(In this chapter there will be alot of drama so get prepared for a dramatic chapter)

Michael runs to the phone and says ''Jermaine Jermaine Jermaine'' he then throws the phone and says ''He didn't answer'' ''It's okay Michael aleast i know you care'' i stop crying and realize i knew what Jermaine was talking about... ONE secret only Jermaine knew in high school that i know he is going to tell Michael. One thing and it was a One time thing. It didn't involve Jermaine but i told him and promised him not to tell anyone. I hear a knock... i walk slowly to the door and open it and Jermaine was there. ''How ya doing'' I roll my eyes and he says ''Hun i can see you, ya know that right?'' i just walk away and then he walks up to michael and says ''there is one other thing she is keeping from you'' michael replies ''What is he talking about!!!'' michael's eyebrow's furrow and i say ''Jermaine this was our secret i can't tell he'll kill me'' ''JUST TELL HIM!'' I gulp this is hard um.... i guess let's start ''Okay this may not be easy for me to say because this happened i dont know 11 years ago when me you and your brothers were in high school, Well someone i like to call your brother Jackie he..... he...... um.... he...... raped me as well and seduced me and beated

me because i would never sit with him at lunch'' Michael's eyes widen and Jermaine yells ''Maybe she is someone who will keep secrets from you'' I shake my head and run to the door and open it. I run out and run in the road Katherine, Joseph, Jackie, Janet, Marlon, La toya, tito, and rebbie stare at me. i hold my hands to my head and then Jermaine runs out ''oh is layni gonna kill herself'' i shake my head more as i almost fall. i am so pressured with thoughts on Jermaine, high school, middle school, and jackie, and i do want to kill myself. Michael runs out and says ''Layni im not mad! Dont kill yourself'' ''I JUST CANT HANDLE IT'' i drop to my knees and cry. Jermaine runs to me and says ''Awwww is there more secrets'' there is one more but he better not mention it was a part of a rape by Jermaine and i got a baby and i got abortion. Jermaine doesn't know i ever got pregnaut or a abortion. He whispers to me ''I know about that pregnaucy i should know about bellies'' i gulp. i shake my head and get up and walk backwards and i say ''if you fucking tell him i swear i will call the cops'' ''oh like this I GOT HER PREGNUAT WITH HER BABY AND SHE GOT ABORTION SHE WAS 14'' my eyes widen i say '' No No No! Jermaine ! okay! im tired of it if you want to me to leave then i will die'' I run towards a car that is coming my way Michael screams ''NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' i stop and think 'Michael loves me im not going to do this to him' i stop and yell ''I'm not letting one thing hurt me because of one thing does our mother know Jermaine that you and jackie raped me'' Katherine says ''no i didnt why would you do that to her'' ''because! she was pretty'' i walk to michael and hug him and cry. he cries to and hold my hair and says ''im not letting you go i love you too much and your my fiance i love you'' i kiss him and everyone yells ''your getting married!'' ''Yeah!!!''

(TBC)