda kumpara sa unang tagpo namin. That was an epic. Gosh, ibaon na lang natin sa limot.

Will I let him continue and consider him as a total stranger? We'll see. Let's take this chance and ride with him.

"Can I?"

Again, I am unlocalize by his firm and mature husky voice. Too calm to be heard. He's wearing white polo shirt and simple jeans which make him more attractive than others. Yes, I'm not lying because this boy, I mean man is obviously different. He got something that I don't know what it is!

"You're different from other girls I've met. You think for the risks before you say yes, huh. I want you."

Out of any instances, the place stopped from moving. Lahat ay parang huminto. Kinetic to stationary. Wala akong ibang marinig. Only him and I - are dominating the intensity inside. I can easily describe that I felt awkward, uncomfortable, and not capable of talking.

Is he for real, isn't he? Am I that too attractive to dance with? Hindi ko alam. I'm not aware of that. This man have an unbeatable aura that I can't resist. He's handsome. He's hot. Kanina ko pa pinipigilan na makagat ang ibabang parte ng labi ko.

"Quiet?"

Again, I cannot utter any words. There is something or unknown system blocking me from saying. Urgh. Parang nastarstruck ako sa lupit ng dating niya. I cannot think anything straight. His physique and chiselled chest covers me against the lights from the dance floor. Parang gusto kong hawakan ang mga matipunong dibdib niya.

"Hey, mind you if we dance together?"

Hindi ko alam kung ilang ulit na niyang sinabi ang katagang 'dance'.

Again, I was drooled like I saw my knight shines through an armor. Long lashes, high nose's bridge, and crimson lips highlighted his attractive, hot and jaw dropping face. He's charismatic, traditional, and perfectly perfect illusion for other girls around.

"You heard me right? Can I have the floor with you?"

There's no way of saying two letter-word 'no'. But in my case, I felt like I was placed inside the jar, I couldn't move freely. Everything doesn't have a proper place; kung gustong sumuko ng katawan ko, siguro kanina pa'y tumugon ako.

"Okay, no response. What if you taste this?" he continues. Now, he's holding a wine as red as his well-crafted lips.

Napalunok ako.

"Or you want more of this?" he beams and give off light.

Napailing ako.

"I'm done, no more dance nor drink," sinubukan niyang humalo sa ibang sumasayaw sa dance floor.

"One more good bye,"

Akma sana siyang tatalikod nang bigla ko na lang hinatak ang kamay niya. I grip his hand with a strong gasp. He just allow me to do everything without any command from him. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi dance floor ang tungo namin. Little by little, without any resemblance, I keep him in a place where only two of us occupying the whole space.

Hindi ko napagtanto na nasa loob na pala kami ng cubicle. Tinangay ako pagdidiliryo ng aking pag-iisip. Kahit nga'y tumingin ako sa kanya, tipo parang umiikot ang mundo ko. Mukhang tinamaan na nga ako!

"Why we're here?" was all he said.

I continue sketching every angle of his whole features. From the alignment of his lips down to his chest. From the curves of his chest down to his stomach. His polo is somewhat translucent that even his shadow can be seen without undressing him. Every angle have its perfect outline as if he was like metal-crafted work made by hundred percent pure gold.

"You lost your mindset, woman"

Without any warning, I cover him with my lips. He freezes; he start picking up air to breathe in. Bigla kong naramdaman ang unti-unting bumabangon na ahas sa loob ng pantalon niya.

Nabigla ako. Napasinghap.

In just one blink of an eye, he maneuver my breast firm with his wide palms. His touch was rough and careless. I can feel how my body reacts with his touch. The jarring sensation run through all my body.

I couldn't think anything but the sensation he was giving for me is more than enough to think that I wanted his touch to govern my whole body.

Bumuka ang bibig ko at mabilisang pumasok ang dila niya at lumakbay. I shiver, not because I'm scared, but because I do jerk with pleasure. I haven't encountered these unfamiliar pleasures. I've been through with many kisses with other man but this time, it's too far from what I felt before.

"A-aaaauumm."

I moan when his lip strokes my neck while his other hand travels through my thigh. I can hear a soft sound of suction on my neck. Napatindig ang mga balahibo ko dahil sa sobrang init na nararamdaman ko. Parang abot-abot ko ang kalangitan dahil sa hindi maipaliwanag na sensasyon na nararamdaman. Sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam. I can't stop pushing him closer to me. I want him to feel how much I have wished for this; how much I have desired for this.

"F-f*ck. I can't wait." napamura pa ito nang tumigil siya at naki-ayon sa aking pwesto.

Hindi ko napagtanto na sa sahig na pala ang damit ko at unti unti nitong binababa ang miniskirt ko. His demeanor is really worth dying- dying under his hard touches and rouch kisses.

"Say everything and I'll do it for you." he said almost whisper.

He encircle his palm right and fit on my breast. Parang perpektong sinukat ang mga kamay niya para mahawakan ng buo ang umbok sa dibdib ko.

I clench. I want more - aggressive and feisty; pleasurable and delightful.

He slowly unbutton his polo shirt with his one hand while the another hand is on the way to get inside my underwear. I can now feel an excitement within myself. His mouth slowly dropping down my shoulder.

I gnaw my own saliva which stops inside my mouth.

Patuloy siya sa paghimas ng mga maseselang parte ng katawan ko habang ako naman ay abala sa pagpigil ng ungol ko. Tanging pagtulo na lang ng laway ko ang magagawa ko.

"Hmmmmm."

I feel like I am reaching the heaven when he slowly grabs my color blood underwear. He caresses my clit and my eyes were half-closed feeling the pleasure in my jerking flower.

"O-ooh!" It's loud enough to hear my moan. He continue what he has been doing while my mouth searches for the air, widely open.

He returns. He stay at my breast and tease it with his tongue. F*ck! It feels roughly good.

"Keep your grip tight." He commanded and I followed him after then.

From my thigh, his hand slowly enter the insides of my crotch. He parted my womanhood and explores my inner folds. I couldn't help but to moan and ride with his boat. As long as I breathe freely- I could still fight against with this strange hit inside my body.

"Aurgh."

He slid his thumb inside my folds and moving it gripping every wall on it. He added once more, now I can't stop myself from my moan that's getting louder and louder. He stops. He narrow his look toward my sweat-dampened face.

"You're too uptight and naughty."

Again, he swallow me with his mouth gnawing my tongue and tasting every liquid in it. He then slowly suck my ears with his thirsty tongue. I clench and guide him on my breast. He stroke and suck my nipple.

I couldn't stop blurting a word within the air.

"You never thought how much pleasure you made for me. You're beautiful and my hallmark is you."

Parang binabaliw niya ako, pabalik-balik niyang minamasahe ang umbok sa dibdib ko at bababa sa paraiso na araw-araw kong inaalagaan. Maryosep! Parang binabaliw ako sa sarap!

Isang saglit lamang ay pumikit ako at hindi ko napagtanto na unti-unti na namang namumuo ang hindi maipaliwanag na tinatamasa ko. I know that I'm already sleeping in the bed of roses.

Nanginginig ang buo kong pagkatao. He guided his hand with his tongue syncing back and forth in my folds. He slid one finger and encircles it inside. Now, I feel like there's a hot liquid exploding outside my thigh. His finger's glistening with my cream. I touch his chest and cover him with a kiss.

He stops; unbutton his own polo shirt and unzip his pants. I shiver and I couldn't explain why I felt like I'm about to explode and scatter into pieces.

"You want this right? What should I say to praise you?"

"Just say my name, Ketana."

Bumuka ang paa niya at tanging nakatingin lamang ang mata ko sa ritmo ng kamay niyang yumuyugyog pataas at pababa. Dumungaw ang malaking bantayog sa gitna ng kanyang mga hita.

I choke and I couldn't utter any responses. I can see it; long, soft, huge, angry, hard and firm as stone. As he strokes it- on top and bottom, it becomes harder, bigger, and more seductive with pulsing vein on its trunk.

"Let me treasure this moment as we unite as one."

He slowly parted my legs. I look at him and said "Touch me."

Sinunod niya ako. He then slowly touch my center of pleasure. I whisper once more "I'm not yet ready. Nadala lang ako ng hinahangad ko."

Doon ko lang napagtanto ang isang malaking katangahan na ginawa ko. Hindi ko pwedeng isuko ng ganito kaaga ang aking pagkabirhen. I need to keep this.

Without any hesitation, I fix myself and start breathing so fast. Isa-isa kong pinulot ang mga damit kong nakakalat sa sahig. Hingal na hingal ako habang unti-unti kong inaayos ang sarili ko. Ramdam ko ang mga titig niya, titig na parang minumura ako dahil pinaasa ko siya. No, I'm aware that these pleasures are a huge fault!

Parang unti-unting bumabalik ang katinuan ko at sobrang bilis ng kaba na aking nararamdaman. Hindi rin mapipigilan ang pagtulo ng mga pawis ko at pawang lahat na nangyari ay isang malaking panaginip.

Pinikit ko ang aking mata at pilit kinakalimutan ang kamalian na aking nagawa. Damn, I'm not drunk because of the calories of whiskey, rather I'm drunk because of his presence that slowly making me horny as f*ck!

I'm pathetic that I allowed him to touch my flesh. Too insane!

Tumakbo ako palabas habang nahimasmasan ako ng unti-unti mula sa katangahang nagawa ko.

Hindi ko inakala na ang lalaki na matagal ko nang gusto ay siya pala ang nagdulot ng lakas para muntikan na akong mahulog at maiwala ang pagkabirhen ko. I didn't know him entirely. Dahil nga'y nagmula siya sa isang sikat na pamilya, im-pos-si-ble namang hindi ko siya makilala.

"I cannot offer these to you Nathaniel Bretan Abueldo. I cannot own you even I lost my own sentiments."

Hindi pa rin humuhupaw ang luhang lumalabas sa mata ko. Why I tend to choose him over my own sanity?

I hate myself from bringing him, for feeding my own pleasure.

"Ketana Anduanne Virchow will never back as piece of shit again. Never and will never be."

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